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Ramifications of Plato's Cave

I think people have talked a lot about the nature of Plato's Cave and not enough about the ramifications of Plato's Cave.
If we are all stuck in a subjective view of the world, and we become illusioned by ourselves, and we rarely ever want to throw away this illusion (ie pursue enlightenment), what does that say about us?
We don't merely think in terms of narratives. We like narratives. We prefer the cave. We live our lives as though it were a narrative. We probably couldn't even stop this if we wanted to, to a certain extent.
What does it mean when we absorb this? What are we doing for ourselves at the point in time when we start thinking about these topics?
In short, we're unhappy with the narrative. It's literally like waking up from a nightmare. We're scared or upset about the nature of reality, so our goal is to recraft a new narrative that will put us back to sleep. That's the concept of "peace". That's the concept of "non-disturbance", which is something we've been chasing ever since we were born and wished to return to the womb, which was a period of forever sleep and forever peace.
All of the learning in the world starts with wanting to understand the world's parameters, so we can more effectively craft dreams for ourselves, so we can live out the narrative that will make us happy.
Neo in the Matrix is the "hacker" who wants to know deeply about the universe because he is someone who wants to craft the greatest dream of all, for himself and for his love (Trinity). Neo ends up sacrificing himself to save his love, which means he "dies" and so does the ever-present evidence of the Matrix existing (Agent Smith everywhere). This is again proof that he prefers the dream, although he also believes that he will one day overcome all of the ancient, deprecated "code" (memes, genes, traditions, culture, etc) inherent in human individuals and in human society.
This is representative of the mythology around christ consciousness. It is about sacrificing one's self for future reward, which comes in the form of a richer, more pleasurable, and more real story. Perhaps one in which we are all happier, healthier, and more prosperous. This is the summary of the entire mythos around Neo, Jesus, and many other individuals.
I think one of the main reasons old psychedelic aficionados will say "you didn't take enough" if you have a bad trip is that one of the main goals of trips is to remember why you went. Not just "what information are you trying to extract" from this trip, with altered consciousness, but why do you need this info? What are you really doing with your life?

Traumatic rituals

Another implication from this...
What is the purpose of traumatic rituals, perhaps some we might call satanic?
If we induce fear in someone, we can get them to keep waking up (not just in terms of sleep, but in terms of consciousness), and when they do that, they have a chance to advance themselves. It's totally abused though, and they aren't trying to create enlightened individuals so much as highly trained tools who can do things that ordinary sleepwalkers couldn't.

Sex Magick

This is related to operant conditioning. basically, the reward centers are so activated from sexual activity (or even masturbation) that it helps get you to agree and purify yourself before an idea.
Sexual activity puts you in a very suggestible and controllable state. If someone else is providing you with the sex and ideas at the same time, they can control you with this process. That being said, you can use sex to actually meditate and change your own mind as well, but this would not be broadly taught due to the inherent risk in doing so (only works as well as the individual makes good choices during it).
As I will get into later, the idea that thoughts and ideas are like lives, so the "lives" which learn to desire and crave sexuality find themselves to have complete and utter control over your body at times. The only way to cure such an addiction is to go around and exterminate these lives. It's not just about deciding to do it, nor is it about living in the vain belief you even do decide on a moment to moment basis what you do. You actually have to consciously do work to kill those devils. Also for this reason, sex magick is not widely taught.

Curiosity

There is this concept of simply "noticing the birds". Jesus was even quoted saying something along the lines of "make sure to smell the flowers".
Why though? We usually decipher this as just "enjoy your life" and don't think more about it. I have an alternative explanation.
Acts such as this are what keep you awake. They retain your consciousness. By continuing to be curious, your mind stays alive. And furthermore, it is the healthier alternative compared fear, which I said would keep you awake in a more nightmare-like state.

Waking up

As I said, we are all living out narratives. The question is, who is the narrator and the story planner? In a healthy, conscious adult, you are your own god. You are your own narrator and story planner. What does the entertainment/education/media complex attempt to do? It wishes to subvert your narrator and story planning, so that it is now in control, and you are merely observing something outside of yourself. This is mind control. Now, consciousness is always observing something, since it has a rather passive role in cognition, but the point is that it's no longer observing internal processes so much as an external "man behind the curtain", representative of all of entertainment/education/media available today. We do have a name for this complex. We call it "The Cathedral".
While it's certainly true that entertaining content has a market value, it's absolutely crucial for you to understand that The Cathedral is not an organic institution made up of profit seekers. The Cathedral is an ideological organization that is not concerned with making money. Why? The Cathedral is ran by the people who already own half the world. They run finance. They are the bankers. The purpose of the Cathedral is not to make profit, but to ensure their primary modes of business continue to profit them. It is disinformation. Yes, there are subcontractors who seek profit in the Cathedral complex, but these are not the people who run the system.
There are a ton of avenues for exploring this. We could talk about how old oil money was the primary means by which radio as a medium was researched in the early 1900s (The Radio Project, funded by Rockefellers). We could talk about how identity politics scarcely existed just 10-15 years ago, and when the Occupy Wall Street movement started gaining momentum, suddenly identity politics existed as a distraction from anything those nasty Wall St executives and their lackeys were doing. People seem to get angry because they think Disney is attempting to create a profit from selling the new Mermaid to a wider range of audiences than before, but they should be even more angry if they realize Disney ultimately doesn't care about making money from Mermaid. They simply are doing what they are told, to drum up conflict and loss of social cohesion, so that the real powerbrokers can operate unimpeded.
Yes, it is about money, but not necessary movie money. Not necessarily tech bro money either. Even Facebook showed up at the exact time that DARPA was shutting down an exploratory project called LifeLog that did the exact same thing. Did Zuckerberg "magically" pull himself up by his bootstraps, or was he connected like Bill Gates was connected, whose father was powerful in the intelligence community and who was a member of the early equivalent of the WEF dating back to the 1960s? Microsoft was a ploy for the government to have a backdoor into all computer systems. Facebook was a ploy for the government to have a backdoor into everyone's social lives. Google has become a ploy to control all searches (I have not found evidence to suggest it began this way though — not to say it doesn't exist).
You might ask yourself... Does it feel like something is missing in your life? Would you call it "meaning" or "spirit"? Is it possible you have lost communication with the center of yourself which has the answers for meaning and the feeling of spirit? And could this lost communication be due to the Cathedral's attacks on your mind?
The problem isn't necessarily waking up / not waking up. This is a false dichotomy. Simply change what you are dreaming about.
However, "waking up" could be considered an honorable task, since you are in effect becoming the lightbearer for everyone else. For that path, the most important thing to realize is that there are different reasons to wake up. It's really just like dreaming. You could wake up from a nightmare, or you could stay up all night out of curiosity for a thing that you just can't put down. "Waking up" out of fear isn't very productive (except insofar as you change your dreams, per my first point), but waking up out of curiosity and creativity is... simply world-changing.

Is that why they're banning books in Florida?

Which books are they banning? Those that serve curiosity, creativity, intelligence, and growth as a human being, or those that serve darker forces such as perverse sexuality?
People are equipped with limited options to fight the tyranny of the Cathedral. Book banning is a last ditch effort to stop the mind control put upon us.

Even if you don’t believe in conspiracy….. his words ring very very true

This is an interesting, albeit naive, place to be. You blame all bad things on the nature of people, rather than the actions of people.

Free Will

If we consider that language is composed of symbols, which indicate concepts, and that concepts seem to always be a compressed version of something that's beyond the logical mind's ordinary ability to work with, then it follows that free will is just such a symbol.
Further, our conceptual mind apparently gives all concepts their meaning by way of relating them to opposite symbols — e.g. free will has no conceptual usefulness in the absence of the concept of "fate" or "destiny", etc. I propose that neither free will nor destiny exist as anything other than concepts which aren't mapping the situation realistically.
Specifically they are symbols, and "we" exist within those symbols so long as there is an automatic assumption that if neither exists, something must take their place. If you tell someone they have free will, you automatically introduce the concept of destiny, and vice versa. If you tell someone who doesn't know themselves that they have free will, exactly who have you granted such "freedom" to?
All of these symbols are like "lives" themselves, and as long as they exist within us, they live and state their cases to be known. When you fully decide against something, you kill it within yourself. You kill the idea, which ends its life at least with you.
Consciousness isn't so much about "thinking" as it is deciding which lives to keep and which to kill. You're choosing which symbols to associate with. You're choosing which subconscious processes to follow.
That is perhaps the function of the thing we call free will. So in that sense, it's not so much that it is free will vs destiny, but it is this tiered concept of cognition. There are the "lives" existing within you, then there is the "god" who allows them to live or die.
This also frames the idea of destiny, which you might say is the assumption of a "life" within you existing forever. In other words, would it even be "your" destiny if parts of yourself could literally be created and destroyed? Perhaps we are like the ship of theseus in more ways than we realize. It's not even so much about destiny as it is the idea of object permanence or realism in the first place.
This description of symbols living within us is the concept of the noosphere, by the way. It's a "sphere" similar to a biosphere or ecosphere, which exists on top of conscious beings. There is our body (the hardware), then there is "the spirit" or whatever you want to call the "immaterial" (technically electrons are material but very hard to measure in large structures) resting on top of it, and the collection of all of these immaterial beings exist in the noosphere.

Ramifications of Plato's Cave

I think people have talked a lot about the nature of Plato's Cave and not enough about the ramifications of Plato's Cave.
If we are all stuck in a subjective view of the world, and we become illusioned by ourselves, and we rarely ever want to throw away this illusion (ie pursue enlightenment), what does that say about us?
We don't merely think in terms of narratives. We like narratives. We prefer the cave. We live our lives as though it were a narrative. We probably couldn't even stop this if we wanted to, to a certain extent.
What does it mean when we absorb this? What are we doing for ourselves at the point in time when we start thinking about these topics?
In short, we're unhappy with the narrative. It's literally like waking up from a nightmare. We're scared or upset about the nature of reality, so our goal is to recraft a new narrative that will put us back to sleep. That's the concept of "peace". That's the concept of "non-disturbance", which is something we've been chasing ever since we were born and wished to return to the womb, which was a period of forever sleep and forever peace.
All of the learning in the world starts with wanting to understand the world's parameters, so we can more effectively craft dreams for ourselves, so we can live out the narrative that will make us happy.
Neo in the Matrix is the "hacker" who wants to know deeply about the universe because he is someone who wants to craft the greatest dream of all, for himself and for his love (Trinity). Neo ends up sacrificing himself to save his love, which means he "dies" and so does the ever-present evidence of the Matrix existing (Agent Smith everywhere). This is again proof that he prefers the dream, although he also believes that he will one day overcome all of the ancient, deprecated "code" (memes, genes, traditions, culture, etc) inherent in human individuals and in human society.
This is representative of the mythology around christ consciousness. It is about sacrificing one's self for future reward, which comes in the form of a richer, more pleasurable, and more real story. Perhaps one in which we are all happier, healthier, and more prosperous. This is the summary of the entire mythos around Neo, Jesus, and many other individuals.
I think one of the main reasons old psychedelic aficionados will say "you didn't take enough" if you have a bad trip is that one of the main goals of trips is to remember why you went. Not just "what information are you trying to extract" from this trip, with altered consciousness, but why do you need this info? What are you really doing with your life?

Traumatic rituals

Another implication from this...
What is the purpose of traumatic rituals, perhaps some we might call satanic?
If we induce fear in someone, we can get them to keep waking up (not just in terms of sleep, but in terms of consciousness), and when they do that, they have a chance to advance themselves. It's totally abused though, and they aren't trying to create enlightened individuals so much as highly trained tools who can do things that ordinary sleepwalkers couldn't.

Sex Magick

This is related to operant conditioning. basically, the reward centers are so activated from sexual activity (or even masturbation) that it helps get you to agree and purify yourself before an idea.
Sexual activity puts you in a very suggestible and controllable state. If someone else is providing you with the sex and ideas at the same time, they can control you with this process. That being said, you can use sex to actually meditate and change your own mind as well, but this would not be broadly taught due to the inherent risk in doing so (only works as well as the individual makes good choices during it).
As I will get into later, the idea that thoughts and ideas are like lives, so the "lives" which learn to desire and crave sexuality find themselves to have complete and utter control over your body at times. The only way to cure such an addiction is to go around and exterminate these lives. It's not just about deciding to do it, nor is it about living in the vain belief you even do decide on a moment to moment basis what you do. You actually have to consciously do work to kill those devils. Also for this reason, sex magick is not widely taught.

Curiosity

There is this concept of simply "noticing the birds". Jesus was even quoted saying something along the lines of "make sure to smell the flowers".
Why though? We usually decipher this as just "enjoy your life" and don't think more about it. I have an alternative explanation.
Acts such as this are what keep you awake. They retain your consciousness. By continuing to be curious, your mind stays alive. And furthermore, it is the healthier alternative compared fear, which I said would keep you awake in a more nightmare-like state.

Waking up

As I said, we are all living out narratives. The question is, who is the narrator and the story planner? In a healthy, conscious adult, you are your own god. You are your own narrator and story planner. What does the entertainment/education/media complex attempt to do? It wishes to subvert your narrator and story planning, so that it is now in control, and you are merely observing something outside of yourself. This is mind control. Now, consciousness is always observing something, since it has a rather passive role in cognition, but the point is that it's no longer observing internal processes so much as an external "man behind the curtain", representative of all of entertainment/education/media available today. We do have a name for this complex. We call it "The Cathedral".
While it's certainly true that entertaining content has a market value, it's absolutely crucial for you to understand that The Cathedral is not an organic institution made up of profit seekers. The Cathedral is an ideological organization that is not concerned with making money. Why? The Cathedral is ran by the people who already own half the world. They run finance. They are the bankers. The purpose of the Cathedral is not to make profit, but to ensure their primary modes of business continue to profit them. It is disinformation. Yes, there are subcontractors who seek profit in the Cathedral complex, but these are not the people who run the system.
There are a ton of avenues for exploring this. We could talk about how old oil money was the primary means by which radio as a medium was researched in the early 1900s (The Radio Project, funded by Rockefellers). We could talk about how identity politics scarcely existed just 10-15 years ago, and when the Occupy Wall Street movement started gaining momentum, suddenly identity politics existed as a distraction from anything those nasty Wall St executives and their lackeys were doing. People seem to get angry because they think Disney is attempting to create a profit from selling the new Mermaid to a wider range of audiences than before, but they should be even more angry if they realize Disney ultimately doesn't care about making money from Mermaid. They simply are doing what they are told, to drum up conflict and loss of social cohesion, so that the real powerbrokers can operate unimpeded.
Yes, it is about money, but not necessary movie money. Not necessarily tech bro money either. Even Facebook showed up at the exact time that DARPA was shutting down an exploratory project called LifeLog that did the exact same thing. Did Zuckerberg "magically" pull himself up by his bootstraps, or was he connected like Bill Gates was connected, whose father was powerful in the intelligence community and who was a member of the early equivalent of the WEF dating back to the 1960s? Microsoft was a ploy for the government to have a backdoor into all computer systems. Facebook was a ploy for the government to have a backdoor into everyone's social lives. Google has become a ploy to control all searches (I have not found evidence to suggest it began this way though — not to say it doesn't exist).
You might ask yourself... Does it feel like something is missing in your life? Would you call it "meaning" or "spirit"? Is it possible you have lost communication with the center of yourself which has the answers for meaning and the feeling of spirit? And could this lost communication be due to the Cathedral's attacks on your mind?
The problem isn't necessarily waking up / not waking up. This is a false dichotomy. Simply change what you are dreaming about.
However, "waking up" could be considered an honorable task, since you are in effect becoming the lightbearer for everyone else. For that path, the most important thing to realize is that there are different reasons to wake up. It's really just like dreaming. You could wake up from a nightmare, or you could stay up all night out of curiosity for a thing that you just can't put down. "Waking up" out of fear isn't very productive (except insofar as you change your dreams, per my first point), but waking up out of curiosity and creativity is... simply world-changing.

Is that why they're banning books in Florida?

Which books are they banning? Those that serve curiosity, creativity, intelligence, and growth as a human being, or those that serve darker forces such as perverse sexuality?
People are equipped with limited options to fight the tyranny of the Cathedral. Book banning is a last ditch effort to stop the mind control put upon us.

Even if you don’t believe in conspiracy….. his words ring very very true

This is an interesting, albeit naive, place to be. You blame all bad things on the nature of people, rather than the actions of people.

Free Will

If we consider that language is composed of symbols, which indicate concepts, and that concepts seem to always be a compressed version of something that's beyond the logical mind's ordinary ability to work with, then it follows that free will is just such a symbol.
Further, our conceptual mind apparently gives all concepts their meaning by way of relating them to opposite symbols — e.g. free will has no conceptual usefulness in the absence of the concept of "fate" or "destiny", etc. I propose that neither free will nor destiny exist as anything other than concepts which aren't mapping the situation realistically.
Specifically they are symbols, and "we" exist within those symbols so long as there is an automatic assumption that if neither exists, something must take their place. If you tell someone they have free will, you automatically introduce the concept of destiny, and vice versa. If you tell someone who doesn't know themselves that they have free will, exactly who have you granted such "freedom" to?
All of these symbols are like "lives" themselves, and as long as they exist within us, they live and state their cases to be known. When you fully decide against something, you kill it within yourself. You kill the idea, which ends its life at least with you.
Consciousness isn't so much about "thinking" as it is deciding which lives to keep and which to kill. You're choosing which symbols to associate with. You're choosing which subconscious processes to follow.
That is perhaps the function of the thing we call free will. So in that sense, it's not so much that it is free will vs destiny, but it is this tiered concept of cognition. There are the "lives" existing within you, then there is the "god" who allows them to live or die.
This also frames the idea of destiny, which you might say is the assumption of a "life" within you existing forever. In other words, would it even be "your" destiny if parts of yourself could literally be created and destroyed? Perhaps we are like the ship of theseus in more ways than we realize. It's not even so much about destiny as it is the idea of object permanence or realism in the first place.
This description of symbols living within us is the concept of the noosphere, by the way. It's a "sphere" similar to a biosphere or ecosphere, which exists on top of conscious beings. There is our body (the hardware), then there is "the spirit" or whatever you want to call the "immaterial" (technically electrons are material but very hard to measure in large structures) resting on top of it, and the collection of all of these immaterial beings exist in the noosphere.

This film surprised the heck out of me; I had loved the first film, and somehow the sequel stood out as pushing what can be done in an animated film even more than expected (a part 1 of 2 as it turns out, much more deserving of that than Fast X for sure). It's a post modernist art film, a critique of superhero culture (really what audiences expect of how a character's trauma has to define them in a certain way, their "Canon Events"), and it's still funny and charming as hell. Iove Miles, I love how Lord and Miller et all write his family, I really dig how the relationship develops here between him and Gwen (and how the first 15/20 mins are about her, and it's a brilliant, emotional gut punch of a start). And alongside EEAO, uses the Multiverse concept in the most unique way I've seen. It's a deep damn film- what does it mean to face death? I can't wait to see this again.
Listen to Episode 186: SPIDER-MAN - ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE (2023) by The Wages of Cinema on #SoundCloud https://on.soundcloud.com/Zsg47

Have you ever had a conversation that was so absurd it was actually funny?

Hey everyone,I'm obviously writing this because it's ANONYMOUS and i really wanna feel heard by someone. My dad worked all of his life outside Lebanon and then got retired the SAME YEAR the bank stole (and i emphasize on "stole" ) all of our savings. My mom raised us on her own and she wasn't a stay at home mom,she was doing her phd and working part-time too which i'm really proud of her (she wasn't working for the money, she just wanted a career as her income was little).I wouldn't say we were rich but i think we were close to that. Then POOOFF, who would've imagined? 3 years later of living off of these savings, they ended, because of how little we get compared to the real withdrawals. This year, we weren't able to afford the life insurance plan not even the 2nd or whatever lower class there is. We're living on a daily-basis not thinking about the fact that when the 10k$ worth of gold are all sold , what are we gonna do to eat? From the part-time job my mom still has and that she spends literally all of her income on transportations to her workplace? Funny fact is that my friends think i'm rich, maybe because of the branded clothe that i wear and that i can't afford anymore?? Or perhaps the fact that even tho i'm probably the poorest between them i always offer to pay because that's what i'm used to doing? I'm in a prestigious university in Lebanon on a donor funded scholarship that i get on a semester basis. My worst fear is that the scholarship goes away because my parents can not afford at all any university tuition. I always overthink it and that would be my last straw of hope in this life. I get that "masare hiye wasa5 I denye" and i'm convinced in this saying and i have hope that if this scholarship goes away i could try and get another because of my good grades but i have some personal problems worse than money that i'm not going to get into and i feel that this degree that i'm pursuing is the only thing hanging me onto this life. I fear that if i get to a close road where i can't continue my education i would get weak and take my life and break my mother's heart. If you read all the way down, thank you for that.

Cursor usually partially cover your enemy. Playing with transparent cursor will be so much comfortable for me.
I have encountered bug when my HUD was fully transparent. Shooting and looking to bullet traces instead of cursor was funny and not as difficult as I thought.
Please add this feature, it will be nice. I like to play your game when I want to lay on coach.
Sorry if I have some grammer mistakes, text seams normal to me.

Sorry for any format issues on mobile. Throwaway account. So I have a family that was very abusive to me before I moved out. I didn't have stable housing for a while as my father keeps kicking me out as well as a mother who would nit stop him when he would put hands on me. My father has not laid hands on me since I was 16 I'm 24 now. He stole 70k from my college fund and refuses to pay me back. I moved out and our relationship got a lot better.
However I'm growing more and more tired of my family not just my parents either. A week before my wedding I received a phone call from my sister in which she claimed her husband was joking with her about not wanting to come to my wedding to which I replied he does not need to come if that's how he feels and she claimed she was messing with me but it's a weird way to mess with me. Now me and her husband have never gotten along but I thought our relationship was improving however I recently realized he's been making a lot of nasty comments about me behind my back and even did so to my best friend at my wedding.
Additionally I asked my father not to speak at my wedding and he ambushed me with a speech anyway afteri told me no less than 20 times I didn't want that and when confronted with rhe fact I didn't want this speech he told me I was over reacting as it was a toast but I really don't see the difference. Him and my mother attempted to lecture me in front of my in laws over a joke a made that was clearly a joke. And my father yelled at me on my wedding day for making funny faces at my husband and told me I needed to behave. He also spent the entire evening talking about my sister and brother in law and I truly didn't feel like he even cared it was my wedding. All My friends said he was rude and dismissive to them when he spoke with them. And I have spoken with him about his behavior and how he makes me feel multiple times and nothing changes he can't take accountability for his actions should I just give up and cut my losses and contact at this point? Unfortunately he pays for my college should I suck it up till I'm out of college or stop talking to him now?
TLDR: My family has been real jersey to me and I think no contact is my best option

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I know this is trivial in comparison to a lot of the posts on here but I’m kinda trippin about it..
I’ve been working hard to better myself and get my family back together this past year. My ex and I split a little over a year ago. Things have been going well. Been hanging out as a family (with our two kids) a lot lately and been slowly rekindling the flame w my ex. Last weekend was her wknd w the kids, spent it with them and had a great time. Her and I got some alone time and that went well too, feeling like things are going in the right direction. My bday is in 2 weeks and we’re gonna spend the day together with the kids then go out just me and her at night.
This week was a rough week for her, kids have been sick and she hasn’t been sleeping or feeling well either. We live two hours away and I work as well so I feel helpless when this happens. She came up tonight after work and dropped the kids off. Normally I make the trip to pick them up on Fridays but my car is being fixed so she offered. She got here late and asked if she could stay the night because she has to be at work at 5am and wasn’t feeling good. I said of course. She got into my bed and I took care of the kids til bedtime.
Got into my room around 12, she said her neck was bothering her so I rubbed it for her til she fell asleep. I work graveyard so I don’t sleep at night.. so around 130 I went into my bathroom, shaved, showered, washed face while playing low music on my phone. I got out and she was wide awake saying I woke her up by doing all that. It’s a master bed/bath and the separation between the bathroom and bed is like a couple feet. I closed the door but still.. I apologized and she didn’t seem mad or come off angry she just said she needed to be up in 40 mins and decided to go to sleep in the living room.
Like I said I apologized and idk what else I can do.. I didn’t think id be loud enough to wake her but I feel like it was very inconsiderate af for me to do that knowing she had to be up in a few hours and hasn’t slept or been feeling well. I know she’s a light sleeper too, so idk what I was thinking. I feel like I just fucked up all the progress Ive made. Am I overthinking?

Soo I met a girl online on a gaming platform, we just clicked, we were flirting and she told me she liked me and I liked her too she was ready for a long distance relationship too but I was not comfortable with a long distance relationship due to my past experiences, and my work allowed me to switch location soo I went moved to her city and we started dating, we used to live together on weekends , she had an apartment reneted and I stayed in a pg, she was more comfortable at her place so I used to travel to her place every Friday night till Monday morning to be with her, we had a happy year long relationship. We laughed, cried, danced, drank, cooked, cleaned, wash dishes together. Smoked up for the first time in my life with her. Got used to smoking a bit. I was living my best life. Yes felt like she's been using my money for groceries and whenever we used to go someplace nice, but it was fine .
Later at the end of the year I decided to switch job and the other job required me to be in a different city. And at the same time something terrible happend at my home I was very disturbed because of that maybe it was my lowest point in my life. Soo as the day came close when I had to move out of the city she told me that she wants to breakup with me as she doesn't wants to be in a long distance relationship and it won't work for her.
I just felt it soo devastating for me. I thought she was the one. We connected really good. And suddenly she broke up. She was the one wanted to be with me even if it was a long distance a year back. And now suddenly felt like nothing matters to her. I was soo invested in her for nothing. A year worth of spending time together was nothing And that to If she were to breakup on a normal time when I was in a normal state of mind I would have processed it better. But she brokeup when I was at my lowest point in my life. She said she would be there for me as a friend and whenever I need to share Something she would be there.
I tried talking her after when I felt low. But it was just dry conversation almost like she's ghosting me. Yesterday she said she can't talk to me this frequent ( we used to talk twice a week) as she's very busy with her work. .
I had some of my stuff left at her place went to collect it, reached to her place after driving for 2 hours and she lived at 3rd floor she brought my stuff down at the main gate of the building. Didn't let me in or asked how am I doing or anything.
Sometimes I just feel she was using me for groceries lol. And maybe someone to pay the bills at fancy places.

slight spoilers for a few jokes
so im rewatching this show, since i havent seen it since i was a child.
just as the title says: this show is comedy gold. there are so many funny lines in this. almost everything kutner does is pure joy.
the scene where house asks foreman to steal the tv had me crack up so hard.
another banger was in season 4 i think when wilson started walking and house asks: where are we going. wilson just replies: nowhere, i know it hurts you. this had me stop the episode.
what are your favourite moments of the show?

Been woken by the sound of stone grinding and banging from the gaf next door for the past few nights. I sleep with silicone earplugs nad it STILL wakes.
Has anyone dealt with this before? For context , im in a large housing estate and private builder doing roofwork . They are about 15 feet from my building.
The only legislation I could find online in terms of construction noise is from here but it only specifies Dublin (I'm in Donegal). https://www.dublincity.ie/dublin-city-development-plan-2016-2022/16-development-standards/1635-hours-work#:~:text=On%20sites%20where%20noise%20generated,on%20Sundays%20or%20bank%20holidays.
"On sites where noise generated by construction would seriously affect residential amenity, the site and building works must be carried out between 0700 and 1800 hours Monday to Friday only, and between 0800 and 1400 hours on Saturdays only. No works shall be carried out on Sundays or bank holidays."
I know 7am is not obscene but I'd kinda like a wee lay in on the weekends where possible , especially on the lords day of rest..

i saw it on a twf meme sub

I just married my husband and we still argue about this one incident. Every time it’s brought up we both end up angrier and more resentful than when it started.
My husband moved here from Florida for me and I’m all the way up in Minnesota. One night he wanted me to speak to his friend on video chat and he was drunk (the friend). One of the first things his friend does is start talking about how he was face fucking some girl he didn’t care about. It was like he was jealous I took his friend away and he wanted to mess us up so he could get his friend back. I ignored it and let him look like the fool he was being. A pathetic version of a man.
Then when he sees me he asks if that’s our dog. He was clearly insulting my looks and my fiancé, (at the time) did absolutely nothing. Later he said that he didn’t understand what his friend was saying, but that he warned me about his friend and I’m being unreasonable.
At the time he called his friend back to allow me to respond since he did not. I called his friend a horse face, flicked him off and was otherwise out of character. Apparently what I said was so much worse because I said it with hate and anger when his friend was just being funny.
Every time it’s brought up I’m angrier that he didn’t defend me even after clarity about what was said. I feel completely vulnerable and like I need to defend myself as my partner is not willing/capable.
Now my partner won’t speak to his friend unless I’m not around and he’s all resentful towards me for it.
How do we move past this?

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Turkish President Recep Tayyip Erdogan is set to be sworn in as head of state after winning an historic run-off election to extend his two-decade rule for another five years.
Turkey's longest-serving leader faces considerable diplomatic challenges amid tensions with the West.
Erdogan won 52.2 percent of the vote while his rival Kemal Kilicdaroglu 47.8 percent, official results show.
Turkey's new members of parliament started being sworn in on Friday in their first session after the May 14 election, also attended by Erdogan.
Erdogan's victory came against a unified opposition coalition led by Kilicdaroglu, whose future as leader of the CHP party remains in doubt following the defeat.
Erdogan has been dragging his feet in approving the application, accusing Stockholm of sheltering "Terrorists" of the outlawed Kurdistan Workers' Party which is listed as a terror group by Ankara and its Western allies.

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We met online and found out we went to the same university. We quickly became close friends and eventually, I confessed to her. She never gave me an answer so we continued to be friends. I tried to be understanding that maybe she wasn't ready for a relationship but I stuck by her. we gave each other gifts, we went on dates ( I was clear it was a date before I ask her out), be there for each other, I even got her into some of my hobbies. For 2 years, I was hoping one day I will get an answer.
Fast forward to 2 weeks ago, the guy she let go because of personal reasons messaged her about wanting to be back together. At this point, they have not talked to each other for (according to her) 4 years. This morning she messaged me asking me how to court someone. At first, I thought it was a funny good-morning joke. As we talked more, I realized it was the rejection I was hoping not to get. We argued that the way she told me was not cool at all. She apologized saying she doesn't know how to tell me. Eventually, I asked her if I ever had any chance. She told me she was sorry. She wanted to stay friends but I honestly do not know if I should. Shes really special to me but what she did felt foul. She could've told me she wasn't interested a lot sooner, no?
Idunno, honestly. It felt like I got strung along. but I don't think I should be feeling this way cuz I should have known that she wasn't into me. when we first met, her self-confidence is almost non-existent, now she has changed a lot. I'm proud of her in a way, but I wish she felt the same way about me