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English language videos or audio (from any country) of humorous or light-hearted or unusually passionate political commentary, or political sketches, or political trivia.
2016.01.08 00:48 FunkyFunkmeister Sportsgasm: For when playing with balls gets too good.
/Sportsgasm is the subreddit for audio/video of sportscasters and commentators comically freaking out to sensational sports plays. All sports are welcome, and all languages are welcome (sometimes that's the best part)!
2023.03.24 07:50 Sisk0 Reminder: GFuel Brimstone collectors box release later today
The GFuel
Brimstone collectors box release is today at
3pm EST. The box contains 2 four souls promo cards: Brimstone and GFuel. There are already two Brimstone cards in the game, one in the
base game v2 and one
alt art version.
You need to join the wait list to order the GFuel box and wait for an email when it is your turn. But last time it was possible to sneak in an order by refreshing the page and for a short moment the order button was active.
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2023.03.24 07:50 StatisticianSad6853 How to Choose the Right Digital Marketing Agency in Delhi?
How to Choose the Right Digital Marketing Agency in Delhi?
In today’s world, anyone with an internet connection can create a website and start offering digital marketing services but what makes it tricky is choosing the right
digital marketing services in Delhi. This blog will cover every aspect of selecting the right
digital marketing agency in Delhi NCR. So let’s start from the beginning.
Digital Marketing is a term that covers multiple branches like SEO, blog writing, reputation management, social media marketing, email marketing, etc. Even the
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SkyTrust is the answer to all your queries.
SkyTrust also provides
SEO services in NSP.
Digital marketing is a field that is constantly evolving, creating many job opportunities. The success of digitalization has enhanced the importance of every
digital marketing agency in Hyderabad. Similarly, many
internet marketing services in Delhi also experienced this boom with a triumph.
Basic Digital Marketing Strategies
The
best digital marketing company in Delhi uses the following strategies to fulfil its potential:-
- Content Marketing – It is the accurate distribution of blogs, audio, or videos online. Anywhere in India, whether it is a digital marketing agency in Noida, Mumbai, Hyderabad, Delhi, or Gurgaon, content marketing is an essential part of their plan.
- Social Media Marketing – Promoting your products or services through platforms like Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, etc., is an everyday activity for every digital marketing agency in Delhi NCR.
- Website Marketing – It is the strategic promotion of a website to drive relevant traffic to the site. Boosting a user-friendly and engaging website brings more clients.
- Search Engine Optimization (SEO) – If you are looking for a top digital marketing agency in Delhi, SkyTrust is the place to be. We know the value of having online visibility and recognition for the brand.
- Pay-Per-Click (PPC) Advertising – It is a method to make money with pay-per-click. You get to pay only for the number of clicks on your ad.
Necessary Social Media Strategy
Every
digital marketing agency in Delhi will have its own defined strategies and rules to follow, but some are vital to look at.
- Content Strategy – Having a well-structured content strategy is the goal of every digital marketing agency. Gurgaon has seen an increase in its business sector as they know the value of producing quality content on social media.
- Target Audience – knowing a specific audience group to target helps solidify a brand voice that resonates. This simplifies your social media marketing efforts.
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2023.03.24 07:49 Big-Influence-7843 This!!!
https://open.spotify.com/track/4WhyHQ2BXi2VU1iaFbF6jv?si=eff7c641364946f3 I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of fire These dreams that tie two hearts that will never die Near the flames The shadows play in the shape of the man's desire
This desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
And now she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothing's as it seems
I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand
I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes The rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love
Ya leel
Ya leel
I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand
Sweet desert rose Whose shadow bears the secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this
Sweet desert rose This memory of hidden hearts and souls This desert flower This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love
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2023.03.24 07:48 AltruisticEbb2055 Can i get someone to help me with soul of cinder on ps5 pls
Ds3
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2023.03.24 07:46 LooseCannon-- PVP in DS3
Just curious…I rarely lose in Elden Ring Colosseum. Multiple days with 0 deaths @ 125 and 137 meta. Only saying that to state that I know what I’m doing I duels.
New to DS3 pvp…
How are the hit boxes so large? I feel like I’ve moved out of reach of the attack but constantly get hit from what seems like sooooo far away…
Should I never strafe and only roll or is it always a crap shoot when it comes to dark souls pvp?
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2023.03.24 07:45 Chilgax which of these should I play as a beginner?
So I've been fed up with the same homologous looking third person games which have very little differences to offer. I have already quit valorant after almost 900 hours into the game ( I've started touching grass ) and counter strike after 100 hours into the game. Recently I've heard about souls games and games like Skyrim and witcher. I have played DS1R but it seemed surprisingly new to me, like I haven't played something like this ever before. i couldn't grasp the controls (or understand the lore) so I quit the game. Are there any similar games which I should first try to familiarize myself with these kinds of games? Thanks.
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2023.03.24 07:45 lelalalela14 Why are arena players treated like disabled kids?
How many years till they will add fetchlands to this game? Why are Arena formats just a parody of the format they try to resemble? What the fudge do you even play on arena? Historic is plagued by stupid alchemy cards, explorer is a shitty format to begin with (no wonder it’s the least played), standard is just.. standard.. even the commander style format is fake.. it’s a brawl.. who the fuck do I brawl with? What’s the problem of printing the fetchlands? Why did they post a useless blog talking about how hard it is to code Emrakul and they don’t add fetchlands? Why they treat the playerbase so badly?
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- High Performance Selling [Robert Kiyosaki, Tony Robbins, T Harv Eker,Bob Proctor]
- How to predict the future
- How To Save A Fortune In Taxes [Robert kiyosaki, Tony Robbins, T Harv Eker]
- Increase Your Financial IQ
- Michael Maloney – Guide to Investing in Gold and Silver
- Own Your Own Corporation
- Real Estate Advantages
- Rich Dad Poor Dad audio and book
- Rich Dad Poor Dad for Teens_ The Secrets About Money – Robert T. Kiyosaki & Sharon L. Lechter
- Rich Dad Secrets Of Wealth [Robert Kiyosaki, T Harv Eker, Tony Robbins, Jack Canfield]
- Rich Dad, Poor Dad
- Rich Dad’s Advisors – The ABCs of Getting Out of Debt
- Rich Dad’s Guide to Investing
- Rich Dad’s guide to Wealth
- Rich Dad’s how to Predict the Future
- Rich Dad’s Success Stories
- Rich Dad’s Who Took My Money
- Rich Dads Advisors The ABCs of Building a Business Team That Wins
- Rich Dads Before You Quit Your Job
- Rich Woman
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- Robert Kiyosaki – 6 Steps To Becoming A Successful Real Estate Investor (AUDIO & VIDEO)
- Robert Kiyosaki – Before You Quit Your Job
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Spying on a person’s mobile device is a crime, except it is done for a good reason. For example, hacking text messages of your spouse will enable you to verify the if your partner is trustworthy and honest with you (that is if you don’t trust your partner) — be careful, as this might bring more problems in your marriage. Also, check with the law of your land to know if hacking your spouse’s messages or phone is [legal.]
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The practice of WhatsApp hack is easy, you just need to have custody of the cell phone you want to hack/spy on and have access to the WhatsApp web service by keying in the QrCode. After you have successfully logged in, you will remain logged in until you log out.
Alternatively, you can use oranjecracktech app, which has attractive and great features such as recording of WhatsApp messages, audio and video files attachment, WhatsApp phone calls, SMS, MMS, Facebook spy and the use of a phone’s camera to discreetly take pictures. The program is so powerful such that; It enables you to record all internet activity, calendar data, phone contacts, and even Geo-location
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2023.03.24 07:44 jonjonh69 Testing only!! A&H SQ5 w/ Waves Soundgrid vs. Live Professor and Mac Studio
Hey y’all. I just wanted to report that I created a session with very similar plug-ins on both setups. With new Mac M2’s coming out (and being hyped like crazy) I wanted to run some tests and see if native processing is anywhere close to useable yet. This is not meant to be too technical of a read, just an FYI for all you crazed plug-in users like me.
A bit about my setup: -A&H SQ5 with Waves-SQ card -Base model Mac Studio M1 Max 32gb RAM etc etc -virtual sound check using SQ-drive -SuperRack on host computer with Soundgrid Server One-C OR LiveProfessor native processing on Mac Studio via Soundgrid QRec driver (to maintain fastest connection and lowest latency)
Latency on the Waves Soundgrid was low as expected, with useable values for live work at FOH and for MON depending on plugin type. In my opinion and in many real world cases, singers and drummers notice latency right away. Some notice excess latency at FOH too. Anyway, I’ve been using a Server One-C for a couple years with my SQ5 and really enjoy it. It takes some setup, but it generally has no issues once configured. The server runs all channel plug-ins on 32 channels, 8 groups, LR bus, as well as 4 effects sends. No issues. CPU usually hits around 30-40%. I feel safe here, with a tiny bit of caution for which plug-ins I use.
Mac Studio w/ LP testing first with a microphone and in ears, I started loading plug-ins on. It runs at 32 samples and pretty low latency (and the processing power is impressive) but not as low as is possible with Soundgrid. It’s not audible, but perceptible. I’m a drummer, so hearing even slight phase or comb filtering is normal for me. Strike one IMO, as even at its lowest possible setting, it can’t be used for MON. So I proceeded with the FOH test. Channel inserts on every channel, the plug-ins load…. But I start to get audio dropouts pretty quick. Change the buffer size to 192 samples… I get up to about 20 channels, and it starts getting over 30% memory usage. At this point I realize I will absolutely need some LR processing and add a Softube Tape, a VSC-2, a Shadow Hills comp, a Pultec, a MAXX-bass, and a Sonnox Limiter. CPU in LP says 50%. No dropouts. So I add a couple Seventh Heaven reverbs because what the hell….. CPU goes to 65%, dropouts start. I change buffer size again. Strike two. At this point we’re at about 1ms in, 4ms buffer, 3ms plug-in processing and listed 1.3ms LP out. Not included is initial A/D for mics or final D/A for PA outputs… or House processor latency….. so this is way up there IMO. Strike three was when I switched to simple reverbs and tried to lower buffer size to something usable. It didn’t happen.
While I am impressed by the Mac Studio, I think it’s completely the nature of native processing currently to blow goats. We are not there yet. The CPU load in Apple Activity monitor said between 4 and 5%, so it seems like the potential is surely there in the M1 Max processor, but the systems are not optimized to take advantage of this power ….. YET.
Anyway, someone buy me a D-Live system and I will go away. In the meantime don’t shame me for trying, you’ve all thought about doing this, admit it!! LOL
Lots of love y’all!!
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2023.03.24 07:44 NicksTilted Getting matched over and over with full teams that don't speak English (NA)
At least 50% of my recent games Ive been matched with either full teams (4+me) that speak no English at all and have zero ability to communicate with me, or majority (3) speak broken English and i'm also unable to communicate. If you don't speak English that's fine but playing an hour long competitive game where i cant talk to my teammates at all is kinda pointless and not fun for me or them. Why in the past 2 months has this gotten so bad? It ruins the experience for all of us because i cant speak with them and they cant speak with me. Any ideas?
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2023.03.24 07:43 XenoDrobot King’s Canyon or Olympus needs to replace WE already
2023.03.24 07:43 Ok_Ease2567 HOW TO MONITOR SOMEONE’S PHONE CALLS AND MESSAGES
HOW TO MONITOR SOMEONE’S PHONE CALLS USING SPY APPLICATIONS
HOW TO USE KIDSGUARD PRO TO MONITOR SOMEONE’S PHONE CALL
You can use oranjecracktech monitor your target’s incoming and outgoing calls. It works by recording their phone conversation and uploading it on its website for you to listen to or download after a few
[email protected] To start the process, you need to visit its official website to register after which you will have to choose a subscription plan of your interest, install it, and set up the app on the target’s device. Once you have completed the set-up, listening to your target’s phone conversation becomes easy.
Any time the target receives or makes a phone call, oranjecracktech instantly starts recording the call. 5-10 minutes after the call ends, it will upload the complete and clear call recording of your target on the oranjecracktech online portal where you can listen to the conversation at any time by tapping on the audio option. And you can also download the call.
Impressively, it does not leave you wondering who the person your target is talking to is as it will provide the name and phone number of the other person behind every recording. It also provides other information like the date and time of the call, the duration of the call, and the type (incoming or outgoing) of the call.
HOW TO USE KEYLOGGER TO MONITOR WIFE OR HUSBANDS MESSAGES
Keylogger records all the keystrokes made by the target user. This includes text messages they type, their social media chats, their browser searches, usernames, and passwords of their social media accounts. This means with keylogging you can monitor messages sent by your target. The software helps you stay anonymous because it operates in a stealth mode on the target device. To get started, download and install the right keylogging software into your system.
The spy apps find all the keystrokes made by the target user for you and arrange them in an organized manner. They are sorted based on the app where they were
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2023.03.24 07:43 TheWoodElf My search tab and Widgets are displayed in the wrong language
I bought a ROG Strix G713PI. It came with a Chinese Windows install (which I was aware of). After installation I used an English Win 11 Pro license that I bought separately, and this allowed me to install and change the En-US language pack, across the system. I also logged in with my old MS account, under which this English Win11Pro license is registered. So far so good, my system is now mostly in English.
However, in some specific places, results are still in Chinese. More specifically:
- Widgets (not just the language, all the content)
- Results of the Windows Search bar that are related to system components (so if I type 'Windows Update', it will give me the correct link to it, but the link will show up in Chinese - even if the actual System page will correctly open in English).
- Widget-related content that appears on the Welcome Screen after a restart or when the PC locks up in idle mode.
Things that I have tried so far:
- I changed the obvious language settings in the System, such as Display Language. I also removed the Chinese pack completely, using PowerShell.
- I changed all the Regional and Language options to En-US, including the ones in Control Panel / Region / Administrative / Welcome screen and new user accounts (all settings have been copied across, everything is En-US, except the Region, which is set on En-UK).
- I visited my Microsoft Account page and edited my Experience Settings to be set on En-UK. I also tried logging my account out of the Widgets.
- I edited the Registry InstallLanguage entry in the Computer\HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SYSTEM\CurrentControlSet\Control\Nls\Language from Chinese to En-US (currently 0409 just like the Default entry). This allowed me to use the lpksetup /u option and completely remove Chinese from the system (I was even warned that apps using the language might not be displayed correctly anymore).
- Obviously restarted the system multiple times in between and after these steps.
None of these steps made any difference. To be clear, I understand that Windows installs can be locked onto certain languages (which is surely the case here), but I don't understand why these 2 areas (Widgets and Search) do not follow suit, when everything on my computer currently says I am using En-US only. Hopefully there is something else I can try before I pull the plug and do a completely clean reinstall from a different install kit.
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2023.03.24 07:43 Fried_Mentally I don’t why I’m doing this…
I unblocked your phone number, I won’t unblock anything else. I’m expecting nothing honestly, but there’s that small chance that you will. You have reached out before, but the manner of which left me wanting to leave the medium undisturbed. The dust settled and I would like it to stay that way. However, if by some divine intervention that you would open with what we both know is between us, an apology maybe, then I would be more inclined to answer. This may seem childish, but the pain you’ve inflicted is worthy of an apology. I also know this is a hard feat for you to do. I can count on my fingers the amount of times you’ve apologized in all the years I have known you, and as it shouldn’t be this way I’m sure you can’t say the same about me. It is obviously not a contest of character as I’m not perfect. If you feel that you too are owed an apology look at our previous conversation and see that an outstretched arm and hand was there. I don’t like writing like this, I truly miss my less aggravated tone of written statements with you. I cannot even begin to think of what I’d say to you until you show your hand. I pray every time I think about you to some higher force that my friend, my brother, will be saved. Maybe you already have and are happy. In that case you probably don’t need me, I do miss you though. Maybe one day I can meet you for the first time again, in this life or the next. I wonder if you still believe in the soul family/bond you thought we shared, it must’ve not meant a lot since you’ve burned every bridge with every person you’ve said that to.
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2023.03.24 07:42 Alex_cara65 I want to change
Atleast I am trying to convince myself that I want to change. I feel like I am just stuck in this loop ever since the pandemic. Been feeling very low and dull. I don't have any passion or interest in anything as of now. I quit my job recently because it was soul sucking and wasn't worth the pay. I want to move abroad to pursue a master's but I just don't feel like doing anything. I just feel stuck.
Everyone around me is doing something or the other and there's me. This isn't even a cry for help. I hate this feeling that's been stuck with me for a long time now. Just a dead feeling in the inside. I am honestly just waiting for my time to end.
I joined this community hoping that reading others experiences I would feel like pushing myself and just try something. But I don't feel anything.
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2023.03.24 07:42 f1ngers12 Holy shit
2023.03.24 07:42 plsdontargue Any plans to weaken the early game money-making potential of Alchemy?
I am a beginner playing Wildlander for the first time. As soon as I started, I took the Alchemy level 2 perk and walked around the outside of Whiterun to collect herbs and do alchemy. I got roughly 4000 gold per lap. Idk about the economy of Wildlander but it seems too generous for super beginner alchemist.
I feel like if you're not an expert, you shouldn't be able to make this kind of money.
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2023.03.24 07:41 Juris163 Ridiculous ban from playing online
Let's just say I got banned for 3 days for mentioning someones name in chat.... It just seems funny to me. His nick was "n1kker" and I mentioned him in one of the messages. Me, being from non speaking english country, did not realize in the heat of the moment what that means and instead of searching for number 1 on keyboard I wrote "nikker". BOOOM! Next game I got kicked out and I got banned for 72 hours. Kinda funny, well see you all on Monday folks.
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2023.03.24 07:41 Parking-Building-274 Realisations and venting..
I want to share some of my thoughts post break up with people who are dating those with depression to recognise and stop yourself from doing these things that I did and learnt the hard way to not do : ( Sorry for the rants in between!)
A week ago I broke up with my depressed partner because we mutually agreed that we had fallen out of love with each other... It's probably been forever since we communicated our deepest feelings and thoughts ( My partner isn't as introspective as I am idk whether it was depression or just their personality at this point or maybe they just didn't tell me ). I did consistently though, I asked them questions and told them what I felt but the one sided communication didn't matter. Somehow I think it just signalled that we weren't really compatible anymore especially with us being long distance for over a year which is a pretty hard thing to pull off even with no depression involved. I also recently experienced some breakthroughs in my own self discovery and self love journey, which helped me realise that I just have to stop trying so hard. Atleast I can't be the only one trying you know? Depressed or not both the people have to put in enough effort to make the relationship work. But before that I can tell you I put my heart and soul into this relationship. We started out as best friends and for the first 1.5-2 years they did not have depression, and I remember it as one of the happiest times of my life. We had some differences as people but it wasn't something any other relationship wouldn't have had. I can tell you that around this time I also thought that the worst thing in the world was to be all alone so when the depression started in my partner, I somehow took it as my responsibility to do everything for them look for therapy, make them go to therapy, ask constantly about meds , help them asses their inner state.. they did improve on their own too and they did want to get better. But what I didn't realise then and wouldn't realise for a year or more into the future is that you just can't do the inner work for someone , no matter how much you wish it and pray for it and no matter how pure of a place in your heart it comes from , the another human being's inner work has to be from their end.You can help someone on a bad day , and accomodate your partner and do things for them when the lows get really bad but always always ask yourself if you are turning into a Martyr. You really need to draw the line between caring and becoming a martyr . I didn't have proper boundaries with anyone, let alone my partner who I considered the person closest to me and this ended up with me suppressing and ignoring my feelings, wants and needs a LOT just to accomodate them. Because nothing mattered more than us collectively being happy. The relationship was " the greater good". I strongly suspect my partner had alexythymia also ( inability to recognise and communicate their innermost feelings) because I did a LOT of the emotional weightlifting, always solving the problems, communicating and resolving fights we had because they would withdraw into themselves. I know all of these arent specific to every depressed person ever but establish some communication groundrules. It could be non verbal or as small texts whenever they are ready if they don't want to talk but they should know that any relationship gets as good as it's partners' communication skills.
With time I'm also realising more things that went wrong overall but for now I just wanted to tell everyone here to please care for yourself as much as you care and love your depressed partner first. Because that is probably a measure everyone can identify with.I feel like boundaries are especially hard to establish when you are with someone who actually needs to be cared for on their bad days , but ask yourself if you are getting the care you need too ? Are they taking care of you in small ways when they are better ? Are you first of all taking care of yourself ? Boundaries needs to be healthy. We as a group tend to have more loose boundaries than really firm ones but both are bad. They need to cater to your needs. And when you feel lonely/ need someone when your partner can't be there for you , be that person for yourself. Love yourself and see yourself as a 5 year old child and soon you'll start to question every self sabotaging behaviour you've ever done - would you let a 5 year old kid overwork with less sleep or food ? Or binge watch something when you should be sleeping ? Self love and validation is hard but it needs to be firmly set in place before you can care for another person.
If not , you are just expecting everything to be perfect one fine day when all your martyring will pay off and you can live happily ever after with your perfectly cured partner. There is no happily ever after in the future , there is only now - so just make the most of it ! Right now I'm a mix of sad , a bit lonely, some resentment (because I'm only human but mostly acknowledge that we have just changed as people and I know they are a good human at heart ) but mostly relieved because I didn't put all my time and energy into someone else's we'll being. If you read till here , then thank you, hope you have a wonderful day ❤️🩹❣️🌞
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