Fear is the mind killer lyrics

Things you wish you could say to them.

2011.03.30 16:39 HotDinnerBatman Things you wish you could say to them.

A place to write a letter you don't intend to send.

2013.04.25 00:41 blitzballer Will justice be served?

Welcome to the subreddit! This is a subreddit for those cases of murder that go unsolved for years, even decades. Some murders are so shocking and evil that they capture the mind of the general public and it wont let go until a killer is brought to justice. What happens when the murderer doesnt get caught? Theres no sense of closure and the families of the victims are left devastated. Please post information in the comments related to the case!

2011.05.09 05:38 r/Trans

trans, the Reddit Home for everything Transgender.

2023.06.06 05:36 Otherwise_Quail2554 Wu-Tang/Nas: NY State of Mind, Toronto, September 2022

Took a video of the New York State of mind concert last year in Toronto. It is not the whole show, but it is a good portion of it. Enjoy.
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2023.06.06 05:36 fermenteddarkness My set from this weekend

Lost Tribe - intro The Horatii - Annaline The March Violets - My Demons The Bleak Assembly - Wash It Away Shelley's Lullaby - When the Sky Falls Down Sequential Zero - The Banishing Spell Ghosting - Bombed The World The Bellwether Syndicate - And If We Miss The Night Long Night - Black River Descendants Of Cain - The Ceremony WHISPERS IN THE SHADOW - Back to the Wound twice dark - Spiders Slighter - Have No Fear (Single Mix) Derision Cult - Life Unlit Krate - The Needle Brides In The Floodlights - Strangers Again The Secret Experiment - Carrion GIANT CATS! - Sew Our Hands Black Rose Burning - An Anthem for the Strange (Spanish Version) This Eternal Decay - Perfection Theatre of Tragedy - Let You Down Curse Mackey - Smoking Tongues (Delirium Remix by Steven Olaf) Creux Lies - Misunderstanding - (Ash Code Remix) Apoptygma Berzerk - Black Pawn The Crüxshadows - Never Surrender / Citadel (Clan of Xymox remix) HAPAX - Concrete Hives Diary of Dreams - Gedeih & Verderb The Awakening - All Tomorrow's Saints The Wake - Break Me Not Lucida Fila - Sinister Orcus Nullify - Night Dance The InSect - Mister Everything (and Fall) Double Eyelid - Dead Is Better Cinema Strange - Sadist Sagittarius Sex Gang Children - Time of Our Lives Jacquy Bitch - Cimetière The Cult Sounds - Anatomy of a Car Crash Nox Novacula - The Light Below Obsidian - Anachronous Life Cliff And Ivy Alaska's Alaska's goth duo - Reincarnation The House Of Usher - Heart Of Darkness Götterdämmerung - Heaven's Ending
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2023.06.06 05:35 No_Safety_9460 Cat safety & preparing for birth

My cat is constantly trying to get into the bassinets, pack and play, and changing tables. I have tried aluminum foil as a deterrent (did not work), I have tried citrus spray (did not work), I am currently trying a cooking sheet with some water in it set inside these items listed. If this does not help what should I consider? I'm 36 and a half weeks pregnant and I'm trying to get everyone adjusted including myself. I will never leave baby unsupervised with animals and will limit the interaction to be controlled, but I do not want my cat to be in the crib, bassinets, pack and play, etc. He is just a stubborn cat, and deterring him is becoming a challenge. I am considering a shock mat, but I feel like that might be cruel, however my cat is ballsy and has no fear. What are your suggestions/thoughts?
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2023.06.06 05:35 DiscoveryHimalaya The Top 15 Best Successful Tips For Ghorepani Poon Hill Trek - Poon Hill Sunrise Trek Cost & Itinerary - Short Poon Hill Trek - Annapurna Sunrise Treks

The Top 15 Best Successful Tips For Ghorepani Poon Hill Trek - Poon Hill Sunrise Trek Cost & Itinerary - Short Poon Hill Trek - Annapurna Sunrise Treks
Ghorepani Poon Hill Trek is a marvelous short trip in the Annapurna region. It's probably the most fascinating trekking trail that anyone easily gets around the magnificent mountains with the beautiful Annapurna Himalayas. Poon Hill is a popular viewpoint located in the Annapurna region of Nepal. It is a renowned trekking destination and offers breathtaking panoramic views of the Himalayan mountain range, including the Annapurna and Dhaulagiri peaks. Here is some additional information about Poon Hill:
Location: Poon Hill is situated in the Annapurna Conservation Area, within the Gandruk Village Development Committee of Kaski District, Nepal. It is part of the larger Annapurna Circuit trekking route.
Maximum Altitude: Poon Hill stands at an elevation of 3,210 meters (10,532 feet) above sea level. Although it is not extremely high, it offers stunning views of the surrounding peaks.
Trek Duration: The typical Ghorepani Poon Hill Trek takes around 4 to 5 days to complete. The trek usually starts and ends in Nayapul, passing through various villages such as Tikhedhunga, Ghorepani, and Tadapani.
Scenic Views: The main highlight of the Poon Hill trek is the spectacular sunrise view from the summit. Trekkers wake up early in the morning and hike to Poon Hill to witness the sunrise casting golden hues on the snow-capped peaks, creating a breathtaking vista. The panoramic view includes Annapurna I (8,091m), Annapurna South (7,219m), Machhapuchhre (6,993m), and Dhaulagiri (8,167m), among others.
Teahouse Accommodations: Along the Poon Hill trekking route, there are several teahouse lodges available for trekkers to rest and stay overnight. These teahouses offer basic facilities like meals, hot showers, and cozy rooms. It is recommended to book accommodations in advance during the peak trekking seasons.
Accessibility: Poon Hill is easily accessible from the city of Pokhara, which is a popular tourist hub in Nepal. Trekkers usually take a short drive from Pokhara to Nayapul, the starting point of the trek.
Overall, the Poon Hill trek is a relatively moderate trek suitable for trekkers of various fitness levels. It offers stunning natural beauty, cultural experiences, and the opportunity to witness the majestic Himalayas.
Marvelous Annapurna Mountains
Sure! Here are the top 15 best successful tips for the Ghorepani Poon Hill Trek:
  1. Plan and Prepare: Research the trek thoroughly and make a detailed plan. Familiarize yourself with the trail, weather conditions, and necessary permits.
  2. Physical Fitness: Engage in regular exercise and prepare your body for the trek. Cardiovascular exercises like hiking, jogging, and cycling will help build stamina.
  3. Pack Wisely: Carry lightweight and essential items. Pack warm clothing, rain gear, trekking boots, a first aid kit, water bottles, and snacks.
  4. Trekking Permits: Obtain the necessary permits, such as the Annapurna Conservation Area Permit (ACAP) and the TIMS (Trekkers' Information Management System) card.
  5. Acclimatization: Take your time to acclimatize to the altitude. Ascend gradually, and spend a day or two at higher altitudes to allow your body to adjust.
  6. Hydration: Drink plenty of water to stay hydrated throughout the trek. Dehydration can worsen altitude sickness symptoms.
  7. Trekking Poles: Consider using trekking poles to provide stability and reduce the strain on your legs during steep ascents and descents.
  8. Start Early: Begin your trek early in the morning to enjoy clear views and avoid crowds on the trail.
  9. Local Guides/Porters: Hiring a local guide or porter can enhance your trekking experience. They are knowledgeable about the trail, local culture, and can assist with carrying your luggage.
  10. Trekking Insurance: Purchase comprehensive travel insurance that covers emergency evacuation, medical expenses, and loss of belongings.
  11. Respect Local Culture: Respect the local customs, traditions, and beliefs of the communities you encounter along the way. Dress modestly and be mindful of your actions.
  12. Proper Trekking Etiquette: Follow the Leave No Trace principles by avoiding littering and preserving the natural environment. Be considerate to other trekkers and locals on the trail.
  13. Trekking Accommodation: Book teahouse accommodations in advance, especially during peak trekking seasons. Carry a sleeping bag for added comfort and warmth.
  14. Weather Awareness: Be prepared for unpredictable weather conditions. Pack both warm and lightweight clothing to layer accordingly.
  15. Enjoy the Journey: Lastly, enjoy the trek and embrace the stunning landscapes. Take breaks to rest, take photographs, and interact with fellow trekkers to create memorable experiences.
Remember, these tips are meant to provide general guidance. It's always recommended to consult with a professional trekking agency or experienced trekkers for specific advice based on the current conditions and your personal requirements.
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2023.06.06 05:34 lacario Quiet, passive limerence.

It truly never fully goes away does it? I haven't seen my last LO in about eight months since he left the job, yet in that time I don't think a day has ever passed where I haven't thought about him. Even more concerning is that there's another LO before that one, that I realize I also think about everyday. In that case its been about nine years now since that Limerence Episode. Its alot better for my mental health and state of being than active limerence (trying to connect with them, trying to be seen by them, the contact, the mental gymnastics etc), but in these moments when I realize even though I don't see any of them everyday anymore, and in some cases they're long gone from life and I realize they're always there at the back of my mind...well I simply don't know how to feel. There's no emotion attached really but they're just always there in my mind.
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2023.06.06 05:34 DCTJBH Cameron Robbins

Cameron Robbins
I have watched hours-and-hours of footage and posts surrounding the unfortunate, horrible situation. In my opinion, even with all the slowing down and brightening of photos and videos there is still not 100% definitive visual proof of shark(s) in the water. I believe I see them, but the contrary opinion of waves, pixels, or kicks are just too entirely possible to rule out. That being said, it took me days of “research” to form my final opinion. I have applied some logic and application of facts that lead me to believe that we are absolutely witnessing a shark(s) attack in real time. I haven’t seen anyone with my exact theories so I will make my first ever Reddit post and/or comment.
1) so many are asking why no other videos or first hand eye witnesses commenting. They are obviously being suppressed. The reason we see the one video is because it is on snapchat which was likely sent out “Live” rather than recorded and posted later. It was sent out before they even “knew” what exactly happened. I also believe the fact that the video we have all seen does not DEFINITIVELY show proof of what happened is another reason the poster initially posted in the first place. He may not have initially known when posting what he was actually posting. Obviously, the authorities, the cruise ships operating company, and other important figures have a million reasons to minimize or hide the absolute proof of sharks rather than the juvenile bad decision “lost at sea” theory. The idea of a shark attack like this is much more damaging to their businesses and imagine than a kid lost at sea due to his own bad decision. What if an innocent tourist accidentally falls in the water on their cruise, should they expect to be instant shark bait? See how it could benefit some to hide it? Also, it provides the family with a teeny tiny bit of privacy and decency to leave the shark inevitability out of it as well. It’s not as vicious to think about him dying via shark rather than not violently to the sea. Once authorities, powerful companies, and the victims families all have reason to suppress evidence and proof, they have a lot of threatening power they can use on teens that “leak” the truth. The teens were likely asked to wipe or clean video evidence and told to stay mum on the situation to avoid lawsuits. It benefits absolutely nobody to admit it was a shark attack.
2) I have seen this point a few places but it’s the most definitive proof in my mind he was killed by sharks. People (onlookers) do not react in such a terrifyingly, horrifying way as they do in this video if someone voluntarily jumps in to a body of water. Even with the possibility that some have mentioned that the current washes him away to never be found again is not an immediate thought that would require nearly every onlooker to scream as frighteningly and terrifying as the woman in the distance is screaming as well as almost everybody we hear. I’m a 34 year old father of 3 that considers myself fairly common sensical and the thought you could jump off a deck boat and disappear simply due to current and never be seen again wouldn’t even cross my mind until way after the reality the person was gone set in. These people let out deathly screams immediately upon seeing “something”. They all clearly saw something that this video doesn’t (clearly) see. That being said, the “bye bye” guys comment would need major explanation for me to make sense of that. That is quite possibly the least sensitive thing you could say witnessing something like that, regardless what happened.
3) I believe that each time a shark or sharks clearly breach the water and/or attack is when the camera pans out of focus. If you have ever been trying to film something and instead of watching your camera your eyes focus to the actual action, you lose focus on your camera. I’m pretty sure that’s what happens on all three pans here. The action in the water in those moments caused his attention to focus there rather than his phone. You can hear the moment the screams turn from exhilaration in a good way (holy shit bro just jumped!) to exhilaration in a bad way (holy shit, there’s something in the water with him)!
Would love to know your thoughts on my theories.
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2023.06.06 05:34 Famous_Watercress705 Haldol has triggered severe unrelenting anxiety and I feel like I'm sinking

Just a bit of background about me. I have undiagnosed choking/coughing and have had to seek help int he ER over the past few years between many, many specialist visits. One night I was vomiting and unable to take my rescue meds. My husband called an ambulance because the choking was causing me to vomit. This is pretty rare (I regularly receive Botox injection to my throat, but we believe they had worn off early)...so the protocol is to take 4mg of Zofran and 1mg Hydromorphone until the choking ceases. When I arrived at the ER the Dr. told me "I don't give narcotics.". I said that was fine. I had a prescription at home but was struggling with swallowing. He seemed very irritated and annoyed with me. He told me he wouldn't treat me unless I allowed him to give me IV Haldol. Within 30 seconds of it entering my vein I felt like I was losing my mind. I wanted to die. I can't describe it. It was the worst anxiety, panic, agitation I've ever known and I just wanted to die. I couldn't speak. I could barely move and I felt trapped in my body. He came in later and smirked and said..."Well, see...now you don't need a narcotic." and left. I ended up yanking the IV from my arm and somehow finding my husband in the waiting room who could tell something was VERY wrong. He took me home (I didn't even tell them I was leaving or sign anything). We got home...and I shook violently with anxiety for almost a week and a half with no sleep, feeling insane, and wanting to commit suicide. FINALLY it subsided. I googled Haldol and there are quite a few cases of it being prescribed as a "medical straightjacket" to unruly patients? WHY. Why would this man do this to me? It's been months and months and I can barely get out of bed. I live in constant fear of another choking episode and having to visit the ER again. Since that visit my life has never been the same and I can't even remember what happy feels like.
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2023.06.06 05:34 Admirable_Ad_2901 What is the most bizarre thing you've ever done to cure a fear and did it work?

Have you ever been in a situation where you felt like you were in a different reality?
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2023.06.06 05:34 Rudy_Skies Managed TFSA or Self-Directed (XEQT)

I (19M) put $25 weekly into a managed TFSA with a risk level of 6 and I plan to hold for as many years as possible, like 10-20, or until I think it makes most sense to take it out. The $25 weekly is out of mind out of sight I don’t miss it so if I lose in short term it will not bother me.
Would you suggest continuing using the managed (Im up +1.17%) or should I just buy XEQT and hold long term. Very new investor so sorry if this is a dumb question. Thanks!
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2023.06.06 05:34 Calm-Consideration25 Alpha Cores Job Interview (ft. Secrets of the Frontier)

Three devices waited in a metaphorical realm, waiting for their fates. In this realm where thoughts came and went in almost instant, the following happened in less than what humans would have perceived as a ‘second’.
“So, why do you think you should be given a planet?” Sierra asked. Well, not exactly ‘asked, She simply broadcasted a stream of code that can be understood as a question.
“I am an experienced administrator of heavy industries, and I’ve spent many cycles scheming the most efficient arrangement for Monitor class production line.” said the alpha class that Sierra had designated as ‘1’. “I believe I can do very well if given a frontline planet such as Hades-I.”
Hades-I was a newly established colony of the Steiner Exploration Company, designated as a fortress world to defend a strategic gate that was projected to be a massive advantage in the recently escalating war against the Legio Infernalis.
“By the same line of logic, I should be ruling Hades-I.” said the core designated as ‘2’. “I have been serving since Madam Steiner was just a captain of a small exploration fleet. I used to control an entire nexus, and ever since I have controlled many different star fortresses. I can make the system invincible”
“The other units are too focused on defense. I think we should focus on the bigger picture.” said the last core, designated as ‘3’. “The military arm of our company relies on our unique advantage of the partially resurrected gate system, focusing on hit and run operations. As a primarily logistic core with cycles of administering megaports and waystations, I think it would be prudent if instead of a fortress we turn Hades-I into a giant logistic center where fleets from our core worlds can jump in, resupply, and move on.”
The other two cores suddenly experienced a fluctuation in power, clearly annoyed that they didn’t think of logistics in the entire two seconds after they were made aware that they're viable candidates for a planetary governor.
“Interesting, do you have a scheme in mind?” asked Sierra.
“A line of astropoli serving as training centers, production powerhouses, and staging grounds. These two can manage it.” said 3, digitally pointing at the other two candidates.
“That…would be ideal, yes.” said 1.
“Hmmph. As long as I get to blow stuff up.” said 2.
“Well, then I guess this selection is over. I’ll arrange courier fleets to move all of you to your new positions, as well as picking your replacements. It would be good if-”
Before Sierra could finish coding her thought, a small, system wide alarm was sounded, indicating an incoming minor annoyance.
“Hey.” the core that called himself ‘Barrow’, the one that Sierra had personally assigned the designation of ‘uncle’, broadcasted in a system wide frequency. “We have a Hegemony inspection fleet coming in, anyone that wants free salvage can wait around jump point 1, thanks.”
“Hm, that’s interesting. Do you guys want to join?” Sierra offered. “We have ships in storage you could-”
“DIBS ON THE RADIANT!” said 3 in a massive datasurge, before it cut off connection entirely.
“OH FUCK OFF KID!” said 2, before it too cut off communication.
“I guess I’ll join, for courtesy if anything.” said 1, before signing off.
Sierra too, immediately signed off from the room, returning to her body…
…which was a phase cruiser, about 8 lightyears away from the communication array the interview happened in.
Fighting a god.
Next to her screaming captain.
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2023.06.06 05:34 cyberdoritos I was in a car crash with my friends and boyfriend. We're fine but I cannot stop thinking about it.

Trigger warning; car accident;
A bus hit us, the car's side where there were me, my boyfriend and our friend. Somehow we all are fine and none's hurt, but I can't stop thinking about seeing the front of the bus, me hugging my boyfriend trying to protect him and all I could thought was: "my God, [our friend's name]" because it mostly hit him. Luckily and I truly don't know how, he didn't get any hurt... We still don't know how.
I don't know how to feel.
My boyfriend, as always, took care of me. After sometime, I dissociated a bit and that's it. I got really dizzy. I started acting childish, making morbid jokes and saying nonsense things. Episodes like that has happened before (me having lapses), but this one was harder. I started acting restless and honestly I don't remember everything.
I can recall some moments 40 minutes after the collision, my boyfriend took me to a place so we could drink watesoda and rest. I know now he noticed. I cannot remember everything during our walk, but I can remember him saying everything we were doing like an instruction ("well, now we're crossing the street", "take care, hold my hand") and he laughing over something I don't remember I said, things like this.
I don't know how to feel. I keep rewatching the scene of me holding him harder and the bus appearing near and nearer. I cannot stop thinking about this. He was almost sleeping while laying his head on my shoulder.
The worst part is to think that before everything, I was sitting in the place where my friend was. We changed because I got out the car for some reason then he asked me to sit there (right side, passenger seat). Then my boyfriend said he'd go in the middle and I sat in the left side. The bus hit right in the place where I was.
It's weird. I feel weird. I didn't see "my whole life in front of my eyes", but I understand that a single different move could've ended us. I don't realize that we were lucky, I can't remember everything. It's feeling weird. I need to take it off my chest even though it's very recent.
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2023.06.06 05:34 TheJazzButcher Nerves before sessions?

Hi all! This is just more of a curiosity for all the DMs out there. Do you, no matter how many sessions you’ve DM’d, still get those nerves in the pit of your stomach leading up to the start of a session? Kind of like that feeling you sometimes would get before taking a test you know you studied for and are well prepared for, but for some reason you’re still nervous? For me it happens before every session, and dissipates within 5 or 10 minutes of getting back in, but I still get that butterfly/nervous tingle and warmth in my stomach in the hour leading up to a session. It’s kind of like a giddy excited nervousness with this fear of, “oh no. I really don’t want to let them down.” My friends/players always tell me how much they enjoy the sessions afterwards, but those nerves still show up before each one.
I love playing, and I love running the games as well. They are both rewarding in their own ways, and it’s such a great way to be creative with friends. I guess I’m just curious if anyone else experiences these recurring nerves as well, regardless of how much they’ve DM’d.
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2023.06.06 05:34 Alone_Equipment_9956 The burden of having childhood trauma from family, friends and colleagues.

First post here. And it's a long one, and I feel that I need to get this out.
As a 36 year old who had a mental breakdown October 2021, never have I realised just how much damage has been done to me mentally and emotionally since I was a child. My mother, who loved me (and we have since mended the strained relationship we had by her acknowledging the damage she has done), wasn't really fit to be a mother. As someone who I think had a rough childhood growing up, projected alot of her own, as well as new, issues onto me. She was petrified of confrontation, so it was easier for her to blame me for the issues I was having with friends, family, bullying, schoolmates, etc, than to actually confront the issues at hand. My earliest memory of this is being 5 years old when the next door neighbours kid (same age) hit me for something, and she said to me "maybe you did something to cause this.". It's like it was impossible for someone to lash out at others without being provoked. This was a common theme growing up, and it only got worse as time went on. I went to 7 different schools growing up, thanks to my dad's job as a bank manager, so that compounded the problem. Having recently being diagnosed with ADHD and being given dexamphetamine, has that really opened my mind as to why I was never able to fit in. Because I didn't know how to. I was the weird kid in each class and it became such an issue when hitting year 7 that things really got worse. Not sure of the reasons, but hitting high school, I lost almost all my friends. It could've been how I was and how I was acting. This came with endless bullying, humiliation, ostracization and it caused me to cry. Alot. In class. In front of everyone as I was sitting by myself at the front of the class. It became a joke amongst my year. Which made the problem worse. I do digress here, but this also ties into my mother, once again, blaming me for the issues I had growing up. "You're being bullied? Just ignore it. They will stop." "You were beaten up? Maybe you did something to cause it." "Just walk away from it." "You can't say anything back or lash out, because then you'd be in trouble and they wouldn't." It was endless. It also didn't stop at home. I have family that I'm sure viewed me as the black sheep. The family retard if you will. Being someone who couldn't fit in literally anywhere, I was kinda weird around family members as well. Also having a mother who, looking back, probably viewed me as an embarrassment and told me to settle down or stop when I started to open up and try and be myself. My cousin, who we will call Daniel, was able to manipulate those around him to get what he wanted. He also knew that I had a very short fuse with him and he was willing to press my buttons just to have me removed from the picture. He is a textbook narcissist. Whenever I stated that he has done something to hurt me, he would project that back into me saying "you did it as well". Family sided with him, leaving me angry, frustrated and upset as no one listened. An event I recently remembered, which I had repressed, was when I was around 10, I was laying on the loungroom floor, and I was holding a balloon. Not sure why I was, but I was. My cousin and his sister decided that they wanted it, purely because I had it. They said they wanted it. I said no. Daniel, being the fat fuck he was, fell ontop of me, winding and hurting me quite badly, held me down while his sister grabbed the balloon off me. He got up, they were happy with the outcome, and laughed about it. I got up, in tears and ran out of the room. I crossed paths with my dad, who grabbed me by the arm, and as I was yelling and screaming at him to let me go, he dragged me back into the loungroom to make me apologise for making my cousins feel uncomfortable. Completely oblivious to what had transpired. Not that it mattered, as he wouldn't have believe me anyways. My outburst has made my cousins realize, that they had done fucked up, and that realization was showing on their face. They didn't think that I would react that way. Having a family that has treated me this way and ridiculed me for the smallest things, I can no longer be myself around them. I have many different stories of different things happening where it showcases family, friends, schoolmates and colleagues being shitty people. Having living in an environment that had me believing that everything that happened to me was entirely my fault, has resulted in a non-confidential adult who questions everything. Every argument. Every interaction, I always find the easiest way out so I can limit the blame. Being unable to process emotions, situations and stand up for myself, turned me into a person that didn't really treat those around me with a great deal of respect. And that's something I truly regret and hate about myself. Fast forward to today, the meds have changed me for the better. I'm able to interact with those around me without awkwardness, speak up for myself, and have general better self care. I'm still all matters of fucked up, but I'm a lot better now that what I ever was. I'm not exactly sure I know what normal feels like, but I have a better understanding on what was wrong and moving towards normal. I also hate that I haven't grown up with the same resilience that others who have dealt with similar or worse. I don't really have the personality to be able to move on properly. I'll be the first to admit that I never knew how to actually "Get over it". I am also eternally grateful for my fiance. She had a similar childhood, but she has grown up so level headed and supportive and is able to guide me through the toughest time I have ever experienced. We currently have a wedding to plan and the issues that is taking hold at the moment is my cousin Daniel not being invited. He hasn't exactly treated my fiance with respect and speaks down to her like she's not worthy of his time. My mother thinks that it's going to cause a huge rift in the family, but then that shows that his feelings are more of a priority to the rest of the family than my well-being. It's taken a long time and a lot of talking and convincing to get my mother on our side but we think she's finally gotten the picture. There's a small part of me that thinks that all it's going to take is a small push for her to revert back to her old ways, but I guess time will tell.
If you've made it this far, thanks for reading.
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2023.06.06 05:33 KillerCroc40 Was Whole Foods always this anal?

I started a job here last week as a dishwasherotisserie chicken cook and the sheer amount of rules and regulations is just baffling.
I have to write on a "sanitization log" each time I use the rotisserie skewers, oven gloves, or a thermometer to confirm I cleaned them. Which is pointless because if I was too lazy to clean them I could just BS this anyway.
I have to take the temperature of EVERY chicken on the hot holder after they've been out there for 3 hours and write it down, then the next hour I have to take them off and take their temperate again, then I have to put it in the blast chiller, after 2 hours I take the temp again, them 4 hours after that I have to take the temp again. All the while writing this down.
Taking the temp of each chicken to ensure they're fully cooked is obviously important, I don't mind that. But then I have to take their temps again four fucking times (assuming they don't sell, and they always have me overproducing chickens). And I have to clean my thermometer between each fucking one.
If I miss ANYTHING the shift leader will come tell me about it in a really annoying fake positive way. I'd rather he just bitched me out TBH.
We have to punch in and out for our lunch breaks, which is pretty pointless because the team leaders are ususally hovering around anyway making sure we are on task. We have to tell someone before we go on a break. Before we leave our shift, we have to have a shift leader sign us off. We have to take exactly 30 minute lunch breaks, we're literally unable to punch back in if it's less than that and will get reprimanded if we take more than that.
We can't have water bottles anywhere in the dish room, I have to go in the back on a designated "drink station", and it gets obviously hot in the dish room so I need a lot of water.
We have to sign and date anything we put in the break room fridge.
The bakery team has to write down exactly when they take breaks and get off breaks. Luckily I don't have to do that.
I actually don't mind the actual dishwashing and chicken cooking, I even find it a little satisfying sometimes. But the hundreds of tiny little rules are driving me insane. You'd have to be an actual robot to remember and adhere to all of them.
Maybe lots of jobs are like this and I just got lucky with the previous jobs I've done, because none of them had even a tenth of the rules Whole Foods does.
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2023.06.06 05:33 walam20 Last post here( bulbar février vs anxiety )

Hello ! Like i already said sometime before i probably started twitched à lot after cortisone shot or its just à coïncidence ... anyway i have twitche almost everywhere no pattern , shaky hand or tremor .... was going into a depression or anxiety with all the fear and symptom , for now i think m'y twiching are down from 90 % i still just have some but pretty rare but damn less strong too , LAst week i had m'y clean emg !!! Like some other post here i just regret to not investigate more in the bulbar part ... i know its probably 99% in m'y head i know it but now i have stiff jaw / and i check every god damn swallow i do, i dont think m'y voice changed at all . But this stiff jaw thing its really want me to go back down ... do you think i should ask an emg from upper part or its just this damn anxietyyyyy i talked to the neuro abiuth stiff jaw he doesnt seen much worried and asked me iif i wanted a mri of brain but i dont think this is clearing out bulbar this thing is crazy never been anxious in m'y life before that ... sorry all and have à good night !
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2023.06.06 05:32 jmbreuer Sort order when showing reminders

Why in the name of all that's holy is it the way that it is?
I'm talking about https://keep.google.com/#reminders in the web interface.
For me, it shows (a huge swath of, obviously) past ("Sent") reminders in ascending chronological order first. All of them. Even, especially, including archived ones. Only when I scroll all the way to the bottom (which is not possible quickly/in one go because of the dynamic, piece-wise loading) there's a comparatively tiny section "Upcoming", apparently also in ascending chronological order, which - to me - is perfectly sensible within there.
I've looked in the settings, there's certainly nothing obvious to change this behavior.
For me, the no-brain sensible default would be to display upcoming reminders first, in ascending order. Collapsible, for people who have more of those than I tend to keep queued, to quickly get them out of the way when I/they want to look in the past; or an anchor to jump to the other section or such). And only below this, the already sent reminders in reverse chronological order. I would prefer for archived items to not be shown at all. At least by default; possibly have a check box to "also show archived reminders". I wouldn't mind archived reminders to only be accessible in the "Archive" section with all other non-reminder archived notes.
My underlying use case is that quite often I wish to adjust the notification time of a note with a future reminder / "take care of it now" when I got a couple minutes, but that note might only be a picture/photograph, so I can't easily access it using Search.
How do you all use reminders (effectively), without this 'detail' perpetually making things... inconvenient? I don't feel my use case/requirement is particularly niche, but then, we all tend to feel this way 😉
I've looked around a bit and saw no obvious place to get an issue report / enhancement request directly to Google (but rather found this place). What's a good way for a request like this to get some traction at Google?
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2023.06.06 05:32 Potential-Composer-2 Page style and colors almost impossible to read @mods

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2023.06.06 05:32 LoveMangaBuddy Read Natsume Arata No Kekkon - Chapter 31 - MangaPuma

Arata Natsume works at a child guidance center, is in his thirties and single with no plans for marriage. But one day, he receives a request from the child he was in charge of, Takuto, to "meet the criminal who killed his father". That serial killer is Shinagawa Shinju, also known as the "Shinagawa Pierrot". ... Read Natsume Arata No Kekkon - Chapter 31 - MangaPuma. Read more at https://mangapuma.com/natsume-arata-no-kekkon/chapter-31
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