Trigger warning
10 years ago last October, my husband and I, just two babies, got married. We were 19 and 21 respectively. How in the world we managed to grow up together while being married is beyond me. It wasn’t always easy, but we did it. And I’m so glad.
We started trying to grow our family right away. We’ve tried it all over the past decade. I don’t have to explain that in this group; y’all get it. No matter what we tried, we never saw those 2 pink lines. Never. The closest we came was after our first round last year, and it was a squinter that, in retrospect, was never really there.
This morning, we got our beta call for round 2. It’s early, but it looks like we’re going to be parents after all.
Today was Day 8. Our HCG was at 70, and my estrogen and estradiol were great. We go back Wednesday for our second beta.
I am in disbelief. I know people are cautious about sharing (and rightfully so), but I want to share blessing, “Little” as I call him or her, with our village just in case. I want to savor this feeling, no matter how long it lasts.
There is always hope. Please do not give up.

This sub was really helpful during my purchase process so I thought I would share some feedback in case it helps others considering buying one and/or taking a long trip in one.
Purchase/QMerit Installation
For context, we purchased a new Bolt EV 2023 (2LT) with the infotainment package in Feb. Got very lucky, all the local dealers in Memphis who had listed inventory (of EUVs/EVs) had already been spoken for, some of them still in transit and paid for sight unseen, and nobody seemed especially interested in helping me order one - this seemed to be true out to a 250 mile radius, and even further out for most of Jan. I had one dealer in Arkansas close-by that had an EV en route that they had not yet listed, so after finding a used EUV to test-drive, I put down a deposit and purchased at MSRP with no nonsense add-ons when it came off the train a few weeks later. (Very smooth sales process, feel free to DM me if you want more info)!
I had had a mild preference for the EUV, since the plan was for this to be our daily commuter with two kids in car-seats - but in the end, we find the EV is more than spacious enough. Zero regrets, I kind of prefer the EV's look anyway and while the 3 inches of leg-space would be nice, the better efficiency is worth it.
QMerit install process was smooth, it took a few weeks but Level 1 charging was just fine for daily work/school/shopping (20-30 miles), I think it was adding about 48 miles in 12 hours overnight, the battery never really fell below 50%. The installer quoted a $1700 non-standard install at first but once I e-mailed QMerit customer service about it, they said they would cover it completely. I got them to install an Emporia charger that I'm happy with, had it hardwired which is probably a bit overkill but it does indeed charge at around 11.5Kw. The only real use for the level-2 is getting back from a weekend away close to empty and needing a full charge before an unusually busy weekday of driving; I suppose it extends the life of the dual-level charger which is useful when charging at campgrounds or when staying at others' houses.
Road Trip We took our first long-distance road trip in the car last week for spring break, about 800 miles each way to visit family in Florida.
A few observations in case they are useful to others planning to buy a Bolt and/or to take a long trip in one, esp. in the South:
1) A Better Route Planner is very useful: not sure the premium features are worth it or necessary (but I'm happy to support the developer!). I started out quite conservative (requested arriving SoC at 10%) and pushed that down to 5% on the way back: I think it makes sense to keep it higher because it seems to be around 6-8% that the range will drop to "low" and you get a reduced propulsion message, which you might find stressful (we did the first time, but I believe you should still have 10 miles left at that point).
2) Plugshare seems to be the best place to get up-to-date reviews (most of the major charging stations had check-ins within days of us). Seems to be good etiquette to update if things go well (there were some chargers that had not been checked in for weeks or months and I was concerned about depending on them in case there was some issue) as well as if things go poorly. Especially useful if you are in urgent need of charging, as it will turn up wall outlets and level 2 chargers that are not always in ABRP's route plan.
3) Driving in this region (TN/MS/AL/GA/FL) a lot of your stops will be at Electrify America, often at Walmarts. We never had problems finding a working stall but it was typical for 1-2 out of 4 to have some kind of issue (usually already documented on Plugshare). It charges very quickly under 50% (55 Kw), so the ideal situation is to arrive with <20% charge and get to 80% within an hour. EVGo also worked well the one time we used it. It makes sense to get the monthly plan even for a single trip, I think I saved over $8 on one long charge alone.
4) We typically don't drive continuously for more than 4 hours anyway, so the stopping to charge was not generally an issue. The problem is that you are forced to stop at, well, these particular locations - at best, strip malls in the suburbs of big cities (Memphis, Birmingham, Montgomery, Tallahassee, Jacksonville, Ormond Beach etc.), sometimes just a convenience store or gas station. There are usually a few food options but you are limited to what happens to be available if you want to eat while charging. With small kids in particular, you may only have 1-2 options that can be walked to across a parking lot: twice on our trip, I dropped the family off 0.5-1 mile and walked back over, which wouldn't be so bad if there were pedestrian walkways or cross-walks but there aren't in such places. In contrast, on our ICE road trips, we would detour to state parks for a hike and picnic (e.g.) or stop at any restaurant we wanted, whereas we felt a lot of pressure with the Bolt (for time-efficiency's sake) to make our charging stops our only eating/rest-stops because of how long they were. (To be clear, not all charging stops are long.)
5) Plugshare will also generally give you info on hotel chargers (Kayak and other platforms will let you filter hotels in an area by "EV Charging" amenity), typically level 2 ClipperCreek chargers that will get you a full charge overnight. They are not reservable in advance, and hotels don't always enforce a policy not to park ICE cars there. The first time we stayed at one, four Tesla spots and two ClipperCreek spots right by the entrance were taken up by ICE cars, and we arrived late (after 11PM)... luckily while I was unloading, I happened to notice someone come out for a smoke by his car and he moved it to another spot. The second time, there was clearer signage and the EV spots were less conveniently located so the spot was open despite arriving late in the evening. But if two people happened to need a single charger overnight, there is no obvious way to communicate with one another (perhaps through actively checking in on the Plugshare app and DMing there, leaving a note with the front-desk or a sign on your dashboard with your phone number). It worked out for us this time but I would not rely on getting a full charge at such places in the future.
6) We had no problem stuffing the trunk with enough stuff for a week: three carry-on suitcases, plus bags of books, board-games, sports-gear, swimming/snorkel gear, a couple of violins). We could probably pack more efficiently so I don't see cargo-space as the limiting factor for the trip for a family of four.
Tl;dr. Overall, the trip went well - but I don't think we will be taking the Bolt on a multi-day road trip (400+ mi). Its principally the flexibility of being able to take our long stops wherever we would like that I miss about our ICE road-trips, as well as sleep wherever we would like. Everything worked out as well as it could have for us in every other respect, and obviously we saved a great deal on gas even with paid DCFC. So while I feel slightly uneasy about how close we might have been to losing a few hours here or there due to charging issues (waiting, technical issues, not getting a hotel EV spot etc.), I think the infrastructure is already good enough and improving fast enough, that those concerns are not really the constraint.
What I'd love to see across the South are multiple (2-4) L3 chargers at every interstate rest stop, in main streets in towns on state highways/routes that are not interstates, and at local/state/national parks, as well as at more hotels - that is, enough density of chargers that one can be nearly as thoughtless about them as we are as ICE drivers about plotting routes without thinking of gas station. Neither commercial demand nor local/state/federal policy seem to be quite there yet but as EV adoption continues (esp. of non-Teslas!), I feel optimistic.

In Matpat's ultimate timeline, he says that Crying Child was the first to die in the series, however it was widely assumed to be Charlie who died first. I saw many videos disagreeing with Matpat's decision, but I think that neither Charlie nor the Crying Child died first, it was Elizabeth.
Most of the evidence for this comes from midnight motorist. In it, we see a mound of dirt that is thought to be a grave. Matpat thought that Crying Child was buried inside of that grave, but I think it was Elizabeth. The minigame (in the game files) are labelled `later that night`. This is probably after William killed Charlie (notice the rain in the security puppet minigame). In the ultimate timeline of Matpat, he says that William was in a drunken rage at Henry for his springlock suit killing C.C. But believe it or not, the same can easily line up with Elizabeth. He is fuelled by grief at Elizabeth's death, not C.C's, and the reason for killing Charlie is because William is angry at the fact Henry stole his idea with performing animal mascot characters, not the fact Henry's suit killed C.C.
More evidence for Elizabeth dying first is the empty bedroom in FNAF 4. The toy has been ripped up and torn apart (mangled you might say) as if somebody was angry and sad because of the occupant of the room's death. That bedroom is almost certainly Elizabeth's, and C.C is alive at the point the room is empty, implying that Elizabeth has already died.
A problem with this theory is it leans into dangerous, "what were William's motives" territory. Why did he build the funtimes to purposely lure and kill children if he hadn't even murdered Charlie yet? There are two possible and plausible solutions to this problem. One, maybe William was experimenting with remnant? It isn't that good, but anything could be correct at this point in FNAF. Secondly, the claw was not an intentional design. It was a claw designed to dispense ice-cream. Then it malfunctioned and the claw killed Elizabeth. Also not very good, but certainly could be the truth.
Overall, you have to agree that Elizabeth dying first would definitely produce a cleaner and more satisfying timeline, which isn't necessarily what Scott might've intended, and that's why this is just a theory. Do not take my words for truth, and come up with your own theory, probably even better than mine AND Matpat's. Thank you.

I'm going to make a video and send to my immediate family coming out as gay. Names have been changed. I would like advice or pointers on this, any constructive criticism is welcome.
...
Hello dear family, I'm sorry that I'm being werid to not say this in person, but I can't seem to find a proper time to say this and I am a coward for no good reason.
I know you all love me no matter what and will continue to do so, I've just been worried about ruining our relationships or you guys not seeing me the same way.
I hope these 4 poorly made memes will help explain.
Long story short, I am attracted to women. I find a way to explain this simply is that I am a lesbian with exceptions. I am gay.
Yes, I did love Levi, but he will be the only man I will ever date. I on rare occasions do find some men, usually feminine ones to be attractive, but I find the beauty of women intoxicating.
I just really really like girls, and I want to marry one some day. I am not making a rash decision, I have known that I like women for years now, the exact term I would use is what I have been figuring out. I first questioned my sexuality when I was about 13 or 14, I was 14ish when I first realized I liked girls. It explained a lot about my behavior which I was confused about leading up till then.
At first I thought I just liked girls alittle bit, then I thought it was about 50/50 liking boys and girls. Then I felt I was bisexual with a preference for girls, then the special feeling sorta kicked in and I was only bi because of Levi, I knew that he would be the only BOY I would love.
Now that I am not with him anymore, I know I'm a lesbian.
I had a crush on Lydia as a kid, that's why I felt so bad when we stopped being friends or got upset when she got faked married to Ryan on the playground. I had wanted to be with her but didn't know what that feeling was.
I was jealous of Ray in middle school. She was confident in who she was and was unapologetic about it.
I know you guys love me and I hope you guys will accept me.

I just ended a near 6-year on and off relationship. Though thinking back, I wonder if he saw it that way. We met January 2017, started dating July of 2017, broke up October 2017, got back together November, we're back together for all of a month before things fell apart again, and didn't speak for three months, then from that point onward, it continued to be constantly on an off. Anyway, it ended this time initially because he said he wasn't sure he could see us getting married because he claimed to have issues forming deep connections, including with me. I opted to go no contact, then changed my mind a week later, we reestablish contact, things seem to be getting better, then about 3 weeks in I discover that the time he first started pursuing me, and when we first started seeing each other, he was already in an on and off situation with someone. I confronted him about it. He lied. Since March 1, I have been in a period of no contact, and when I started it, I emailed him saying contact would have to be reestablished by him. But at this point, I'm not sure I want him back.

Hi all,
I'm a poet from Coventry and I wanted to share a poem with you all, which is from my debut poetry book (more info below).

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

I(29M) met my ex(27F) a little over a year ago on Hinge. The first 9 months of our relationship (idealization) were just perfect, full of excitement, sex and just happy memories, meeting each other's families. She absolutely adored me and I her. She is by far the most attractive girl I've ever dated. When I introduced her to my friends, her looks is the first thing they comment on. Despite that she was the most insecure girl I've ever met. Hobbies wise, she was passionate about classical music, playing violin, volunteering as a running coach to instill confidence in young girls. I couldn't believe I had found someone so wonderful. I basically hit the jack pot, or so I thought. There were some red flags that I ignored early on (no close friends, overly sensitive, body image issues, past history of self harm, small fights over trivial things) because she was so sweet, loving, high functioning.
9 months later, things started going downhill. She started drinking alcohol alone and would wake up hungover and be late for our plans during the day. The very first time this happened, I was very confused and asked her what was wrong. She said that in the winters she has seasonal depression and that her abusive ex bf from a year ago called her phone and told her she was a slut, etc. I consoled her and was pissed off at the ex, and wanted to reach out to him. She convinced me not to and I told her to block him then and she said she did. Long story short, she did not block him and I found out she is the one who initiates contact sometimes, sending him pictures of our trips together, telling him that we were engaged (lie), She told me her ex bf used to not let her eat for days, encouraged her to cut herself, and the way she described him I knew he had NPD. I know it wasn't a lie that he was abusive to her because I have heard and seen their interactions, but I'm sure a lot of the stories were exaggerated. She is trauma bonded to him and combined with her extreme alcoholism (drinking 5 days a week until bank accounts were negative, missing work), I finally had to break up with her after 2-3 months of being patient with her and her drinking and giving her chance after chance. It was the hardest thing I've ever done, and she didn't make it easy for me as she threatened suicide. I called her sister and her sister called the police and she was sectioned. I was traumatized by this whole experience, seeing someone I love so dearly threatening to harm themselves and act so helplessly.
Fast forward to today, it's been 2 months of NC, aside from a couple of hoovers through her family, who I use as BS filters because I blocked her everywhere. In the last hoover, her sister told me she has been in a 3 week outpatient program and was diagnosed with BPD, and that she missed me and wanted to talk (I declined). I knew she had BPD around the time I broke up with her scouring the internet. It's been getting easier overall day by day but my progress is not linear. For myself, I am seeing therapy and it has helped but some days like today I just feel sadness. I've been going on dates with some girls (maybe 5?), and while I have fun with them in the moment, when I come home all I can think about is that they're not her. Half of them are decently attractive girls too, successful (1 even went to Harvard). I know a lot of healthy (seemingly) people are out there but I cannot seem to get over my ex. I've written all the bad things she's done to me, but because she was the quiet, overly apologetic type. I can't paint her in a bad way when I go about my day unless I really sit down and go down my list. She has never yelled at me, blamed me, or physically hurt me. She manipulates me through victimization, gas lighting, and projection out of desperation. She was the product of her environment, growing up with a NPD mother, getting herself into relationships with abusive people. I think I hate her mother and father, how can they abuse/neglect an innocent child like that? How can I really be mad at her for a condition she didn't ask for? I wish I was dealing with someone who was more overtly abusive. I think if I dealt with someone who had hit me or something, they'd be out of sight out of mind already. She was a real damsel in distress, had such a child-like innocence, loved Disney, soft voice, never using curse words, and very creative and intelligent. I feel like I'll never meet someone with that much attraction again, which I know is not true but I can't help feeling hopelessly lost. The past week, there were a couple days that I barely thought about her, which has never happened before, and I've been able to go to 1-2 places we've been together (a month ago I wouldn't have been able to handle it). But I still cry almost a little bit half of the days in a week, is that normal? I've been taking it one day at a time, going to the gym, working on myself, but it's so hard not to unblock her and try to at least be friendly and ask how she's doing. I know I probably shouldn't until I have indifference towards her. Does anyone have any advice for me? It's hard to relate to some of the community here because I was the dumper, and I was not overtly abused. Does anyone have any success stories dealing with a situation like mine?

Hi all,
I'm a poet from Coventry and I wanted to share a poem with you all, which is from my debut poetry book (more info below).

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

This is something I’ve been wondering for quite some time now, and would appreciate any information that can be given. I play in VR (Oculus Quest 2) and I’m more than happy to accept graphical sacrifices must be made. But to what extent, is the question always on my lips.
Clearly, my PC has to be powerful enough to run the game in the first place, so there’s obviously a correlation somewhere when playing in VR. But at what point do I accept that what I have is the best it’s going to get in VR? Do I just have to put up with the dashed telephone wires and fences, the tearing of scenery when I turn a corner, the poor frame rate of anything passing my line of sight horizontally, the resolution pop-in of oncoming vehicles and buildings?
I’ve done everything I think I can in terms of in-game graphic settings, but will admit I don’t go tinkering with my graphics card settings, because quite frankly all that terrifies me. Am I likely to find anything in there that would help with visuals and performance when playing in VR?
Thanks in advance.
PC specs:
AMD Rysen 5 3600
6-core processor 3.60GHz
16G Ram
Nvidia GeForce RTX 3060
All gobbledygook to me!

Hi all,
I'm a poet from Coventry and I wanted to share a poem with you, which is from my debut poetry book (more info below).

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you all which was created based on a psychedelic trip experience I had on DMT a long time ago.

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

I started my tree roughly three years ago and have learned so much from it about my family. When I began though there was one brick wall I was never able to break through and that was my 3x Great Grandma Anna Eliza Jones (1851-1941). She was born in either Marshall or Lincoln County, Tennessee to currently unknown parents on August 9th, 1851 and married twice. She married firstly to a man named James M. Owens on January of 1873 in Lincoln County, Tennessee however she never had kids with this man and she remarried to a man named Harris Haymus Sullivan (1852-1917) (I know she was widowed because she kept her married name on her marriage license) on October 12th, 1876 in Fayetteville, TN. She had 12 kids with Harris, that being Luther, Walter, Katie, Dave, Mamie, William, Thomas, Odie, Euna, Sam, Ada and Ernest. From 1880 to 1900 her and Harris moved between Lincoln and Giles County, TN. They would move to Elkmont, Alabama by 1910 and Anna would spend the rest of the decades as a widow in Elkmont where she would pass away on Christmas Eve of 1941 at the age of 90.
I'm having trouble finding any record of her before 1880. I've searched the census's for all of the counties she was in including the counties around them but I'm not getting anything. Could someone help me find any census before 1880 where she would have had her maiden name and living with her family. It's most likely difficult due to the very common name she has.

Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you which is from my first poetry book (more info below).

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

I (34m) and my wife (35f) have been married nearly 5 years, together 8. I have a 12yo son ho we have custody of and she is an amazing mother to him, more of a mother than his bio mom. My wife has been traveling for work the last year and a half, and recently had an affair with a coworker that last a few months.. We have been trying to work through it, but it has been painful. At first she refused to stop seeing him, and then said that they weren't seeing each other anymore but they were "just friends." She finally stopped seeing him after he drug her name through the mud at their job. She lives in the town she works 50% of the time. I also just learned in marriage counseling that she has had relations with 2 other people from her job, but says that it is "just sex" to her. She says that this is because I cannot produce children and she wants a baby, which I can understand that I cannot giver her that, but their are other ways and she currently has IUD so its not an excuse to me. She says she loves me and still wants our life and our family but that she is trying to fill a void in her life and she can no longer commit to monogamy. I am hurt down to the core and continue to take the punches. I have always felt the need to earn her affection, but just as I reach a goal she sets so that I am "good enough" she moves the bar. I have a career, I am a great father, I am attentive to her wants and needs(people pleaser), but still I feel I am not enough. It's not fair to me as a husband or the father of our child to be treated like I am her burden and not her husband/ best friend.
I love her with all my heart and no matter the pain I cannot bring myself to let her go. I feel that I am disappearing beneath the depression and broken heart. I want to set a good example for my son, but I also know that divorce would hurt him as much as it would hurt me. Loyalty is the most important thing to me in a relationship and I would never do that to my partner so I cannot fathom how someone can do that to someone who they claim to love.
I feel that as a culture here in America that we don't value monogamy anymore and that the agreement between two people is seen as something that is easily broken. Why don't single people see that someone is married and leave them alone. Why don't we have respect for other peoples relationship.

Hi!
I am seeking legal advice, but there is some (legally irrelevant) cultural context that I wanted to add as well so that you understand the rationale behind my two legal questions.
Situation:

• My wife and I have been married for 2.5 years after having known each other for one year. We got married in Quebec, then moved to Ontario 1.5 years ago.
• 6 Weeks ago, we had a child.
• We constantly fought for three weeks after her delivery (details below).
• Then, she visited her family in Quebec and took the child away (supposedly, she would be there for one week). She took the original marriage certificate and the act of marriage doc without telling me (docs I originally paid for).
• Now she messages me that she wants us to separate (The child is with her now and is living with her family in Quebec).

Some contexts:

• During our marriage, we maintained separate bank accounts. The money saved in my account came from my salary.
• I was responsible for roughly 90% of our expenses (rent, bills, groceries…etc.), while she covered maybe around 10%.
• When she worked, she contributed to a portion of the rent (maybe for six months during our 2.5 years of marriage). This was done by her sending me money to my bank account, which I use to make rent payments.
• When she did not work, I sent her money to her bank account so she could buy anything she needed.
• We did not keep detailed track of who sent the other what (but there are bank statements we can always refer to).

Some cultural contexts:
I know this is legally irrelevant, but I wanted to mention this here so that you understand my rationale for the legal questions:

• In our “cultural” marriage agreement (which won’t hold in court), I had to pay her the equivalent of 10K and buy her a diamond ring (roughly costs 2K) for the privilege of marrying her. I did give her that before the legal marriage contract.
• If I were to seek to divorce her, under our cultural marriage agreement, I would have to pay her the equivalent of 20K.
• If she were to seek to divorce me under our cultural marriage contract, then she would have to return what I had paid (10K + ring).
• She claims that I lied to her by hiding a mental health issue she had just noticed after giving delivery. Therefore, our cultural marriage is invalid, and, in that case, I would still have to pay her the 20K even though she is the one seeking the divorce.
  • Context on the “mental health” issue she claims I have: I make voluntary exaggerated hand gestures and face gestures when I get stressed, excited, or daydreaming. I do them more frequently around significant life events (e.g., the birth of my first child!). I avoid making those in public but do them privately at home as they help me express myself. It is not something I ever considered a problem or something I disclose to people (since I fully control it). It is also something I have had for life. She claims that this is scaring her and insists I see a doctor. I explained that this is who I am, not some illness, and it is not something I need fixing and that I am not seeing a doctor. I explained that it posed no danger to her, and she saw how perfectly normal I was during our very happy 2.5 years of marriage. This is the main reason for the problems and why she seeks to separate.
• Since I know I did not lie to her, she should NOT be seeking the 20K (and even return the 10K + rings) under this cultural context. I know none of this is relevant in court, bringing me to my legal questions.

Legal questions:
Considering that she is not getting what she wants (20 K), I think she will be seeking a divorce under Canadian law, where she may seek to get half my assets. Here are my legal questions:

• I want to maintain the right to see my child. What can I do here to make sure she does not prevent me from seeing him? I am OK with her getting full custody and paying her child support for him.
  • Whenever I wanted to see him, I would have to go on a 6-hour bus ride each way. I am willing, but considering how far she took him, this feels unfair.
• Considering the cultural context, I want to “protect” my checking account from her. Considering that we have to be separated for one year before she applies for divorce, can I do something to protect my bank account from her? I am considering something like sending my money to my parents and relatives.
  • I am hoping that this bank account will not be considered marital property.
  • Final note: I use the word “protect” because her reasons for seeking divorce are stupid at best, and she is being extremely irrational. I feel I am being punished for no valid reason. On top of that, she took our son away when he could have lived a happy life with both of us around. She would not listen to reason and come back.

.. Ilyena.
Okay from the beginning, I can understand, somewhat, Rands relationship with Aviendha and Min, there is some groundwork there for love and romance between them. Elayne though, never made any fucking sense to me. If RJ wrote it so that, Rand married Elayne for purely political reasons and love sprang forth from it, yes, I would have been hundred percent behind it. I am Indian, if I don't believe in arranged marriages my future and past would become a lot more terrifying. But this love at first sight crap. Agh.
Why did I ramble all that? Just how much of Rands feelings for Elayne his own and how much of it was Lews Therins feelings for his wife Ilyena transplanted by madness?

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Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you all which was created based on a psychedelic trip experience I had on DMT a long time ago.

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you all which was created based on a psychedelic trip experience I had on DMT a long time ago.

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

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Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you all which was created based on a psychedelic trip experience I had on DMT a long time ago.

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos

Hi all,
I wanted to share a poem with you all which was created based on a psychedelic trip experience I had on DMT a long time ago.

Reality

A carrier wave can be heard Inside a body being told to lie down And to surrender to cognition Enveloped eyes are forced to close An insentient submission
Staring at the face of a praying mantis The size of a human With green and waxy skin Is this something we can dismiss?
A greeting shared in a different dimension Using a system of transport To show visitors each sight Rejoining reality after an early exit A retraction from bright light
Each transition becomes jarring A new location or plot is removed A language understood but it cannot be explained A disturbance some may find alarming
Evil makes an appearance with a uniform of red Pushing and pulling, a silent confrontation A watcher of the land with no name Offering a method of intimidation
A tablet with foreign text, a book of the dead A reminder of mortality, a path we take A locomotive in motion fading in the distance As eyes open, begin to integrate A consciousness now awake
​
This poem is from my debut poetry book titled Poetry for the Blind, which is now available to read as a free eBook with the paperback version coming out within a month or two. It is available to read on most major platforms such as Amazon and Apple Books via the link below.
If my poem resonates with you, please consider reading the book and leaving a review on Amazon (preferably) or another platform of your choosing.
https://linktr.ee/atmos.productions
​
Here is the description for the book.
Description
How often do we reflect on the life we are living or the kind of future we are heading towards as a species?
The way that we think of the world shapes the world that we live in and how we interact with it.
Poetry for the Blind is a collection of poems about issues in the world, philosophy, consciousness, raising awareness of gratitude, promoting positive change, and concerns for the future of humanity.
Through poetry, this book offers readers a way to explore the human condition through the eyes of the author and reflect on issues affecting the collective consciousness residing in human lives on a mass scale. Through turmoil and devastating circumstances, Poetry for the Blind progresses towards a sense of possibility and hope for a positive future—a future that we can still have.
We have the power to change the world but we have to start with ourselves first.
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem. I'd love to hear your thoughts on it.
Atmos