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2023.05.30 23:02 ohnotide Need help. My dog is destructive and won't stop eating human food.
I am at my wit's end and I need help. I'll take any advice you can give but please know that we're trying. Please let me know if you have any questions and I'll do my best to answer what I know.
My boyfriend and I adopted a dog about a year ago. She's a catahoula leopard and the shelter told us she was about 3 years old (now 4). When we got her, she initially had a lot of food anxiety. She couldn't eat near other dogs at all without growling and snapping. We were able to curb this behavior and now cats and dogs alike can come near her while she's eating.
However, she has severe separation anxiety (at least that's what we think it is). While we're at work (we have on video this stuff usually happens around 10am right after we leave and 4pm right before we get home), she gnaws at our wood furniture and grabs anything and everything she can off of tables, countertops, and bookshelves and just rips anything she can to shreds. She's gotten board games, DVDs, books, picture frames, cheeseboards, knives (from out of the sink), plates, security cameras, glasses, candles - everything. We are terrified she's going to hurt herself. We've removed food from every accessible surface and locked her out of rooms and pantries and she still somehow manages to break into those locations and she will eat anything from chocolate to rice to crisco to dry pasta - anything. We've tried to crate her and she has broken out of and severely damaged every crate we've owned - wire, plastic, and cloth. We've also tried dog gates which one has worked but to put them where we need them, we have to have one with a cat door which she has damaged two of those trying to fit through them to chase after the cat (she doesn't jump over them). She has eaten so much stuff that is toxic to her we're pretty sure her digestive system is permanently damaged and every time we try and prevent her from getting something, she manages another way around our door locking and gates. We take her on at least two 30 minute walks a day and feed her in the AM and PM. We live in a home with about 2,100 square feet and we have a cat.
I've lost so much money trying to find solutions and I just need help.
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My boyfriend and I adopted a dog about a year ago. She's a catahoula leopard and the shelter told us she was about 3 years old (now 4). When we got her, she initially had a lot of food anxiety. She couldn't eat near other dogs at all without growling and snapping. We were able to curb this behavior and now cats and dogs alike can come near her while she's eating.
However, she has severe separation anxiety (at least that's what we think it is). While we're at work (we have on video this stuff usually happens around 10am right after we leave and 4pm right before we get home), she gnaws at our wood furniture and grabs anything and everything she can off of tables, countertops, and bookshelves and just rips anything she can to shreds. She's gotten board games, DVDs, books, picture frames, cheeseboards, knives (from out of the sink), plates, security cameras, glasses, candles - everything. We are terrified she's going to hurt herself. We've removed food from every accessible surface and locked her out of rooms and pantries and she still somehow manages to break into those locations and she will eat anything from chocolate to rice to crisco to dry pasta - anything. We've tried to crate her and she has broken out of and severely damaged every crate we've owned - wire, plastic, and cloth. We've also tried dog gates which one has worked but to put them where we need them, we have to have one with a cat door which she has damaged two of those trying to fit through them to chase after the cat (she doesn't jump over them). She has eaten so much stuff that is toxic to her we're pretty sure her digestive system is permanently damaged and every time we try and prevent her from getting something, she manages another way around our door locking and gates. We take her on at least two 30 minute walks a day and feed her in the AM and PM. We live in a home with about 2,100 square feet and we have a cat.
I've lost so much money trying to find solutions and I just need help.
2023.05.30 23:02 StormTheTrooper My personal Trade Down board
Conditions: Hendricks and Walker are off the board and at least Wallace or Black are available. The only thing that can entice a team trading up, other than big wings, which are what we are thirsty for as well, is PG. Wallace and Black, at this juncture, are the only names that I could see teams getting nervous about losing and ready to trade up aggressively. Hendricks and Walker are the only top-10ish names that I want in Dallas (discounting the obvious top 3). In our situation, where we need to squeeze every possible route of long-term improvement and we cannot do anything just for the kicks, I don't think it is advisable at all to draft a guy like Wallace, Black, Dick or even Whitmore. We have an extremely tight window to maneuver around and we need to be clean, precise and assertive in our moves. We need to get what we need, not what is cute.
Condition #2: we are not packaging this pick for a veteran. I will have a stroke if we use this to get Ayton, Grant or whatever guy on a bloated contract to make us lose in the 2nd round and get stuck in a roster with Luka, Kyrie, said guy and a bunch of G-Leaguers because the CBA will rekt hard teams with a lot of big contracts. I do want us to get a veteran, but with the 2027 FRP and trying to balance the contracts going out and coming in, specially length-wise.
Partners (going in a crescent order):
a) Toronto: #10, Timmy for #13, Boucher
I still get a bit iffy about that one because we all know Masai loves trades where either he wins or the other partner loses. He doesn't play fair if he is selling, so this would rely hard on him not wanting to pay FVV and wanting to get younger with Wallace or Black. Wallace is smaller than his usual but I'm shocked people are not talking more about Black. A 6'7 PG that cannot shoot? This is Masai's personal dream /s
Jokes aside, I have a little hard time seeing this happening, but more than one Raptor fan told me this would be realistic and within the Raps' MO. A small trade down, although not getting us another FRP, would net us Boucher, an amazingly solid PF/C hybrid, that can either start or come off the bench and contribute now alongside Maxi. At #13 we can still make other moves trading down further or we can even have some flexibility in our choice, specially if we are eyeing a C with the 27 FRP package (we would need to involve Bullock, though, and this starts to snowball in a way that I'm too tired to think right now). Boucher can eat up 25-28mpg from the 4 and the 5 right off the bat. As I said, I think this is a price too steep for what Masai usually likes to spend, but I trust Toronto fans more than myself on their own FO.
b) Utah: #10, Timmy for #16, #28, Olynyk
I always thought that one for Bertans but then I thought "This is Ainge, why in the world would he accept Bertans?". The fact that I like Bertans doesn't mean the league does and the league does not. To get Olynyk, I believe we would need to offer Timmy, which is at least a neutral asset. Olynyk doesn't require explanations, I believe. He would be our starting C right off the bat, he can play the 4, he can get boards, he can set screens, he can pop. He isn't great, he should not be starting, but as an expiring making just 12M? Hell yes. I love Timmy, but he is probably the most expendable guy in the roster with some trade value.
Utah has #9, so we would need to believe here that they would take Hendricks or Walker at #9 and then want to get back at #10 to get their PG of the future. If they get Black at #9 or something like that, there's no incentive at all for the trade-up. Sitting down at #16 will get them in the Hood-Schifino territory, but Wallace and Black will be far gone, specially with Toronto at #13 and teams wanting to trade up. If they do not get their PG at #9, they will want to get one and, if they do not get a PG, they're getting a big wing, which makes Olynyk expendable.
At #16, with #28 available, we are in solid footing. All the 2nd tier bigs (Lively, Clowney, Murray, TJD, Nnaji) and good wings (Miller, Coulibaly, Howard, Cissoko) should be on the board even at #28. We could very well walk out of the draft with a starting-caliber veteran frontcourt guy on a good deal and two young guys ready to contribute now and to be part of our core later. Pretty much one of our best possible scenarios IMO.
c) Brooklyn: #10, Bertans for #21, #22, Doe, Sharpe (maybe)
Best case scenario for emotional reasons. I want Doe back. Yes, he was starting to show some physical decline, yes, he was not the same, yes, he had a hard stint with the Nets...don't care. Doe is the Mavs. I would be extremely thrilled about having a Finney-Smith wearing 10 again, he would make our wing rotation back to a good level with Green and Bullock splitting minutes with him. The Nets actually want to get rid of him (losers), so I would be more, more than up to get Doe back home. I read that, since it is a new season, we can trade for Doe right back at the draft night, but if we cannot, this idea goes down the sink. O'Neale is too rich of a price, Sharpe alone is too poor of a price. Doe is the perfect price for both parties. Going from the 20s into the lottery isn't cheap, after all, and the Nets needs an actual, real PG. A Wallace-Dinwiddie-Bridges-Cam-Claxton starting 5 will rob more wins than people will give them credit for.
At #21 and #22, most of the guys from above would still be available. Lively and Murray should be off the board (people are severely underrating the desire that contenders will have over Kris Murray, a plug and play 3/4, 3-and-D guy), but all the others should be on. If Nico can make some magic and get Sharpe back as well (a tall, tall order), we could walk out of this with Doe, Clowney, Sharpe and Miller (I'm trying hard not to let my love for TJD do the writing, but make of that what you will). The Kyrie trade would pretty much be: Dinwiddie, 2023 and 2029 FRP for Kyrie, Sharpe, 2023 and 2023 FRP. We would see it under way better lights.
I usually had Indy as other option, but I cannot convince myself. Sure, they want less rookies and getting another lotto piece would be neat, but...what are they trading for? They already have a starting PG and a bench PG. Sure, they could trade Nembhard in a splashy move for OG, but I would believe they would be using 26 and 29. If they want 10 to package with 7 for a star, they would be giving up pretty much their whole depth.
I don't believe this would happen, I think they will stay put and actually rebuild the proper way, but if they get too anxious and, for some reason, want to move up, I could see something like this:
#10, Timmy, Bertans for #26, #29, Isaiah Jackson and Duarte
A hefty price, but a sufficient one for trading pretty much two SRPs to get into the lottery. If they need #10 to make a move for OG or whatever, they could pull the trigger here. For us, it would be very, very good. First, considering it would clean up 30M from our cap space if I'm not mistaken, considering Jackson and Duarte are on their rookie deals. This would allow us to actually have something other than the TPMLE to offer in the FA market, which could allow us to bring in some wing or even overpay a C. Second, Jackson and Duarte are two young and good players. Duarte is not that good of a defender, yes, but a solid shooter with the tools to not be a revolving door, that has the potential to be a really special shooter. This is just a cherry, though, I think it is forcing the issue. My real prize here would be Isaiah Jackson. A rugged defender, big body, good rebounder, that can play down low on both ends of the court. He doesn't work as well as a PF without a stretching 5, but he is thick enough to be a C in the NBA. Intelligent, good BBIQ, solid instincts, he would find minutes right away and he is riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight there in order to breakout. This is the move that we need to make: get guys that are about to breakout, not after they broke out and are demanding big-time money. Could we ask for a future FRP here? I think it is forcing the issue too much, but who knows.
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Condition #2: we are not packaging this pick for a veteran. I will have a stroke if we use this to get Ayton, Grant or whatever guy on a bloated contract to make us lose in the 2nd round and get stuck in a roster with Luka, Kyrie, said guy and a bunch of G-Leaguers because the CBA will rekt hard teams with a lot of big contracts. I do want us to get a veteran, but with the 2027 FRP and trying to balance the contracts going out and coming in, specially length-wise.
Partners (going in a crescent order):
a) Toronto: #10, Timmy for #13, Boucher
I still get a bit iffy about that one because we all know Masai loves trades where either he wins or the other partner loses. He doesn't play fair if he is selling, so this would rely hard on him not wanting to pay FVV and wanting to get younger with Wallace or Black. Wallace is smaller than his usual but I'm shocked people are not talking more about Black. A 6'7 PG that cannot shoot? This is Masai's personal dream /s
Jokes aside, I have a little hard time seeing this happening, but more than one Raptor fan told me this would be realistic and within the Raps' MO. A small trade down, although not getting us another FRP, would net us Boucher, an amazingly solid PF/C hybrid, that can either start or come off the bench and contribute now alongside Maxi. At #13 we can still make other moves trading down further or we can even have some flexibility in our choice, specially if we are eyeing a C with the 27 FRP package (we would need to involve Bullock, though, and this starts to snowball in a way that I'm too tired to think right now). Boucher can eat up 25-28mpg from the 4 and the 5 right off the bat. As I said, I think this is a price too steep for what Masai usually likes to spend, but I trust Toronto fans more than myself on their own FO.
b) Utah: #10, Timmy for #16, #28, Olynyk
I always thought that one for Bertans but then I thought "This is Ainge, why in the world would he accept Bertans?". The fact that I like Bertans doesn't mean the league does and the league does not. To get Olynyk, I believe we would need to offer Timmy, which is at least a neutral asset. Olynyk doesn't require explanations, I believe. He would be our starting C right off the bat, he can play the 4, he can get boards, he can set screens, he can pop. He isn't great, he should not be starting, but as an expiring making just 12M? Hell yes. I love Timmy, but he is probably the most expendable guy in the roster with some trade value.
Utah has #9, so we would need to believe here that they would take Hendricks or Walker at #9 and then want to get back at #10 to get their PG of the future. If they get Black at #9 or something like that, there's no incentive at all for the trade-up. Sitting down at #16 will get them in the Hood-Schifino territory, but Wallace and Black will be far gone, specially with Toronto at #13 and teams wanting to trade up. If they do not get their PG at #9, they will want to get one and, if they do not get a PG, they're getting a big wing, which makes Olynyk expendable.
At #16, with #28 available, we are in solid footing. All the 2nd tier bigs (Lively, Clowney, Murray, TJD, Nnaji) and good wings (Miller, Coulibaly, Howard, Cissoko) should be on the board even at #28. We could very well walk out of the draft with a starting-caliber veteran frontcourt guy on a good deal and two young guys ready to contribute now and to be part of our core later. Pretty much one of our best possible scenarios IMO.
c) Brooklyn: #10, Bertans for #21, #22, Doe, Sharpe (maybe)
Best case scenario for emotional reasons. I want Doe back. Yes, he was starting to show some physical decline, yes, he was not the same, yes, he had a hard stint with the Nets...don't care. Doe is the Mavs. I would be extremely thrilled about having a Finney-Smith wearing 10 again, he would make our wing rotation back to a good level with Green and Bullock splitting minutes with him. The Nets actually want to get rid of him (losers), so I would be more, more than up to get Doe back home. I read that, since it is a new season, we can trade for Doe right back at the draft night, but if we cannot, this idea goes down the sink. O'Neale is too rich of a price, Sharpe alone is too poor of a price. Doe is the perfect price for both parties. Going from the 20s into the lottery isn't cheap, after all, and the Nets needs an actual, real PG. A Wallace-Dinwiddie-Bridges-Cam-Claxton starting 5 will rob more wins than people will give them credit for.
At #21 and #22, most of the guys from above would still be available. Lively and Murray should be off the board (people are severely underrating the desire that contenders will have over Kris Murray, a plug and play 3/4, 3-and-D guy), but all the others should be on. If Nico can make some magic and get Sharpe back as well (a tall, tall order), we could walk out of this with Doe, Clowney, Sharpe and Miller (I'm trying hard not to let my love for TJD do the writing, but make of that what you will). The Kyrie trade would pretty much be: Dinwiddie, 2023 and 2029 FRP for Kyrie, Sharpe, 2023 and 2023 FRP. We would see it under way better lights.
I usually had Indy as other option, but I cannot convince myself. Sure, they want less rookies and getting another lotto piece would be neat, but...what are they trading for? They already have a starting PG and a bench PG. Sure, they could trade Nembhard in a splashy move for OG, but I would believe they would be using 26 and 29. If they want 10 to package with 7 for a star, they would be giving up pretty much their whole depth.
I don't believe this would happen, I think they will stay put and actually rebuild the proper way, but if they get too anxious and, for some reason, want to move up, I could see something like this:
#10, Timmy, Bertans for #26, #29, Isaiah Jackson and Duarte
A hefty price, but a sufficient one for trading pretty much two SRPs to get into the lottery. If they need #10 to make a move for OG or whatever, they could pull the trigger here. For us, it would be very, very good. First, considering it would clean up 30M from our cap space if I'm not mistaken, considering Jackson and Duarte are on their rookie deals. This would allow us to actually have something other than the TPMLE to offer in the FA market, which could allow us to bring in some wing or even overpay a C. Second, Jackson and Duarte are two young and good players. Duarte is not that good of a defender, yes, but a solid shooter with the tools to not be a revolving door, that has the potential to be a really special shooter. This is just a cherry, though, I think it is forcing the issue. My real prize here would be Isaiah Jackson. A rugged defender, big body, good rebounder, that can play down low on both ends of the court. He doesn't work as well as a PF without a stretching 5, but he is thick enough to be a C in the NBA. Intelligent, good BBIQ, solid instincts, he would find minutes right away and he is riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight there in order to breakout. This is the move that we need to make: get guys that are about to breakout, not after they broke out and are demanding big-time money. Could we ask for a future FRP here? I think it is forcing the issue too much, but who knows.
2023.05.30 23:01 otherworldlyturtle 28F (AB, Canada) Sorry in advance for the long post...
28 female, 4'11". Alberta, Canada.
Mostly introverted, I have had past extroverted friends successfully get me out of my shell on the regular. Still figuring out my sexuality.. I know I am pansexual, what matters to me is who someone is and being able to enjoy similar hobbies together. Currently very much ACE (possibly due to past experiences, don't know for certain), possibility of demi-sexual. I know I love kisses and cuddles, and could very happily go without sex. That being said, I do not believe I would be a suitable partner at this time and am in search of good open-minded friends. Friends in my area would be more than welcomed although I accept that this is unlikely and have no problems with long distance friends. I speak English, however if I was to meet someone who speaks another language and is patient I would absolutely be willing to learn your language as well!
Things I value/love/enjoy?
Nature and the unique beauty of each individual being. Life and its many forms are both beautiful and sometimes terrifying. I love it when people share and spread love, random moments of connection between different types of people are both lovely to see and experience. Who doesn't love a good and respectful open-minded conversation? Learning other people's stories and passions can be inspiring and eye-opening. Conversations about theory and various things in life can be a lot of fun. I love music and dance, there are so many different genres all unique in their own ways (although I am terrified to sing or dance in front of people), love it when people recommend and show me new music. I value fitness and health and try my best to live a healthy lifestyle. I enjoy things like nature walks/hikes, camping, cooking/baking, reading/writing and absolutely love learning new things. There are so many things that I would love to learn that I can have a difficult time staying focused, I'm not sure there are many skills I would pass down the opportunity to learn. I love and enjoy a variety of martial arts although I have not practiced in class since before Covid hit. Some of the arts I have dabbled in include: Kung-Fu (Ma family style), Ninjitsu, BJJ, HEMA, MMA, Kenjutsu, Sojutsu, Balintawak, and Kyoketsu-Shoge. I am a strong believer in living in a peaceful nature, but also believe it is important to be capable of protecting oneself and those in need if needed. I do enjoy some gaming, I play Skyrim, Sea of Thieves, No Man's Sky, Destiny 2, ARK, still enjoy the older gameboy pokemon games up till Emerald, and would be interested in trying Elder Scrolls online. I played D&D in the past and enjoyed it, although the group I had at the time was far too inconsistent to truly get into it. I do enjoy some tv shows and movies, however am not typically the type of person to sit down and watch something on my own. If I do, I typically default to things like LOTR, Harry Potter series, Star Wars, some anime, etc. I sometimes like to make jewelry and find it relaxing. I have 2 kitties that I love to bits, they are a bonded pair of littermates (adopted) named Smaug and Dante. 10/10 good boys. They are both toilet trained as well as harness/leash trained and we go for walks together.
Beliefs?
I believe in spirituality, but not religion or god. Open minded, left-leaning. Maybe I am crazy, but I think things like food, water, housing, and education should be more easily accessible. I think we could achieve these things if it wasn't for greed and complacency. I believe grind culture is garbage and want no part in it. It feels like somewhere along the way we forgot that we were working towards a better quality life for future generations. Modern society severely lacks community. I think respect for all forms of life is important, be it plants, humans, animals, etc. Collapse aware but do my best to focus on it and just be mindful of living life. Random fact about me: I have a daughter whom I had when I was 17 and not in an ideal situation for raising a child. I made the choice to give her up for adoption to an amazing couple who are now like a family to me as well. Strong believer in chosen family. I do not want any more children.
I am sorry for the book post.
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Mostly introverted, I have had past extroverted friends successfully get me out of my shell on the regular. Still figuring out my sexuality.. I know I am pansexual, what matters to me is who someone is and being able to enjoy similar hobbies together. Currently very much ACE (possibly due to past experiences, don't know for certain), possibility of demi-sexual. I know I love kisses and cuddles, and could very happily go without sex. That being said, I do not believe I would be a suitable partner at this time and am in search of good open-minded friends. Friends in my area would be more than welcomed although I accept that this is unlikely and have no problems with long distance friends. I speak English, however if I was to meet someone who speaks another language and is patient I would absolutely be willing to learn your language as well!
Things I value/love/enjoy?
Nature and the unique beauty of each individual being. Life and its many forms are both beautiful and sometimes terrifying. I love it when people share and spread love, random moments of connection between different types of people are both lovely to see and experience. Who doesn't love a good and respectful open-minded conversation? Learning other people's stories and passions can be inspiring and eye-opening. Conversations about theory and various things in life can be a lot of fun. I love music and dance, there are so many different genres all unique in their own ways (although I am terrified to sing or dance in front of people), love it when people recommend and show me new music. I value fitness and health and try my best to live a healthy lifestyle. I enjoy things like nature walks/hikes, camping, cooking/baking, reading/writing and absolutely love learning new things. There are so many things that I would love to learn that I can have a difficult time staying focused, I'm not sure there are many skills I would pass down the opportunity to learn. I love and enjoy a variety of martial arts although I have not practiced in class since before Covid hit. Some of the arts I have dabbled in include: Kung-Fu (Ma family style), Ninjitsu, BJJ, HEMA, MMA, Kenjutsu, Sojutsu, Balintawak, and Kyoketsu-Shoge. I am a strong believer in living in a peaceful nature, but also believe it is important to be capable of protecting oneself and those in need if needed. I do enjoy some gaming, I play Skyrim, Sea of Thieves, No Man's Sky, Destiny 2, ARK, still enjoy the older gameboy pokemon games up till Emerald, and would be interested in trying Elder Scrolls online. I played D&D in the past and enjoyed it, although the group I had at the time was far too inconsistent to truly get into it. I do enjoy some tv shows and movies, however am not typically the type of person to sit down and watch something on my own. If I do, I typically default to things like LOTR, Harry Potter series, Star Wars, some anime, etc. I sometimes like to make jewelry and find it relaxing. I have 2 kitties that I love to bits, they are a bonded pair of littermates (adopted) named Smaug and Dante. 10/10 good boys. They are both toilet trained as well as harness/leash trained and we go for walks together.
Beliefs?
I believe in spirituality, but not religion or god. Open minded, left-leaning. Maybe I am crazy, but I think things like food, water, housing, and education should be more easily accessible. I think we could achieve these things if it wasn't for greed and complacency. I believe grind culture is garbage and want no part in it. It feels like somewhere along the way we forgot that we were working towards a better quality life for future generations. Modern society severely lacks community. I think respect for all forms of life is important, be it plants, humans, animals, etc. Collapse aware but do my best to focus on it and just be mindful of living life. Random fact about me: I have a daughter whom I had when I was 17 and not in an ideal situation for raising a child. I made the choice to give her up for adoption to an amazing couple who are now like a family to me as well. Strong believer in chosen family. I do not want any more children.
I am sorry for the book post.
2023.05.30 22:57 Strange_Network_9514 Tips for new solo boater going down through locks
So I’m new and solo and have been through about a dozen locks going up, now I’ve turned around and I’ve got to go back but getting cold feet. Going down through a lock seems so much more frightening. For one thing there’s the cill. And also I have been tying the boat up going up (and keeping an eye on it) but I’ve heard this is a definite no no going down, is that right? I’ve watched some YouTube videos about going down solo but they all edit them in a really annoying way and you don’t actually see what they do about holding the rope while opening the paddles. Do you tie it off then immediately untie it once the paddle is open? What do you do if you’re struggling or you think the boat maybe getting stuck or it’s drifted too far back and something is stopping it from coming forward? Let go of the rope and run and shut the paddle? Is there a booklet or anything from CRT that carefully walks you through what is best practice as a solo boater? All the literature I’ve read just says “do x, y and z and don’t tie it off, although this may not always be possible if you’re a solo boater”?! So what should you do as a solo boater and how do you guarantee that you won’t get caught on the cill? Also my centre line is only about 20 foot (on a 40 foot boat). That felt fine going up but is it too short going down?
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2023.05.30 22:57 littlektoplay Another stunning walk in Qld Australia
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2023.05.30 22:56 Otherwise-Agency-650 Please help me process this
I’m at a loss and very fucking frustrated. When I woke up this morning I could tell my partner was frustrated. I still tried to make the best of the day. I started my day by working on some personal stuff I had to do and he tells me “I don’t want to sit in front of a screen all day let’s go to the beach”. I tell him sure let me finish this real quick and we can go.
We went and had one drink at the beach, walking around, and coming home. He seemed in a better mood and he said he wanted to do naked wine and gaming. I said sure and we started playing. He got a bit distracted on his computer and I took the time to go clean out in case we decided to have sex. I’ll admit I took longer than I wanted to (~40 minutes).
When I came out of the bathroom he was clothed again and said he wanted to go to the nude beach. I layed down on the bed and said “okay give me like 5 minutes to relax first”. After about 2 minutes he says he wants to go and is “tired of waiting” for me. He says he waited for me for an hour to shower and he wants to go. He leaves the room saying he’ll just go without me and I’m just sitting there in shock at his attitude. I asked for a few minutes to chill before we left, not an hour.
I get up and put on clothes, I go into the living room and see from the window he’s already in the car. I went out to talk to him, very upset at this point. I asked what he was doing, I still have to get the dog ready. If we leave it takes me like 5 minutes to prep our dog to be alone and he knows I have to do this for her to be okay while we’re gone. He says he’s “tired of waiting for me”. I told him I didn’t know he was waiting for me and he says something about “waiting since this morning” that still doesn’t make sense to me. I told him I had no idea he was waiting while I was “showering” because he didn’t tell me what he wanted to do. He gets upset at this and says that he shouldn’t have to tell me and then said something along the lines of “go get ready, stop wasting time talking to me about this”.
I went inside to go get ready and then as I’m looking for the dogs diaper, he comes in storms into our room and says NeverMind.
Am I crazy to think it’s his responsibility to communicate what he wants to do? I know he doesn’t know this but in my mind, I was getting ready for him to [email protected] me (something I don’t enjoy but do because he likes it and I like the closeness). I came out to hostility and demanding I go by his schedule. Once I comply and say I need time to get ready he throws a fit and says NeverMind? This doesn’t make sense to me and now I’m sitting here with swirling emotions and big feelings not knowing what to do.
Am I crazy? Please, any advice would be appreciated.
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We went and had one drink at the beach, walking around, and coming home. He seemed in a better mood and he said he wanted to do naked wine and gaming. I said sure and we started playing. He got a bit distracted on his computer and I took the time to go clean out in case we decided to have sex. I’ll admit I took longer than I wanted to (~40 minutes).
When I came out of the bathroom he was clothed again and said he wanted to go to the nude beach. I layed down on the bed and said “okay give me like 5 minutes to relax first”. After about 2 minutes he says he wants to go and is “tired of waiting” for me. He says he waited for me for an hour to shower and he wants to go. He leaves the room saying he’ll just go without me and I’m just sitting there in shock at his attitude. I asked for a few minutes to chill before we left, not an hour.
I get up and put on clothes, I go into the living room and see from the window he’s already in the car. I went out to talk to him, very upset at this point. I asked what he was doing, I still have to get the dog ready. If we leave it takes me like 5 minutes to prep our dog to be alone and he knows I have to do this for her to be okay while we’re gone. He says he’s “tired of waiting for me”. I told him I didn’t know he was waiting for me and he says something about “waiting since this morning” that still doesn’t make sense to me. I told him I had no idea he was waiting while I was “showering” because he didn’t tell me what he wanted to do. He gets upset at this and says that he shouldn’t have to tell me and then said something along the lines of “go get ready, stop wasting time talking to me about this”.
I went inside to go get ready and then as I’m looking for the dogs diaper, he comes in storms into our room and says NeverMind.
Am I crazy to think it’s his responsibility to communicate what he wants to do? I know he doesn’t know this but in my mind, I was getting ready for him to [email protected] me (something I don’t enjoy but do because he likes it and I like the closeness). I came out to hostility and demanding I go by his schedule. Once I comply and say I need time to get ready he throws a fit and says NeverMind? This doesn’t make sense to me and now I’m sitting here with swirling emotions and big feelings not knowing what to do.
Am I crazy? Please, any advice would be appreciated.
2023.05.30 22:56 ferocious_puppy Eulogy for my Father
My father passed away last month at the age of 60. Although he had a number of illnesses, with one being from a young age, his death was unexpected. This is incredibly hard to come to terms with as I expect anyone on this subreddit would appreciate. Reading posts of some people on here who have lost loved ones at a young age or in terrible circumstances puts my loss in perspective but its still no less raw or devastating. I read a eulogy at my fathers funeral which I'm going to add below. It's long and most people won't read it but I just want to tell as many people as possible how amazing my father was. I have omitted any names from the eulogy and replaced with NAME. I will say though my dads name was Mark and I hope anyone who reads this sees how incredible he was.
Thank you all for coming.
My Dad was the person I looked up to the most, especially the older I got where I grew to appreciate the incredible man he was and how he lived his life. He had things very hard from a young age with multiple conditions, but he never let that define him. He appreciated the good things in his life, and not once did I ever hear him dwell on the bad that happened to him, his attitude was always to enjoy what he could surrounded by the people he loved for as long as he could no matter what was thrown his way. My dad possessed many qualities which include being kind, thoughtful, funny, loving and he is the strongest person mentally I’ve ever met and I’m proud and fortunate that he was my dad. The challenge to show those qualities became harder especially in the last few years but he never stopped living and being the man he always was, laughing, joking, and enjoying himself around his family.
His sense of humour was witty and dark, and he loved to wind people up, especially my mum. Even in his final hours he had his sense of humour. He was lying in bed that morning and he had a remote to move the bed into different positions. My mum heard him call her, so she went in and the remote was on the floor. My dad said sorry NAME can you pick it up, so she did. 10 minutes later she heard my dad call her again, so she went back in, the remote was on the floor again this time my dad had a grin on his face, my mum picked it up and gave it to him and warned him not to drop it again. He did of course drop it again and my mum saw a big smile on his face like he always had as she came back in. She knew he was winding her up and was smiling as well and I’m sure my dad thought about doing it again, but he knew one more time and it would be wrapped around his neck.
Two of my oldest memories I have of my dad are of stories he liked to tell because he found them funny to talk about over the years and I know he would like me to mention them. I don’t know whether it’s a coincidence they both involve alcohol, but he was a SURNAME so of course he enjoyed a drink.
The first is when I was around 5 and my dad and I were watching tv and he was enjoying a glass of whiskey. He went out to go to the bathroom and I seized my opportunity, grabbed the whiskey, and had a swig. My Dad came back into the room with me screaming it burns it burns pointing at the glass. My dad knew what needed to be done and rushed into action grabbing a can of lager and having me drink some to get rid of the whiskey taste. It did work to be fair and when I was older, I hated whiskey and enjoyed lager, which explains a lot.
The second story I want to share is another from when I was young. My dad would always go out drinking with his brothers NAME and NAME on boxing day. It was usually a nice casual drink and a chance for them to spend time together. However, on this occasion my dad got very drunk. So drunk his brothers had to carry him home which was an incredible feat by itself as he was not a small man. What was even more impressive is they managed to get him home but avoid my mum. They achieved this by leaving him sitting by the bins outside and knocking the door and running off. I don’t blame them, and I think it was a very smart move. However, what they didn’t expect was my dad to get up and manage to fall inside the bin. That was the sight that greeted my mum.
My dad was a great father to me and my sister NAME. He was limited physically in some of the things he could do with us but he more than made up for it in other ways and he was always there for us when we needed him. The only thing my father got wrong when NAME and I were growing up in my opinion is he should have been a bit harsher on NAME. She was always terrorizing me, and I was always calm and never did anything to instigate things, but she couldn’t be stopped. I think my father showed a bit of favouritism there.
At Christmas and other occasions, he enjoyed having everyone around and eating, drinking, playing games and having fun. Trivial pursuit was something he always wanted to play, probably because he would often win. He would always play as the blue counter, his favourite colour and if my nan was there which she usually was she would go on his team as she knew he would get everything right and she could sit back and sip her dissarano. I’m sorry nan but I really don’t think your going to win many games in future.
A memory of Christmas that sticks out is when we were playing a golf game on the Nintendo wii and it was my dads go. He was very competitive and put a lot of effort into his swing as he had to make up for the fact, he was playing sitting down. On this occasion he tried a bit too hard and also forgot to tighten the strap causing the wii remote to go flying off his wrist and straight into the tv destroying the screen. I will never forget the look on his face, a combination of shock and disbelief.
My dad also enjoyed playing real golf, many times with me and his son in law NAME but always with his mum. He caught the golf bug later in life but would play almost every week, sometimes twice a week for the part of the year they could use a buggy on the course. His father also used to go with them to drive the buggy and the sight of it all on the course was terrifying for others playing. A typical sight would be his father with his sunglasses on no matter the weather, driving the buggy with my dad in front and my nan sitting at the back trying to hold on as his father drove way to fast hitting every bump he could find and just about staying upright. He would then drop them off next to their drive which had gone maybe 50 yards at most, which considering their limitations wasn’t bad. They would play their shots with his father laughing hysterically and taunting them from the buggy as their balls went another 50 yards. To just be on the golf course playing with the pain my father was in and the limitations he had was an inspiration to me. He didn’t care what anyone else thought as he was doing what he enjoyed.
There are many more memories I could talk about and many more things he enjoyed doing but we’ll be here hours if I go into everything, and nobody wants that including me. NAME will go into more of my dad’s hobbies and life later, but I hope what the memories I’ve talked about show is how my dad loved being around his family and always lived life to the fullest. I wish we had more years with him, but I can say with confidence that he was happy and content that he had an excellent life.
There are a few milestones I want to talk about that I know would be important to my dad.
My Mum and Dad met working in a bakery. The day he got married to my mum I know he would have felt so lucky to have found someone he loved and could spend his life with or as my nan put it when preparing for today, he married the best tart in the bakery. They were always there for each other, and I know my dad would have very much appreciated the emotional support she gave him especially the last few years. It wasn’t easy for her either dealing with my dad’s illness but I’m so proud of my mum and dad for how they dealt with everything. Susan and I could not have wished for better parents.
The day my sister NAME and I were both born but especially me were big moments for my dad and changed his life forever, hopefully for the better but maybe not always. Also, important moments were when his Grandchildren NAME and NAME were born who may not know how lucky they are to have had my dad around for the time they did but they will when they are older as they look back to Grampys example and guidance.
My dad was so happy that NAME and I had both found what he had with my mum. For NAME it was NAME and for me it was NAME. NAME and I have chosen the easier option of having dogs rather than children which my dad, despite saying he never wanted a dog around or had any interest in them ended up loving having both NAME and NAME around. He would play with them despite it being hard for him and enjoyed taunting them with toys and chews and they would taunt him back by leaving things just out of reach for him.
The day my sister NAME and NAME got married was an emotional and wonderful day for my dad. Getting to walk his daughter down the aisle was a happy and proud moment for him. we didn’t know if he’d be able to do it beforehand, but he wasn’t going to miss the chance, so he got through it as he always did. My dad was not known for speaking in large crowds or being confident at it, in fact it was the opposite. However, the speech he gave at NAME wedding was incredible, funny, emotional, and memorable. He spoke from the heart without anything prepared and I am so proud he not only got through it but delivered an unforgettable speech.
There was never any pressure put on me or NAME. The only thing he wanted for us was to be happy and if we were happy that was ok for him.
I want to finish by sharing what some of his closest family wanted me to say on their behalf. This is their words read out by me.
His Wife NAME says, Mark was the love of my life, my soulmate with so many happy years together. Those years were rich with happy memories with our family. No more pain and suffering now my darling, rest now. My everlasting love always.
His daughter NAME says, I could not have asked for a better dad. You were always supportive and patient in everything I did. Your Grandchildren NAME and NAME will remember you as wise and funny, you always took an interest in what they liked. I will miss you incredibly, but you will forever be in my heart.
His Mother NAME says, Words cannot say how much I will miss you. I get comfort that you are not in any pain now. Sleep my darling until we are together again.
His brother NAME says, I will love and miss you always, brother.
His Brother NAME says, Dear Brother I will start by saying at least you are now at peace and pain free. You will be deeply missed by us all, after all you were the diplomatic one of the family. Mark was the most patient and calm member of us all and nothing was any bother for him to do. Love you Mark God bless you and thank you for being my brother, Love NAME.
His Son in law NAME says, thank you for welcoming me into your family with nothing but love and kindness. We shared a love for formula 1 and I’ll think of you whenever I’m watching a race.
His Niece NAME says, Uncle Mark was always kind and caring to me and you could tell how much he loved his family. Whenever I visited and complained about something he always found a way to spin it in a positive light and give me a new perspective. My last memory is of him in his chair putting his jumper on which got stuck after his arms were through. He made me jump because I thought he was headless and gave us all a good laugh. I feel lucky to have had him as an uncle.
Finally, for me he was my hero. I owe him everything. I couldn’t have wished for a better man to look up to and learn from. My respect for how he lived his life despite the challenges he faced is immeasurable. He never complained, never worried, never gave up, he lived his life to the maximum he could, doing the things he enjoyed around the people he loved right until the very end.
Dad I’m going to miss you beyond words and its going to be hard, but I will draw from what you taught me and live my life the best I can. It is said that a person is never truly gone as long as they are still talked about. Well, the impact You had on those around you means stories of you will be passed down for generations. The memories I have of you will stay in my head and the love and respect I have for you will remain in my heart forever.
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Thank you all for coming.
My Dad was the person I looked up to the most, especially the older I got where I grew to appreciate the incredible man he was and how he lived his life. He had things very hard from a young age with multiple conditions, but he never let that define him. He appreciated the good things in his life, and not once did I ever hear him dwell on the bad that happened to him, his attitude was always to enjoy what he could surrounded by the people he loved for as long as he could no matter what was thrown his way. My dad possessed many qualities which include being kind, thoughtful, funny, loving and he is the strongest person mentally I’ve ever met and I’m proud and fortunate that he was my dad. The challenge to show those qualities became harder especially in the last few years but he never stopped living and being the man he always was, laughing, joking, and enjoying himself around his family.
His sense of humour was witty and dark, and he loved to wind people up, especially my mum. Even in his final hours he had his sense of humour. He was lying in bed that morning and he had a remote to move the bed into different positions. My mum heard him call her, so she went in and the remote was on the floor. My dad said sorry NAME can you pick it up, so she did. 10 minutes later she heard my dad call her again, so she went back in, the remote was on the floor again this time my dad had a grin on his face, my mum picked it up and gave it to him and warned him not to drop it again. He did of course drop it again and my mum saw a big smile on his face like he always had as she came back in. She knew he was winding her up and was smiling as well and I’m sure my dad thought about doing it again, but he knew one more time and it would be wrapped around his neck.
Two of my oldest memories I have of my dad are of stories he liked to tell because he found them funny to talk about over the years and I know he would like me to mention them. I don’t know whether it’s a coincidence they both involve alcohol, but he was a SURNAME so of course he enjoyed a drink.
The first is when I was around 5 and my dad and I were watching tv and he was enjoying a glass of whiskey. He went out to go to the bathroom and I seized my opportunity, grabbed the whiskey, and had a swig. My Dad came back into the room with me screaming it burns it burns pointing at the glass. My dad knew what needed to be done and rushed into action grabbing a can of lager and having me drink some to get rid of the whiskey taste. It did work to be fair and when I was older, I hated whiskey and enjoyed lager, which explains a lot.
The second story I want to share is another from when I was young. My dad would always go out drinking with his brothers NAME and NAME on boxing day. It was usually a nice casual drink and a chance for them to spend time together. However, on this occasion my dad got very drunk. So drunk his brothers had to carry him home which was an incredible feat by itself as he was not a small man. What was even more impressive is they managed to get him home but avoid my mum. They achieved this by leaving him sitting by the bins outside and knocking the door and running off. I don’t blame them, and I think it was a very smart move. However, what they didn’t expect was my dad to get up and manage to fall inside the bin. That was the sight that greeted my mum.
My dad was a great father to me and my sister NAME. He was limited physically in some of the things he could do with us but he more than made up for it in other ways and he was always there for us when we needed him. The only thing my father got wrong when NAME and I were growing up in my opinion is he should have been a bit harsher on NAME. She was always terrorizing me, and I was always calm and never did anything to instigate things, but she couldn’t be stopped. I think my father showed a bit of favouritism there.
At Christmas and other occasions, he enjoyed having everyone around and eating, drinking, playing games and having fun. Trivial pursuit was something he always wanted to play, probably because he would often win. He would always play as the blue counter, his favourite colour and if my nan was there which she usually was she would go on his team as she knew he would get everything right and she could sit back and sip her dissarano. I’m sorry nan but I really don’t think your going to win many games in future.
A memory of Christmas that sticks out is when we were playing a golf game on the Nintendo wii and it was my dads go. He was very competitive and put a lot of effort into his swing as he had to make up for the fact, he was playing sitting down. On this occasion he tried a bit too hard and also forgot to tighten the strap causing the wii remote to go flying off his wrist and straight into the tv destroying the screen. I will never forget the look on his face, a combination of shock and disbelief.
My dad also enjoyed playing real golf, many times with me and his son in law NAME but always with his mum. He caught the golf bug later in life but would play almost every week, sometimes twice a week for the part of the year they could use a buggy on the course. His father also used to go with them to drive the buggy and the sight of it all on the course was terrifying for others playing. A typical sight would be his father with his sunglasses on no matter the weather, driving the buggy with my dad in front and my nan sitting at the back trying to hold on as his father drove way to fast hitting every bump he could find and just about staying upright. He would then drop them off next to their drive which had gone maybe 50 yards at most, which considering their limitations wasn’t bad. They would play their shots with his father laughing hysterically and taunting them from the buggy as their balls went another 50 yards. To just be on the golf course playing with the pain my father was in and the limitations he had was an inspiration to me. He didn’t care what anyone else thought as he was doing what he enjoyed.
There are many more memories I could talk about and many more things he enjoyed doing but we’ll be here hours if I go into everything, and nobody wants that including me. NAME will go into more of my dad’s hobbies and life later, but I hope what the memories I’ve talked about show is how my dad loved being around his family and always lived life to the fullest. I wish we had more years with him, but I can say with confidence that he was happy and content that he had an excellent life.
There are a few milestones I want to talk about that I know would be important to my dad.
My Mum and Dad met working in a bakery. The day he got married to my mum I know he would have felt so lucky to have found someone he loved and could spend his life with or as my nan put it when preparing for today, he married the best tart in the bakery. They were always there for each other, and I know my dad would have very much appreciated the emotional support she gave him especially the last few years. It wasn’t easy for her either dealing with my dad’s illness but I’m so proud of my mum and dad for how they dealt with everything. Susan and I could not have wished for better parents.
The day my sister NAME and I were both born but especially me were big moments for my dad and changed his life forever, hopefully for the better but maybe not always. Also, important moments were when his Grandchildren NAME and NAME were born who may not know how lucky they are to have had my dad around for the time they did but they will when they are older as they look back to Grampys example and guidance.
My dad was so happy that NAME and I had both found what he had with my mum. For NAME it was NAME and for me it was NAME. NAME and I have chosen the easier option of having dogs rather than children which my dad, despite saying he never wanted a dog around or had any interest in them ended up loving having both NAME and NAME around. He would play with them despite it being hard for him and enjoyed taunting them with toys and chews and they would taunt him back by leaving things just out of reach for him.
The day my sister NAME and NAME got married was an emotional and wonderful day for my dad. Getting to walk his daughter down the aisle was a happy and proud moment for him. we didn’t know if he’d be able to do it beforehand, but he wasn’t going to miss the chance, so he got through it as he always did. My dad was not known for speaking in large crowds or being confident at it, in fact it was the opposite. However, the speech he gave at NAME wedding was incredible, funny, emotional, and memorable. He spoke from the heart without anything prepared and I am so proud he not only got through it but delivered an unforgettable speech.
There was never any pressure put on me or NAME. The only thing he wanted for us was to be happy and if we were happy that was ok for him.
I want to finish by sharing what some of his closest family wanted me to say on their behalf. This is their words read out by me.
His Wife NAME says, Mark was the love of my life, my soulmate with so many happy years together. Those years were rich with happy memories with our family. No more pain and suffering now my darling, rest now. My everlasting love always.
His daughter NAME says, I could not have asked for a better dad. You were always supportive and patient in everything I did. Your Grandchildren NAME and NAME will remember you as wise and funny, you always took an interest in what they liked. I will miss you incredibly, but you will forever be in my heart.
His Mother NAME says, Words cannot say how much I will miss you. I get comfort that you are not in any pain now. Sleep my darling until we are together again.
His brother NAME says, I will love and miss you always, brother.
His Brother NAME says, Dear Brother I will start by saying at least you are now at peace and pain free. You will be deeply missed by us all, after all you were the diplomatic one of the family. Mark was the most patient and calm member of us all and nothing was any bother for him to do. Love you Mark God bless you and thank you for being my brother, Love NAME.
His Son in law NAME says, thank you for welcoming me into your family with nothing but love and kindness. We shared a love for formula 1 and I’ll think of you whenever I’m watching a race.
His Niece NAME says, Uncle Mark was always kind and caring to me and you could tell how much he loved his family. Whenever I visited and complained about something he always found a way to spin it in a positive light and give me a new perspective. My last memory is of him in his chair putting his jumper on which got stuck after his arms were through. He made me jump because I thought he was headless and gave us all a good laugh. I feel lucky to have had him as an uncle.
Finally, for me he was my hero. I owe him everything. I couldn’t have wished for a better man to look up to and learn from. My respect for how he lived his life despite the challenges he faced is immeasurable. He never complained, never worried, never gave up, he lived his life to the maximum he could, doing the things he enjoyed around the people he loved right until the very end.
Dad I’m going to miss you beyond words and its going to be hard, but I will draw from what you taught me and live my life the best I can. It is said that a person is never truly gone as long as they are still talked about. Well, the impact You had on those around you means stories of you will be passed down for generations. The memories I have of you will stay in my head and the love and respect I have for you will remain in my heart forever.
2023.05.30 22:56 AngryGirlFem Sex Workers are Human Too
 | I'm going to open this conversation based on the subject of "Sex Worker" It's been a long time since I've actually taken the time to think about it as it feels so much like a part of my past and with time flying by, well I'm not ashamed of it, frankly apart of me misses the meeting of special "friends". Why I decided to reflect on this area of my life, was after I read this article Jesse Sage wrote. It got me thinking about how much courage Jesse had to be so open with her kids, but it's a good thing because it shows your kids your not just mom dealing with all the family stuff and busting your ass working to keep the family functioning, you're a human being first, a woman second and mom third, but sometimes all those roles may come in a different order, depending on your day. It's hard to say if I would have considered this area of work if I never had a family myself. Possibly I enjoyed the company of a hanging man who can make me laugh. submitted by AngryGirlFem to u/AngryGirlFem [link] [comments] However, I was an adult when I made these choices on my own. I've been a rebel all my life, but having kids hurts a young girl and when I speak to young women about family, my first piece of advice is "Please don't have kids", please live your DREAMS first. I'm not against mothers being sex - workers but frankly I think it's best not to go into this type of work if you have family because of the stigma and judgment. Regardless of what you do to support the family you can't win as a parent because you still have to delegate everything on your own and some kids understand that and others don't. My entire peeve of having a family is advocating for women of all ages to please NOT have kids. You have no idea how much it takes from you and alters every aspect of your life and in the end, whether you are a single mom or dad you will fail because there are too many expectations kids have. It's not because you're a sex -worker, it's because kids need parents to be present all the time, all day long and it's not possible if you have to work. Kids expect parents to be supportive and have answers to life, the problem with that is we don't. Parents are trying to figure it all out as they walk through life themselves. There are no manuals or instructions for raising kids. The mistake parents make is we expect kids to automatically know to do the right thing as they grow without instructions. It doesn't work like that kids need guidance and constant admiration and love. I was young having kids and getting married which was a bigger mistake because society tells young girls it's our responsibility. It's fucked up really and to place that pressure on a young person instead of encouraging her to live her dreams, go to school and figure out who you are, it's wrong. When I started as a sex worker it was many decades ago and the internet was public but workers were barely discovering the use of the net to advertise and when they did it took off like a rocket. I never worked the streets nor would I that is far too dangerous, but I did try the brothels in Nevada once to see what it was like. A HUGE WASTE OF TIME! Big mistake, it's not worth it at all, women these days have too many options for running their own website with safeguards on how to accept payment knowing you're going to have a decent quality client. If a man really wants to see you, he will follow your protocol. Otherwise don't bother. Sex Workers are Human Too
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2023.05.30 22:55 ferocious_puppy Eulogy for my Father
My father passed away last month at the age of 60. Although he had a number of illnesses, with one being from a young age, his death was unexpected. This is incredibly hard to come to terms with as I expect anyone on this subreddit would appreciate. Reading posts of some people on here who have lost loved ones at a young age or in terrible circumstances puts my loss in perspective but its still no less raw or devastating. I read a eulogy at my fathers funeral which I'm going to add below. It's long and most people won't read it but I just want to tell as many people as possible how amazing my father was. I have omitted any names from the eulogy and replaced with NAME. I will say though my dads name was Mark and I hope anyone who reads this sees how incredible he was.
Thank you all for coming.
My Dad was the person I looked up to the most, especially the older I got where I grew to appreciate the incredible man he was and how he lived his life. He had things very hard from a young age with multiple conditions, but he never let that define him. He appreciated the good things in his life, and not once did I ever hear him dwell on the bad that happened to him, his attitude was always to enjoy what he could surrounded by the people he loved for as long as he could no matter what was thrown his way. My dad possessed many qualities which include being kind, thoughtful, funny, loving and he is the strongest person mentally I’ve ever met and I’m proud and fortunate that he was my dad. The challenge to show those qualities became harder especially in the last few years but he never stopped living and being the man he always was, laughing, joking, and enjoying himself around his family.
His sense of humour was witty and dark, and he loved to wind people up, especially my mum. Even in his final hours he had his sense of humour. He was lying in bed that morning and he had a remote to move the bed into different positions. My mum heard him call her, so she went in and the remote was on the floor. My dad said sorry NAME can you pick it up, so she did. 10 minutes later she heard my dad call her again, so she went back in, the remote was on the floor again this time my dad had a grin on his face, my mum picked it up and gave it to him and warned him not to drop it again. He did of course drop it again and my mum saw a big smile on his face like he always had as she came back in. She knew he was winding her up and was smiling as well and I’m sure my dad thought about doing it again, but he knew one more time and it would be wrapped around his neck.
Two of my oldest memories I have of my dad are of stories he liked to tell because he found them funny to talk about over the years and I know he would like me to mention them. I don’t know whether it’s a coincidence they both involve alcohol, but he was a SURNAME so of course he enjoyed a drink.
The first is when I was around 5 and my dad and I were watching tv and he was enjoying a glass of whiskey. He went out to go to the bathroom and I seized my opportunity, grabbed the whiskey, and had a swig. My Dad came back into the room with me screaming it burns it burns pointing at the glass. My dad knew what needed to be done and rushed into action grabbing a can of lager and having me drink some to get rid of the whiskey taste. It did work to be fair and when I was older, I hated whiskey and enjoyed lager, which explains a lot.
The second story I want to share is another from when I was young. My dad would always go out drinking with his brothers NAME and NAME on boxing day. It was usually a nice casual drink and a chance for them to spend time together. However, on this occasion my dad got very drunk. So drunk his brothers had to carry him home which was an incredible feat by itself as he was not a small man. What was even more impressive is they managed to get him home but avoid my mum. They achieved this by leaving him sitting by the bins outside and knocking the door and running off. I don’t blame them, and I think it was a very smart move. However, what they didn’t expect was my dad to get up and manage to fall inside the bin. That was the sight that greeted my mum.
My dad was a great father to me and my sister NAME. He was limited physically in some of the things he could do with us but he more than made up for it in other ways and he was always there for us when we needed him. The only thing my father got wrong when NAME and I were growing up in my opinion is he should have been a bit harsher on NAME. She was always terrorizing me, and I was always calm and never did anything to instigate things, but she couldn’t be stopped. I think my father showed a bit of favouritism there.
At Christmas and other occasions, he enjoyed having everyone around and eating, drinking, playing games and having fun. Trivial pursuit was something he always wanted to play, probably because he would often win. He would always play as the blue counter, his favourite colour and if my nan was there which she usually was she would go on his team as she knew he would get everything right and she could sit back and sip her dissarano. I’m sorry nan but I really don’t think your going to win many games in future.
A memory of Christmas that sticks out is when we were playing a golf game on the Nintendo wii and it was my dads go. He was very competitive and put a lot of effort into his swing as he had to make up for the fact, he was playing sitting down. On this occasion he tried a bit too hard and also forgot to tighten the strap causing the wii remote to go flying off his wrist and straight into the tv destroying the screen. I will never forget the look on his face, a combination of shock and disbelief.
My dad also enjoyed playing real golf, many times with me and his son in law NAME but always with his mum. He caught the golf bug later in life but would play almost every week, sometimes twice a week for the part of the year they could use a buggy on the course. His father also used to go with them to drive the buggy and the sight of it all on the course was terrifying for others playing. A typical sight would be his father with his sunglasses on no matter the weather, driving the buggy with my dad in front and my nan sitting at the back trying to hold on as his father drove way to fast hitting every bump he could find and just about staying upright. He would then drop them off next to their drive which had gone maybe 50 yards at most, which considering their limitations wasn’t bad. They would play their shots with his father laughing hysterically and taunting them from the buggy as their balls went another 50 yards. To just be on the golf course playing with the pain my father was in and the limitations he had was an inspiration to me. He didn’t care what anyone else thought as he was doing what he enjoyed.
There are many more memories I could talk about and many more things he enjoyed doing but we’ll be here hours if I go into everything, and nobody wants that including me. NAME will go into more of my dad’s hobbies and life later, but I hope what the memories I’ve talked about show is how my dad loved being around his family and always lived life to the fullest. I wish we had more years with him, but I can say with confidence that he was happy and content that he had an excellent life.
There are a few milestones I want to talk about that I know would be important to my dad.
My Mum and Dad met working in a bakery. The day he got married to my mum I know he would have felt so lucky to have found someone he loved and could spend his life with or as my nan put it when preparing for today, he married the best tart in the bakery. They were always there for each other, and I know my dad would have very much appreciated the emotional support she gave him especially the last few years. It wasn’t easy for her either dealing with my dad’s illness but I’m so proud of my mum and dad for how they dealt with everything. Susan and I could not have wished for better parents.
The day my sister NAME and I were both born but especially me were big moments for my dad and changed his life forever, hopefully for the better but maybe not always. Also, important moments were when his Grandchildren NAME and NAME were born who may not know how lucky they are to have had my dad around for the time they did but they will when they are older as they look back to Grampys example and guidance.
My dad was so happy that NAME and I had both found what he had with my mum. For NAME it was NAME and for me it was NAME. NAME and I have chosen the easier option of having dogs rather than children which my dad, despite saying he never wanted a dog around or had any interest in them ended up loving having both NAME and NAME around. He would play with them despite it being hard for him and enjoyed taunting them with toys and chews and they would taunt him back by leaving things just out of reach for him.
The day my sister NAME and NAME got married was an emotional and wonderful day for my dad. Getting to walk his daughter down the aisle was a happy and proud moment for him. we didn’t know if he’d be able to do it beforehand, but he wasn’t going to miss the chance, so he got through it as he always did. My dad was not known for speaking in large crowds or being confident at it, in fact it was the opposite. However, the speech he gave at NAME wedding was incredible, funny, emotional, and memorable. He spoke from the heart without anything prepared and I am so proud he not only got through it but delivered an unforgettable speech.
There was never any pressure put on me or NAME. The only thing he wanted for us was to be happy and if we were happy that was ok for him.
I want to finish by sharing what some of his closest family wanted me to say on their behalf. This is their words read out by me.
His Wife NAME says, Mark was the love of my life, my soulmate with so many happy years together. Those years were rich with happy memories with our family. No more pain and suffering now my darling, rest now. My everlasting love always.
His daughter NAME says, I could not have asked for a better dad. You were always supportive and patient in everything I did. Your Grandchildren NAME and NAME will remember you as wise and funny, you always took an interest in what they liked. I will miss you incredibly, but you will forever be in my heart.
His Mother NAME says, Words cannot say how much I will miss you. I get comfort that you are not in any pain now. Sleep my darling until we are together again.
His brother NAME says, I will love and miss you always, brother.
His Brother NAME says, Dear Brother I will start by saying at least you are now at peace and pain free. You will be deeply missed by us all, after all you were the diplomatic one of the family. Mark was the most patient and calm member of us all and nothing was any bother for him to do. Love you Mark God bless you and thank you for being my brother, Love NAME.
His Son in law NAME says, thank you for welcoming me into your family with nothing but love and kindness. We shared a love for formula 1 and I’ll think of you whenever I’m watching a race.
His Niece NAME says, Uncle Mark was always kind and caring to me and you could tell how much he loved his family. Whenever I visited and complained about something he always found a way to spin it in a positive light and give me a new perspective. My last memory is of him in his chair putting his jumper on which got stuck after his arms were through. He made me jump because I thought he was headless and gave us all a good laugh. I feel lucky to have had him as an uncle.
Finally, for me he was my hero. I owe him everything. I couldn’t have wished for a better man to look up to and learn from. My respect for how he lived his life despite the challenges he faced is immeasurable. He never complained, never worried, never gave up, he lived his life to the maximum he could, doing the things he enjoyed around the people he loved right until the very end.
Dad I’m going to miss you beyond words and its going to be hard, but I will draw from what you taught me and live my life the best I can. It is said that a person is never truly gone as long as they are still talked about. Well, the impact You had on those around you means stories of you will be passed down for generations. The memories I have of you will stay in my head and the love and respect I have for you will remain in my heart forever.
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Thank you all for coming.
My Dad was the person I looked up to the most, especially the older I got where I grew to appreciate the incredible man he was and how he lived his life. He had things very hard from a young age with multiple conditions, but he never let that define him. He appreciated the good things in his life, and not once did I ever hear him dwell on the bad that happened to him, his attitude was always to enjoy what he could surrounded by the people he loved for as long as he could no matter what was thrown his way. My dad possessed many qualities which include being kind, thoughtful, funny, loving and he is the strongest person mentally I’ve ever met and I’m proud and fortunate that he was my dad. The challenge to show those qualities became harder especially in the last few years but he never stopped living and being the man he always was, laughing, joking, and enjoying himself around his family.
His sense of humour was witty and dark, and he loved to wind people up, especially my mum. Even in his final hours he had his sense of humour. He was lying in bed that morning and he had a remote to move the bed into different positions. My mum heard him call her, so she went in and the remote was on the floor. My dad said sorry NAME can you pick it up, so she did. 10 minutes later she heard my dad call her again, so she went back in, the remote was on the floor again this time my dad had a grin on his face, my mum picked it up and gave it to him and warned him not to drop it again. He did of course drop it again and my mum saw a big smile on his face like he always had as she came back in. She knew he was winding her up and was smiling as well and I’m sure my dad thought about doing it again, but he knew one more time and it would be wrapped around his neck.
Two of my oldest memories I have of my dad are of stories he liked to tell because he found them funny to talk about over the years and I know he would like me to mention them. I don’t know whether it’s a coincidence they both involve alcohol, but he was a SURNAME so of course he enjoyed a drink.
The first is when I was around 5 and my dad and I were watching tv and he was enjoying a glass of whiskey. He went out to go to the bathroom and I seized my opportunity, grabbed the whiskey, and had a swig. My Dad came back into the room with me screaming it burns it burns pointing at the glass. My dad knew what needed to be done and rushed into action grabbing a can of lager and having me drink some to get rid of the whiskey taste. It did work to be fair and when I was older, I hated whiskey and enjoyed lager, which explains a lot.
The second story I want to share is another from when I was young. My dad would always go out drinking with his brothers NAME and NAME on boxing day. It was usually a nice casual drink and a chance for them to spend time together. However, on this occasion my dad got very drunk. So drunk his brothers had to carry him home which was an incredible feat by itself as he was not a small man. What was even more impressive is they managed to get him home but avoid my mum. They achieved this by leaving him sitting by the bins outside and knocking the door and running off. I don’t blame them, and I think it was a very smart move. However, what they didn’t expect was my dad to get up and manage to fall inside the bin. That was the sight that greeted my mum.
My dad was a great father to me and my sister NAME. He was limited physically in some of the things he could do with us but he more than made up for it in other ways and he was always there for us when we needed him. The only thing my father got wrong when NAME and I were growing up in my opinion is he should have been a bit harsher on NAME. She was always terrorizing me, and I was always calm and never did anything to instigate things, but she couldn’t be stopped. I think my father showed a bit of favouritism there.
At Christmas and other occasions, he enjoyed having everyone around and eating, drinking, playing games and having fun. Trivial pursuit was something he always wanted to play, probably because he would often win. He would always play as the blue counter, his favourite colour and if my nan was there which she usually was she would go on his team as she knew he would get everything right and she could sit back and sip her dissarano. I’m sorry nan but I really don’t think your going to win many games in future.
A memory of Christmas that sticks out is when we were playing a golf game on the Nintendo wii and it was my dads go. He was very competitive and put a lot of effort into his swing as he had to make up for the fact, he was playing sitting down. On this occasion he tried a bit too hard and also forgot to tighten the strap causing the wii remote to go flying off his wrist and straight into the tv destroying the screen. I will never forget the look on his face, a combination of shock and disbelief.
My dad also enjoyed playing real golf, many times with me and his son in law NAME but always with his mum. He caught the golf bug later in life but would play almost every week, sometimes twice a week for the part of the year they could use a buggy on the course. His father also used to go with them to drive the buggy and the sight of it all on the course was terrifying for others playing. A typical sight would be his father with his sunglasses on no matter the weather, driving the buggy with my dad in front and my nan sitting at the back trying to hold on as his father drove way to fast hitting every bump he could find and just about staying upright. He would then drop them off next to their drive which had gone maybe 50 yards at most, which considering their limitations wasn’t bad. They would play their shots with his father laughing hysterically and taunting them from the buggy as their balls went another 50 yards. To just be on the golf course playing with the pain my father was in and the limitations he had was an inspiration to me. He didn’t care what anyone else thought as he was doing what he enjoyed.
There are many more memories I could talk about and many more things he enjoyed doing but we’ll be here hours if I go into everything, and nobody wants that including me. NAME will go into more of my dad’s hobbies and life later, but I hope what the memories I’ve talked about show is how my dad loved being around his family and always lived life to the fullest. I wish we had more years with him, but I can say with confidence that he was happy and content that he had an excellent life.
There are a few milestones I want to talk about that I know would be important to my dad.
My Mum and Dad met working in a bakery. The day he got married to my mum I know he would have felt so lucky to have found someone he loved and could spend his life with or as my nan put it when preparing for today, he married the best tart in the bakery. They were always there for each other, and I know my dad would have very much appreciated the emotional support she gave him especially the last few years. It wasn’t easy for her either dealing with my dad’s illness but I’m so proud of my mum and dad for how they dealt with everything. Susan and I could not have wished for better parents.
The day my sister NAME and I were both born but especially me were big moments for my dad and changed his life forever, hopefully for the better but maybe not always. Also, important moments were when his Grandchildren NAME and NAME were born who may not know how lucky they are to have had my dad around for the time they did but they will when they are older as they look back to Grampys example and guidance.
My dad was so happy that NAME and I had both found what he had with my mum. For NAME it was NAME and for me it was NAME. NAME and I have chosen the easier option of having dogs rather than children which my dad, despite saying he never wanted a dog around or had any interest in them ended up loving having both NAME and NAME around. He would play with them despite it being hard for him and enjoyed taunting them with toys and chews and they would taunt him back by leaving things just out of reach for him.
The day my sister NAME and NAME got married was an emotional and wonderful day for my dad. Getting to walk his daughter down the aisle was a happy and proud moment for him. we didn’t know if he’d be able to do it beforehand, but he wasn’t going to miss the chance, so he got through it as he always did. My dad was not known for speaking in large crowds or being confident at it, in fact it was the opposite. However, the speech he gave at NAME wedding was incredible, funny, emotional, and memorable. He spoke from the heart without anything prepared and I am so proud he not only got through it but delivered an unforgettable speech.
There was never any pressure put on me or NAME. The only thing he wanted for us was to be happy and if we were happy that was ok for him.
I want to finish by sharing what some of his closest family wanted me to say on their behalf. This is their words read out by me.
His Wife NAME says, Mark was the love of my life, my soulmate with so many happy years together. Those years were rich with happy memories with our family. No more pain and suffering now my darling, rest now. My everlasting love always.
His daughter NAME says, I could not have asked for a better dad. You were always supportive and patient in everything I did. Your Grandchildren NAME and NAME will remember you as wise and funny, you always took an interest in what they liked. I will miss you incredibly, but you will forever be in my heart.
His Mother NAME says, Words cannot say how much I will miss you. I get comfort that you are not in any pain now. Sleep my darling until we are together again.
His brother NAME says, I will love and miss you always, brother.
His Brother NAME says, Dear Brother I will start by saying at least you are now at peace and pain free. You will be deeply missed by us all, after all you were the diplomatic one of the family. Mark was the most patient and calm member of us all and nothing was any bother for him to do. Love you Mark God bless you and thank you for being my brother, Love NAME.
His Son in law NAME says, thank you for welcoming me into your family with nothing but love and kindness. We shared a love for formula 1 and I’ll think of you whenever I’m watching a race.
His Niece NAME says, Uncle Mark was always kind and caring to me and you could tell how much he loved his family. Whenever I visited and complained about something he always found a way to spin it in a positive light and give me a new perspective. My last memory is of him in his chair putting his jumper on which got stuck after his arms were through. He made me jump because I thought he was headless and gave us all a good laugh. I feel lucky to have had him as an uncle.
Finally, for me he was my hero. I owe him everything. I couldn’t have wished for a better man to look up to and learn from. My respect for how he lived his life despite the challenges he faced is immeasurable. He never complained, never worried, never gave up, he lived his life to the maximum he could, doing the things he enjoyed around the people he loved right until the very end.
Dad I’m going to miss you beyond words and its going to be hard, but I will draw from what you taught me and live my life the best I can. It is said that a person is never truly gone as long as they are still talked about. Well, the impact You had on those around you means stories of you will be passed down for generations. The memories I have of you will stay in my head and the love and respect I have for you will remain in my heart forever.
2023.05.30 22:55 RowAlternative7255 F.Sherman: Easily my worst ship
I need help with this thing, and I'm sure it's me not the ship. However, it's the only ship I own which I absolutely cannot play to the strengths of in any battle, despite being constantly reminded in chat and online of how powerful it supposedly is. I own every TIX and TX DD and can make them all work; but not this thing. I just die...fast. My main grievances are:
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- Trades most of its torps for SAP, which gets anaemic damage at best; especially when compared with my other SAP trading DD, Paulo. I'm lucky if I ever get above 1k on a Superstructure.
- Has incredibly bad concealment for a US DD, especially at this tier. Gets out spotted by many other gunboat DDs and probably all torpbotes within its spread. This makes bullying caps almost impossible unless the enemy team are complete potatoes.
- HE is ok but lacks the punch it needs to make me feel better about losing most of my torps. The DPM only partially offsets the lack of guns.
- Hydro is ok but again, if I want spot-spot memes I'll play something with better hydro or Black. This is definitely not a dev strike ship or even a capper so why would hydro matter?
- Is slow. I get that it's comparable to other USN DDs within this mm spread, but it loses so much and just seems to gain so little.
2023.05.30 22:55 OkAlternative2078 My crush who's in a relationship, keeps giving me mixed signals. What should I do..?? Please read and give your opinion
Last year, I changed my tuition classes and joined new one. It was my first day there and after I was asked to introduce myself to the class, I saw this very tall cute guy walk in and I found him kinda cute
A month flew by, I ended up becoming very popular and made alot of friends. During lectures / Before lectures, when I would be seated and then turn around to look and talk to my friends, I would notice in the corner of my eye that the 'cute tall guy' is looking at me. I thought it was just like a coincidence or mistake but more days passed by and during every lecture, I would see him looking at me and he'd never look away. We would make some of the most strange, random and cringe eye contacts but I still found him very attractive and NGL I started to have the smallest crush on him
Few days later, me and my friends were going to grab a bite to eat and just hang out. While eating and talking, the topic and boys and crushes came up. My stupid ass decided to tell my friends everything about this situation and I told them I had on a crush on this guy ( Let's call him V )
Obviously, them being typical Friends started teasing me and pressured me to go talk to him so I decided to go look for him on Instagram and follow him. I DM him asking if he was the guy from xyz class and he replied instantly as yes. ( Smooth asf ain't it ? Lol ). I sent him a following request and then he accepted it but didn't follow me back. And still somehow, he would be watching my stories, highlights and posts first without even following me
Weeks went by and all those weird moments kept happening. Keep in mind, he's pretty famous among the girls and there are many girls who are head over heels for him. He is a very confident guy who knows how to talk to the ladies but somehow goes all red in the face when I asked him the answer to a sum or just talk to him normally. By this point I had even heard him say to his friend during class "Bro when I was doodling ( my name ) in my notebook at school, my classmates went crazy asking about who she was and now I'd see "M" sticky notes on my bag and almost everywhere" like you only do all of this if you have a crush on a girl right boys?
So after this I decided to tell him I like him as I was already kinda confident. Turns out, his girl 'best friend' had confessed her love for V and asked him out a few weeks ago and he finally said yes. I was bummed. I felt really stupid. I decided to text him and ask him why he always looks at me like that and he just said "Who told you I look at you? It's your misunderstanding."
Currently, him and his girlfriend have been dating for about 7-8 months but it kinda seems forced. His girlfriend ( Zee ) has a bff who's also childhood friends with my best friend. He still keeps looking at me and tbh it is kinda clear that he likes me Zee's best friend somehow overheard my friends teasing me about V and then she went and told zee that I have a crush on him Zee said "i really didn't expect that.. but M ( me ) is a great person for not trying to get between me and V's relationship." And I guess after knowing about all of this ,Zee felt jealous and anxious so she went and asked V " Do you like M?" And he said "m-m? I..don't know." WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW!? This man really had the audacity to say idk to his girlfriend for a question like that!
Right now, they are still dating and taking alot of breaks and stuff and I still unfortunately see him paying more attention to small details about me instead of his girlfriend ! I guess this made Zee hate me and of course to my bad luck, I had gotten paired with him for an assignment. She really hates me now and glares at me. What should I do??
I can't move on or stop thinking about this guy + he's giving me mixed signals. What should I do ?? I really really hope you try to understand my situation and try to put yourself in my shoes. What would you do if this happened to you? Please let me know, I really need your help especially from the guys
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A month flew by, I ended up becoming very popular and made alot of friends. During lectures / Before lectures, when I would be seated and then turn around to look and talk to my friends, I would notice in the corner of my eye that the 'cute tall guy' is looking at me. I thought it was just like a coincidence or mistake but more days passed by and during every lecture, I would see him looking at me and he'd never look away. We would make some of the most strange, random and cringe eye contacts but I still found him very attractive and NGL I started to have the smallest crush on him
Few days later, me and my friends were going to grab a bite to eat and just hang out. While eating and talking, the topic and boys and crushes came up. My stupid ass decided to tell my friends everything about this situation and I told them I had on a crush on this guy ( Let's call him V )
Obviously, them being typical Friends started teasing me and pressured me to go talk to him so I decided to go look for him on Instagram and follow him. I DM him asking if he was the guy from xyz class and he replied instantly as yes. ( Smooth asf ain't it ? Lol ). I sent him a following request and then he accepted it but didn't follow me back. And still somehow, he would be watching my stories, highlights and posts first without even following me
Weeks went by and all those weird moments kept happening. Keep in mind, he's pretty famous among the girls and there are many girls who are head over heels for him. He is a very confident guy who knows how to talk to the ladies but somehow goes all red in the face when I asked him the answer to a sum or just talk to him normally. By this point I had even heard him say to his friend during class "Bro when I was doodling ( my name ) in my notebook at school, my classmates went crazy asking about who she was and now I'd see "M" sticky notes on my bag and almost everywhere" like you only do all of this if you have a crush on a girl right boys?
So after this I decided to tell him I like him as I was already kinda confident. Turns out, his girl 'best friend' had confessed her love for V and asked him out a few weeks ago and he finally said yes. I was bummed. I felt really stupid. I decided to text him and ask him why he always looks at me like that and he just said "Who told you I look at you? It's your misunderstanding."
Currently, him and his girlfriend have been dating for about 7-8 months but it kinda seems forced. His girlfriend ( Zee ) has a bff who's also childhood friends with my best friend. He still keeps looking at me and tbh it is kinda clear that he likes me Zee's best friend somehow overheard my friends teasing me about V and then she went and told zee that I have a crush on him Zee said "i really didn't expect that.. but M ( me ) is a great person for not trying to get between me and V's relationship." And I guess after knowing about all of this ,Zee felt jealous and anxious so she went and asked V " Do you like M?" And he said "m-m? I..don't know." WTF DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW!? This man really had the audacity to say idk to his girlfriend for a question like that!
Right now, they are still dating and taking alot of breaks and stuff and I still unfortunately see him paying more attention to small details about me instead of his girlfriend ! I guess this made Zee hate me and of course to my bad luck, I had gotten paired with him for an assignment. She really hates me now and glares at me. What should I do??
I can't move on or stop thinking about this guy + he's giving me mixed signals. What should I do ?? I really really hope you try to understand my situation and try to put yourself in my shoes. What would you do if this happened to you? Please let me know, I really need your help especially from the guys
2023.05.30 22:54 ThrowawayLC475 What shoes are good for walking on a gravel dirt path?
Hi,
My BF’s dad has invited me hunting, never done it before, haven’t even fired a gun before.
I kinda wanna impress him, I’ve got camping stuff already, but shoes. What shoes are good for walking on gravel, which are silent. I’ve been told I have a heavy walk.
Any help will is appreciated.
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My BF’s dad has invited me hunting, never done it before, haven’t even fired a gun before.
I kinda wanna impress him, I’ve got camping stuff already, but shoes. What shoes are good for walking on gravel, which are silent. I’ve been told I have a heavy walk.
Any help will is appreciated.
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No sign of Lightyear on Disney+, which is proof that the House of Mouse doesn’t have its hands on every franchise! Home to the likes of ‘Star Wars, ‘Marvel’, ‘Pixar’, National Geographic’, ESPN, STAR, and so much more, Disney+ is available at the annual membership fee of $79.99 or the monthly cost of $7.99. If you’re a fan of even one of these brands, then signing up to Disney+ is worth it, and there aren’t any ads, either.
Is Lightyear on HBO Max?
Sorry, Lightyear is not available on HBO Max. There is a lot of content from HBO Max for $14.99 a month, such a subscription is ad-free, and it allows you to access all the titles in the library of HBO Max. The streaming platform announced an ad-supported version that costs a lot less at $9.99 per month.
Is Lightyear on Hulu?
They’re not on Hulu, either! But prices for this streaming service currently start at $6.99 per month or $69.99 for the whole year. The ad-free version costs $12.99 per month, $64.99 per month for Hulu + Live TV, or $70.99 for the ad-free Hulu + Live TV.
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Unfortunately, Lightyear is not available to stream for free on Amazon Prime Video. However, you can choose other shows and movies to watch from there as it has a wide variety of shows and movies that you can choose from for $14.99 a month.
Is Lightyear on Peacock?
Lightyear is not available to watch on Peacock at the time of writing. Peacock offers a subscription costing $4.99 a month or $49.99 per year for a premium account. Like its namesake, the streaming platform is free with the content out in the open. However, limited.
Who Is in the Shin Kamen Rider Cast?
Captain America himself, Chris Evans, will be the voice of the film’s titular Space Ranger. Apart from Evans, Keke Palmer (Scream Queens), Dale Soules (Orange Is the New Black), and Taika Waititi (Jojo Rabbit) have also been announced as part of the cast, lending their voices to other ambitious recruits at Star Command. The voice cast includes Uzo Aduba, James Brolin, Mary McDonald-Lewis, Efren Ramirez, Peter Sohn, and Isiah Whitlock Jr. Bonus: Check out this featurette where the cast talks about what Buzz Lightyear means to them.
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You can’t stream Lightyear yet — but you’ll be able to soon. As a Disney movie, you can expect Lightyear to drop on their streaming service, Disney Plus, in the coming weeks, but the exact date of when that might happen hasn’t been announced yet.
Generally, with their cinematic releases, Disney and Pixar tend to follow either a 30-day release window or a 45-day release window. We don’t know which one they’re going with yet for Lightyear, but this means that given the movie’s global release date is June 17, we can expect Lightyear to be on Disney Plus sometime between July 21 and August 3, 2022.
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Lightyear can all be streamed using an HBO Max or Hulu subscription. If you’d prefer to rent the movies, only the first two are on Prime Video. Otherwise, all three films can be rented on YouTube, Apple TV+, or Google Play Movies & TV.
The second film in the franchise, Lightyear, will be released on June 17, 2022. Right now, it’s not confirmed where the movie will be streamed after its big-screen release.
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Lightyear is not available to watch on Netflix. Suppose you’re interested in other movies and shows. In that case, one can access the vast library of titles within Netflix under various subscription costs depending on the plan you choose: $9.99 per month for the basic plan, $15.99 monthly for the standard plan, and $19.99 a month for the premium plan.
Is Lightyear on Disney Plus?
No sign of Lightyear on Disney+, which is proof that the House of Mouse doesn’t have its hands on every franchise! Home to the likes of ‘Star Wars, ‘Marvel’, ‘Pixar’, National Geographic’, ESPN, STAR, and so much more, Disney+ is available at the annual membership fee of $79.99 or the monthly cost of $7.99. If you’re a fan of even one of these brands, then signing up to Disney+ is worth it, and there aren’t any ads, either.
Is Lightyear on HBO Max?
Sorry, Lightyear is not available on HBO Max. There is a lot of content from HBO Max for $14.99 a month, such a subscription is ad-free, and it allows you to access all the titles in the library of HBO Max. The streaming platform announced an ad-supported version that costs a lot less at $9.99 per month.
Is Lightyear on Hulu?
They’re not on Hulu, either! But prices for this streaming service currently start at $6.99 per month or $69.99 for the whole year. The ad-free version costs $12.99 per month, $64.99 per month for Hulu + Live TV, or $70.99 for the ad-free Hulu + Live TV.
Is Lightyear 2022 on Amazon Video?
Unfortunately, Lightyear is not available to stream for free on Amazon Prime Video. However, you can choose other shows and movies to watch from there as it has a wide variety of shows and movies that you can choose from for $14.99 a month.
Is Lightyear on Peacock?
Lightyear is not available to watch on Peacock at the time of writing. Peacock offers a subscription costing $4.99 a month or $49.99 per year for a premium account. Like its namesake, the streaming platform is free with the content out in the open. However, limited.
Who Is in the Shin Kamen Rider Cast?
Captain America himself, Chris Evans, will be the voice of the film’s titular Space Ranger. Apart from Evans, Keke Palmer (Scream Queens), Dale Soules (Orange Is the New Black), and Taika Waititi (Jojo Rabbit) have also been announced as part of the cast, lending their voices to other ambitious recruits at Star Command. The voice cast includes Uzo Aduba, James Brolin, Mary McDonald-Lewis, Efren Ramirez, Peter Sohn, and Isiah Whitlock Jr. Bonus: Check out this featurette where the cast talks about what Buzz Lightyear means to them.
2023.05.30 22:51 Archives-H I volunteered for an expedition to get off death row. I never should have entered the Sea of Green.
Before I begin my story I must maintain that my sentence to death was a wrong and vile thing to do. I maintain that I am not a killer. I did not kill the schoolchildren the authorities decided to hang me for.
My sentence to death, I must maintain, is a huge misunderstanding. There must be forces out there against me, who conspired to put me in prison for this very experiment, this accursed expedition.
I am not deranged. I am not insane.
The man in the odd multicolored sweater paid me a visit a week before my scheduled execution date. “You are the former schoolteacher Chet Adami?” he asked, polite, offering me a plastic cup of coffee.
I nodded, taking a sip. “I didn’t kill those kids,” I reiterated, for about the thousandth time. “Are you the uh, priest guy? That comes before-”
He shook his head and waved away the guards. “My name is Canopy Hydrangea,” he introduced, extending a hand. I shook it. “I understand you may not be guilty, despite what the state believes.”
I nodded. “Finally, someone who-”
He cut me off. “I’m not interested in your story. Whether you die or not is of no consequence to the people I represent,” he continued. “But I am here to offer you a deal. There’s a place the people I represent need exploring, and I need volunteers.”
He produced a sheet of paper and a pen. “This agreement,” he clasped it into my hands, “has you join a team of expendable, uh, volunteers such as yourself on this expedition. You get in, get the things we need, and get out- and you’re free for life.”
This was better than dying in prison.
I asked him what place this was that I’d be sent to. He told me I had to sign the form first. “I’ll do it, then,” I cheered, signing the document.
He smiled and patted me on the shoulder. “We’ll even give you a whole new identity,” he offered. And with that, he seized the document away from me and left the building.
Within hours I was blindfolded, sedated, and transported. When I awoke I was strapped to a bed in a helicopter, with four others beside me, all beginning to wake up.
The man who’d offered me the deal was there too, sucking on a lollipop while rearranging documents and photographs.
These images, I assumed, was the place they wanted us to explore. They were mostly all aerial photos, a sea of endless green and the occasional bird. And yet, there was more- images of impossible landscapes, dreamlike beings.
“Ah, you guys are awake!” he clapped once, and walked over.
The next few moments were a flash as he re-injected us with some sort of blue, wriggling substance. It was cold, and I swear it pulsed inside my arm.
Then we had landed, and the group was quickly taken inside a compound. We were freed and sat down in some sort of meeting room. More people were inside.
A blue haired lady joined the man.
“Welcome, volunteers,” he announced, pointing to a projector. “You are all, save for one, prisoners on death row,” he reminded. “This offer today is simple- you enter the forest, travel to an outpost we have recently lost contact with,” he turned on the projector, displayed a bright red cylinder labeled ‘SYSTEM RECORDER-A32’, “and recover this data module.”
The woman spoke next. “Easy, right?” she counted us. “We’ll provide maps,” she gestured to tablets. “But this forest is different.”
They proceeded to explain the reason they need ‘volunteers’ for the assignment then.
We were on an island somewhere in the Java Sea. The island had a massive forest in the center, one that at first glance seemed as normal as ever. This changed when an international mining company sent in a team of geologists to determine if there was anything of note beyond the forest.
This team never returned.
Nor did a second team, armed with weapons. Or an environmentalist group that ventured in to document new species. So then the organization our recruiters had come from entered the forest.
We were on the outskirts of the forest, at a place they were calling Ake Base.
Over the past month, they had begun to map the forest and determine why so many hadn’t returned. The reason was illogical- the forest was bigger than the island itself.
Drones that ventured in should have come out the other side- yet remained inside the forest, encountering bizarre phenomena and creatures undocumented.
Every so often, the forest would slope downwards, revealing a new layer with new and distinct ecosystems.
“Recently though,” Canopy concluded, “we’ve lost contact with several outposts in the third layer to eighth layers.” He changed the slide to one of the lost outposts, standing alone amidst a vibrant, alien forest. “You enter the forest, get to your team’s assigned outpost, get back out with the data and you’ll be set for life.”
“Does anyone choose to rescind their agreement?” the woman asked. “It’s either death, or this, and frankly, your chances here aren’t that better.”
There were some who raised their hands. “Hell no!” a man shouted. “I’m goin’ back to life!” The woman had them taken away. We heard gunfire outdoors. No life row for him.
Whoever they were- they were serious about this.
They started to call out names and assign teams.
My team, was small, four of us. There was a mercenary named Leo who kept talking about the food the organization had brought us. He seemed pleasant, charismatic, and I almost forgot he was a criminal.
There was a scientist called Anya who, as she joked, was ‘serving infinite life sentences’ for crimes against humanity. She was given the codes and a booklet of things to watch out for in what they called the ‘Sea of Green’.
Then there was Gail. She was quieter than the three of us, and had an almost eerie vibe to her. She didn’t tell us what she’d done to get here, but she was there nonetheless.
Thankfully, we were given the closest- and safest outpost. A little place in Layer Three, marked by the map as only a few hours walk away.
We set off the next day.
The forest, in the beginning, seemed to almost invite us in. The birds chirped and danced, unafraid of mankind. We even fed them the nuts we’d been given as breakfast rations, which they seemed to enjoy.
About an hour in, things changed. The light from the sun barely pierced the canopy, and at times, we had to utilize our flashlights to see what was in front of us. Leo took the lead, hacking away at the branch and vine in front of us.
The forest was starting to look like a jungle- and yet, as we traversed it never seemed to choose which one it wanted to be.
“Wait!” Anya hissed, as we crossed a stream that seemed oddly familiar. She read from the booklet, then to the map on tablets we’d been given. “We’ve made a circle.”
Leo shook his head. “That’s impossible,” he insisted. “I don’t remember turning.”
“Yeah,” I agreed, catching up from behind.
Anya shared the booklet. “It’s one first phenomena researchers encounter,” she explained. “This place plays tricks on us- we need to follow the stream.”
“But then,” Gail pointed out, “we’d be going in the wrong direction.”
“Trust the book,” Anya concluded. We followed the stream then, and the path started to grow denser, as if the forest hated us for traveling further. But the path was right, and the forest changed as we journeyed.
An hour later the forest had changed. It had sloped downwards a bit, inviting us to the second layer of the maze. The trees seemed higher, and the light was now gone completely.
This was when we started to hear it. Click-click.
“What was that?” I asked, turning. Click-click.
Anya rushed through the book. “It’s not documented.”
Click-click. And then we saw lights in the distance, lights that as we continued walking, were revealed to us as bulbous fruit on the trees that glowed an eerie electric blue.
Click-click. “You sure it’s not in that book?” Leo questioned, switching his machete out for a gun. Click-click.
The clicks were getting louder, each one sending a jolt of uneasy fear down my spine. We moved closer together now, fearing the unknown that were in these- A bush in front of us rustled. Leo aimed his weapon.
A deer- no, something like a deer popped out, gently squawking. It was… wrong in every sense, but it seemed more occupied in chewing a flower than us.
The small creature had the antlers of a deer, yes, but it also had the face of an old man. Not to mention six fists full of thumbs at the end of its legs. It inspected a glowing fruit with it’s odd thumbs.
“Ew,” Gail commented, disgusted. “What the hell is that?”
Anya didn’t have time to look for answers before a black, insectine limp shot out of one of the bulbous fruits and impaled the deer-thing. It screamed an all too human scream and struggled.
We backed away- and by then, the noise was overwhelming. Click-clickClick-clickClick-clickClickclickClickclickClick-clickClick-click. They erupted from every single one of the bulbous fruits, and things began to pour out of them.
The limbs, see, were attached to a head. The a simple sphere that opened into buzzsaws of teeth that grotesquely clicked as they opened. The face-deer only screamed as the clicking creatures devoured it.
“Run!” Leo reminded, shooting as some started to near us. “Run!”
That shook us out, and we ran, terror in our very veins. They seemed more interested in the fallen deer than us- but we still ran until we could no longer.
Actually, it was until I fell off and entered the third layer.
A weight appeared on my chest and I fought it off, thinking I was about to die- but the soft, furry creature atop me jumped off. It wasn’t one of the clicking monsters.
And then I realized the third layer was bright. The trees themselves were glowing now, not the insect fruits of before. And there were a whole host of new, bizarre creatures.
The thing I’d pushed off was some sort of rabbit, covered in glowing blue stripes. If layer two had been a forest of darkness this was it’s very opposite.
In the skies there were ribbons of glowing creatures- thin kites on an unseen wind. The trees were alive with all sorts of furried friends, darting here and there and eating odd colored berries that didn’t seem real.
Anya pointed and spoke, “Look!” It was the outpost, in ruins.
“But what attacked it?” Gail murmured, as we walked over.
We entered through a hole in the wall. The place was oddly peaceful, calming, now home to bioluminescent little ants that dotted the place. Occasionally, one or two of the face-deer would appear, licking the dots up with twin tongues that emerged from it’s too-human face.
“Cute,” Leo joked, picking one up and stroking it. It screamed back at him, chilling and he dropped it. “Never doing that again.”
The place was… too peaceful. And- “what happened to their bodies?” I posited. “If they were attacked- where’s their blood? Their corpses?”
Anya shrugged. “It is odd- perhaps they got devoured.” She gestured to the many oddities around us. “But you’re right, there should be bones, at least.”
This was when we heard the screaming. And all of a sudden every single creature retreated away, disappearing from view, save for the tiny ants inside with us. The screaming was a cacophony of voices, realer than the ones we’d heard from the face-deer.
“I think we need to go,” Leo whispered, holding out the red ‘data module’ in his hands. “Now.”
The screaming got ever closer, and the trees in front of the outpost, beyond a window, started to shake. “I concur.”
We were backing away when we heard the squelching of something loud and heavy. Turning around, we saw the screaming creature we’d heard. It was massive, fleshy, and filled with tiny gaping holes, some filled with eyes, all rising, breathing as one.
I nearly threw up. But that was for a different reason.
The holes were one thing. But the screaming, severed bodies of dozens of people attached the the eye-full monster was another. They screamed and screamed, their bodies unneatly joined and sown into the creature.
It sniffed the air and walked over to the glass, looking in as we hid. “What is it?” I squealed. “What the hell is that?”
The face of a victim in military clothes appeared at the window, screaming, face slowly popping, skin repairing and being digested all at once. Anya flipped through the pages. “They called it a Fleshweave. It absorbs bodies and eats them that way.”
That would explain the lack of bodies we’d seen.
The window shattered- and the thing began to force itself on it, flesh turning to churned cylinders through the window. The bodies, crushed further, screamed some more.
So we ran as the beasts fell into the room with a plop. And despite it’s heavy, gluttonous form it charged forwards, faster than it looked.
Out the outpost we went. I felt a meaty hand hit me and then I fell. It stalked towards me, but a gunshot from Leo burst it’s pus-ridden hand, covered my in grotesque, viscous liquid.
I picked myself up and ran from the screaming thing, up the steep slope and climbing onto the second layer.
I fell again, but Anya caught me, helping me up.
Leo did the same for Gail- but she slipped and fell back into the third layer. The thing approached her, all of it’s pulsing eyes upon her. “Help me!” she bellowed. “Don’t leave me-”
Leo prepared to jump down- but it was too late. The Fleshweave simply picked her up and it opened it’s skin, forging her into her body- er, her top half,- it severed the rest.
“Go!” I snapped, dragging the mercenary to action. The creature behind us lifted itself onto the dark forest and continued to follow.
Gail, merged with the other unfortunate bodies, screamed. I almost stopped in terror from the sound, but flight-or-fight forced me to continue.
Click-click. We found ourselves back in the center of the abode with the insect fruit. And the insects were clearly attracted to the stench of decay the monster emanated. Limbs emerged, and the face-beetles jumped up and swarmed the creatures.
I don't know if the creature was killed by it. I only remember Gail’s face as the insects started to pick her body- and so many others like her- apart.
The way out seemed harder than going in, but we made it. We survived. We reached the outpost and handed our data module to the man who’d offered us the deal. “Impressive,” he congratulated. “You’re the first team back.”
“I want out now,” I panted. “Back to real life.”
He patted me on the shoulder and gave me a sad smile. “According to the world you’ve already died by suicide in your cell,” he informed. “See, there’s a way the people I work for have operated so cleanly for the past few centuries.” He paused and took a step back. “We can’t afford loose ends, see, and you’ve shown us you have the guts to survive Bandai La- er, the Sea of Green.”
I took a step back, panicking. “What do you mean?”
He sighed. “We can’t give you a new life and risk exposing our operation here,” he explained. “And we still need ah, expendable people to lead us to whatever’s in the center of the island.” He handed me a can of soda. “Welcome to your new life. The Company really values your dedication as a treasured employee.”
But I don’t want this. I was promised freedom. And they can’t keep me from exposing them- I’ve typed this up and Anya did something to the tablet so I can receive and post things online.
I’m not sure if this’ll work. But if it is: I’m on an island somewhere in the Java Sea. There’s a forest that goes on forever and I’m being held as some sort of explorer by some Company.
Find me. Before I die.
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My sentence to death, I must maintain, is a huge misunderstanding. There must be forces out there against me, who conspired to put me in prison for this very experiment, this accursed expedition.
I am not deranged. I am not insane.
The man in the odd multicolored sweater paid me a visit a week before my scheduled execution date. “You are the former schoolteacher Chet Adami?” he asked, polite, offering me a plastic cup of coffee.
I nodded, taking a sip. “I didn’t kill those kids,” I reiterated, for about the thousandth time. “Are you the uh, priest guy? That comes before-”
He shook his head and waved away the guards. “My name is Canopy Hydrangea,” he introduced, extending a hand. I shook it. “I understand you may not be guilty, despite what the state believes.”
I nodded. “Finally, someone who-”
He cut me off. “I’m not interested in your story. Whether you die or not is of no consequence to the people I represent,” he continued. “But I am here to offer you a deal. There’s a place the people I represent need exploring, and I need volunteers.”
He produced a sheet of paper and a pen. “This agreement,” he clasped it into my hands, “has you join a team of expendable, uh, volunteers such as yourself on this expedition. You get in, get the things we need, and get out- and you’re free for life.”
This was better than dying in prison.
I asked him what place this was that I’d be sent to. He told me I had to sign the form first. “I’ll do it, then,” I cheered, signing the document.
He smiled and patted me on the shoulder. “We’ll even give you a whole new identity,” he offered. And with that, he seized the document away from me and left the building.
Within hours I was blindfolded, sedated, and transported. When I awoke I was strapped to a bed in a helicopter, with four others beside me, all beginning to wake up.
The man who’d offered me the deal was there too, sucking on a lollipop while rearranging documents and photographs.
These images, I assumed, was the place they wanted us to explore. They were mostly all aerial photos, a sea of endless green and the occasional bird. And yet, there was more- images of impossible landscapes, dreamlike beings.
“Ah, you guys are awake!” he clapped once, and walked over.
The next few moments were a flash as he re-injected us with some sort of blue, wriggling substance. It was cold, and I swear it pulsed inside my arm.
Then we had landed, and the group was quickly taken inside a compound. We were freed and sat down in some sort of meeting room. More people were inside.
A blue haired lady joined the man.
“Welcome, volunteers,” he announced, pointing to a projector. “You are all, save for one, prisoners on death row,” he reminded. “This offer today is simple- you enter the forest, travel to an outpost we have recently lost contact with,” he turned on the projector, displayed a bright red cylinder labeled ‘SYSTEM RECORDER-A32’, “and recover this data module.”
The woman spoke next. “Easy, right?” she counted us. “We’ll provide maps,” she gestured to tablets. “But this forest is different.”
They proceeded to explain the reason they need ‘volunteers’ for the assignment then.
We were on an island somewhere in the Java Sea. The island had a massive forest in the center, one that at first glance seemed as normal as ever. This changed when an international mining company sent in a team of geologists to determine if there was anything of note beyond the forest.
This team never returned.
Nor did a second team, armed with weapons. Or an environmentalist group that ventured in to document new species. So then the organization our recruiters had come from entered the forest.
We were on the outskirts of the forest, at a place they were calling Ake Base.
Over the past month, they had begun to map the forest and determine why so many hadn’t returned. The reason was illogical- the forest was bigger than the island itself.
Drones that ventured in should have come out the other side- yet remained inside the forest, encountering bizarre phenomena and creatures undocumented.
Every so often, the forest would slope downwards, revealing a new layer with new and distinct ecosystems.
“Recently though,” Canopy concluded, “we’ve lost contact with several outposts in the third layer to eighth layers.” He changed the slide to one of the lost outposts, standing alone amidst a vibrant, alien forest. “You enter the forest, get to your team’s assigned outpost, get back out with the data and you’ll be set for life.”
“Does anyone choose to rescind their agreement?” the woman asked. “It’s either death, or this, and frankly, your chances here aren’t that better.”
There were some who raised their hands. “Hell no!” a man shouted. “I’m goin’ back to life!” The woman had them taken away. We heard gunfire outdoors. No life row for him.
Whoever they were- they were serious about this.
They started to call out names and assign teams.
My team, was small, four of us. There was a mercenary named Leo who kept talking about the food the organization had brought us. He seemed pleasant, charismatic, and I almost forgot he was a criminal.
There was a scientist called Anya who, as she joked, was ‘serving infinite life sentences’ for crimes against humanity. She was given the codes and a booklet of things to watch out for in what they called the ‘Sea of Green’.
Then there was Gail. She was quieter than the three of us, and had an almost eerie vibe to her. She didn’t tell us what she’d done to get here, but she was there nonetheless.
Thankfully, we were given the closest- and safest outpost. A little place in Layer Three, marked by the map as only a few hours walk away.
We set off the next day.
The forest, in the beginning, seemed to almost invite us in. The birds chirped and danced, unafraid of mankind. We even fed them the nuts we’d been given as breakfast rations, which they seemed to enjoy.
About an hour in, things changed. The light from the sun barely pierced the canopy, and at times, we had to utilize our flashlights to see what was in front of us. Leo took the lead, hacking away at the branch and vine in front of us.
The forest was starting to look like a jungle- and yet, as we traversed it never seemed to choose which one it wanted to be.
“Wait!” Anya hissed, as we crossed a stream that seemed oddly familiar. She read from the booklet, then to the map on tablets we’d been given. “We’ve made a circle.”
Leo shook his head. “That’s impossible,” he insisted. “I don’t remember turning.”
“Yeah,” I agreed, catching up from behind.
Anya shared the booklet. “It’s one first phenomena researchers encounter,” she explained. “This place plays tricks on us- we need to follow the stream.”
“But then,” Gail pointed out, “we’d be going in the wrong direction.”
“Trust the book,” Anya concluded. We followed the stream then, and the path started to grow denser, as if the forest hated us for traveling further. But the path was right, and the forest changed as we journeyed.
An hour later the forest had changed. It had sloped downwards a bit, inviting us to the second layer of the maze. The trees seemed higher, and the light was now gone completely.
This was when we started to hear it. Click-click.
“What was that?” I asked, turning. Click-click.
Anya rushed through the book. “It’s not documented.”
Click-click. And then we saw lights in the distance, lights that as we continued walking, were revealed to us as bulbous fruit on the trees that glowed an eerie electric blue.
Click-click. “You sure it’s not in that book?” Leo questioned, switching his machete out for a gun. Click-click.
The clicks were getting louder, each one sending a jolt of uneasy fear down my spine. We moved closer together now, fearing the unknown that were in these- A bush in front of us rustled. Leo aimed his weapon.
A deer- no, something like a deer popped out, gently squawking. It was… wrong in every sense, but it seemed more occupied in chewing a flower than us.
The small creature had the antlers of a deer, yes, but it also had the face of an old man. Not to mention six fists full of thumbs at the end of its legs. It inspected a glowing fruit with it’s odd thumbs.
“Ew,” Gail commented, disgusted. “What the hell is that?”
Anya didn’t have time to look for answers before a black, insectine limp shot out of one of the bulbous fruits and impaled the deer-thing. It screamed an all too human scream and struggled.
We backed away- and by then, the noise was overwhelming. Click-clickClick-clickClick-clickClickclickClickclickClick-clickClick-click. They erupted from every single one of the bulbous fruits, and things began to pour out of them.
The limbs, see, were attached to a head. The a simple sphere that opened into buzzsaws of teeth that grotesquely clicked as they opened. The face-deer only screamed as the clicking creatures devoured it.
“Run!” Leo reminded, shooting as some started to near us. “Run!”
That shook us out, and we ran, terror in our very veins. They seemed more interested in the fallen deer than us- but we still ran until we could no longer.
Actually, it was until I fell off and entered the third layer.
A weight appeared on my chest and I fought it off, thinking I was about to die- but the soft, furry creature atop me jumped off. It wasn’t one of the clicking monsters.
And then I realized the third layer was bright. The trees themselves were glowing now, not the insect fruits of before. And there were a whole host of new, bizarre creatures.
The thing I’d pushed off was some sort of rabbit, covered in glowing blue stripes. If layer two had been a forest of darkness this was it’s very opposite.
In the skies there were ribbons of glowing creatures- thin kites on an unseen wind. The trees were alive with all sorts of furried friends, darting here and there and eating odd colored berries that didn’t seem real.
Anya pointed and spoke, “Look!” It was the outpost, in ruins.
“But what attacked it?” Gail murmured, as we walked over.
We entered through a hole in the wall. The place was oddly peaceful, calming, now home to bioluminescent little ants that dotted the place. Occasionally, one or two of the face-deer would appear, licking the dots up with twin tongues that emerged from it’s too-human face.
“Cute,” Leo joked, picking one up and stroking it. It screamed back at him, chilling and he dropped it. “Never doing that again.”
The place was… too peaceful. And- “what happened to their bodies?” I posited. “If they were attacked- where’s their blood? Their corpses?”
Anya shrugged. “It is odd- perhaps they got devoured.” She gestured to the many oddities around us. “But you’re right, there should be bones, at least.”
This was when we heard the screaming. And all of a sudden every single creature retreated away, disappearing from view, save for the tiny ants inside with us. The screaming was a cacophony of voices, realer than the ones we’d heard from the face-deer.
“I think we need to go,” Leo whispered, holding out the red ‘data module’ in his hands. “Now.”
The screaming got ever closer, and the trees in front of the outpost, beyond a window, started to shake. “I concur.”
We were backing away when we heard the squelching of something loud and heavy. Turning around, we saw the screaming creature we’d heard. It was massive, fleshy, and filled with tiny gaping holes, some filled with eyes, all rising, breathing as one.
I nearly threw up. But that was for a different reason.
The holes were one thing. But the screaming, severed bodies of dozens of people attached the the eye-full monster was another. They screamed and screamed, their bodies unneatly joined and sown into the creature.
It sniffed the air and walked over to the glass, looking in as we hid. “What is it?” I squealed. “What the hell is that?”
The face of a victim in military clothes appeared at the window, screaming, face slowly popping, skin repairing and being digested all at once. Anya flipped through the pages. “They called it a Fleshweave. It absorbs bodies and eats them that way.”
That would explain the lack of bodies we’d seen.
The window shattered- and the thing began to force itself on it, flesh turning to churned cylinders through the window. The bodies, crushed further, screamed some more.
So we ran as the beasts fell into the room with a plop. And despite it’s heavy, gluttonous form it charged forwards, faster than it looked.
Out the outpost we went. I felt a meaty hand hit me and then I fell. It stalked towards me, but a gunshot from Leo burst it’s pus-ridden hand, covered my in grotesque, viscous liquid.
I picked myself up and ran from the screaming thing, up the steep slope and climbing onto the second layer.
I fell again, but Anya caught me, helping me up.
Leo did the same for Gail- but she slipped and fell back into the third layer. The thing approached her, all of it’s pulsing eyes upon her. “Help me!” she bellowed. “Don’t leave me-”
Leo prepared to jump down- but it was too late. The Fleshweave simply picked her up and it opened it’s skin, forging her into her body- er, her top half,- it severed the rest.
“Go!” I snapped, dragging the mercenary to action. The creature behind us lifted itself onto the dark forest and continued to follow.
Gail, merged with the other unfortunate bodies, screamed. I almost stopped in terror from the sound, but flight-or-fight forced me to continue.
Click-click. We found ourselves back in the center of the abode with the insect fruit. And the insects were clearly attracted to the stench of decay the monster emanated. Limbs emerged, and the face-beetles jumped up and swarmed the creatures.
I don't know if the creature was killed by it. I only remember Gail’s face as the insects started to pick her body- and so many others like her- apart.
The way out seemed harder than going in, but we made it. We survived. We reached the outpost and handed our data module to the man who’d offered us the deal. “Impressive,” he congratulated. “You’re the first team back.”
“I want out now,” I panted. “Back to real life.”
He patted me on the shoulder and gave me a sad smile. “According to the world you’ve already died by suicide in your cell,” he informed. “See, there’s a way the people I work for have operated so cleanly for the past few centuries.” He paused and took a step back. “We can’t afford loose ends, see, and you’ve shown us you have the guts to survive Bandai La- er, the Sea of Green.”
I took a step back, panicking. “What do you mean?”
He sighed. “We can’t give you a new life and risk exposing our operation here,” he explained. “And we still need ah, expendable people to lead us to whatever’s in the center of the island.” He handed me a can of soda. “Welcome to your new life. The Company really values your dedication as a treasured employee.”
But I don’t want this. I was promised freedom. And they can’t keep me from exposing them- I’ve typed this up and Anya did something to the tablet so I can receive and post things online.
I’m not sure if this’ll work. But if it is: I’m on an island somewhere in the Java Sea. There’s a forest that goes on forever and I’m being held as some sort of explorer by some Company.
Find me. Before I die.
2023.05.30 22:49 sentientpaperweight Rabbit nests after #NoMowMay
If you let your grass grow tall during No-Mow May, please inspect your lawn carefully for rabbit nests before you start your mower in June.
#NoMowMay is a movement that started in England, where rabbits nest in underground burrows. In the Americas, rabbits dig very shallow depressions in meadows, fields, and overgrown lawns. Their babies huddle together in these above-ground nests and are concealed by the tall grasses around them, so they're mostly invisible unless you're looking straight down at them. Wildlife rehabilitators know all too well the damage a lawn mower can do to a rabbit nest.
Anytime you've gone too long between mowings, it's a good idea to walk through your lawn and look for obstacles like fallen branches, litter, ant hills, box turtles, etc., before you mow. So consider this to be a "best practices" tip in general, and keep an eye out for baby bunnies as you go.
If you think this is important, please spread this message. #NoMowMay is a fairly new movement and has been controversial for other reasons (think homeowners associations and city ordinances). Personally I think it would be better if we just reduced the square footage of our lawns (ideally to zero!) and mow them regularly with the blades set at their highest setting, to allow grass to grow deeper roots and thereby conserve water. Even better if we use electric mowers powered by renewable energy! Hell, while I'm up on this soapbox, I might as well go all out -- Legalize weeds!!!
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#NoMowMay is a movement that started in England, where rabbits nest in underground burrows. In the Americas, rabbits dig very shallow depressions in meadows, fields, and overgrown lawns. Their babies huddle together in these above-ground nests and are concealed by the tall grasses around them, so they're mostly invisible unless you're looking straight down at them. Wildlife rehabilitators know all too well the damage a lawn mower can do to a rabbit nest.
Anytime you've gone too long between mowings, it's a good idea to walk through your lawn and look for obstacles like fallen branches, litter, ant hills, box turtles, etc., before you mow. So consider this to be a "best practices" tip in general, and keep an eye out for baby bunnies as you go.
If you think this is important, please spread this message. #NoMowMay is a fairly new movement and has been controversial for other reasons (think homeowners associations and city ordinances). Personally I think it would be better if we just reduced the square footage of our lawns (ideally to zero!) and mow them regularly with the blades set at their highest setting, to allow grass to grow deeper roots and thereby conserve water. Even better if we use electric mowers powered by renewable energy! Hell, while I'm up on this soapbox, I might as well go all out -- Legalize weeds!!!
2023.05.30 22:48 Plastic_Guava_3482 AITA for not getting along with my manager
A week before my new manager first came in, I wasn't aware of his role and he first asked me for a complete system diagram and messaged me with an ultimatum of me not making any "unilateral" decisions until he's there. But when I asked him what his role was he didn't want to tell me as it's above him to tell me anything. I asked the higher-ups about him and was informed he is the new manager, and that "my inputs are still welcome".
A few weeks go by and the new manager started changing a few things at work. I had a previous verbal agreement with the senior manager to have one meeting a week, now there's four (I disagreed, but the new manager wants us to "try it"). I also could work anytime I want, now I can't. He also reversed some of my work and modified it, which I didn't like. He came with a decision in mind and never consulted me to try and fix it myself.
He asked for my input on things, and I am honest when I say that I disagree, and I give him reasons why I didn't (some changes are only preferential in my opinion, it didn't convince me enough), but I would "not stop him from changing it if he wishes". After a couple of back and forth like this, he felt that, I don't support anything he comes up with and that I should refrain from working with him until further notice.
Also during the meetings I prefer not to talk too much and prefer chat since it's supposed to be 15 minutes that often lingers on to 30-40 minutes. But one of my colleagues says this shows I have a bad attitude, so I tried to change that.
The situation was not good, so I messaged him and said that I appreciate having him around (I really did!) and I am open to work with him more. I also tried using the word "support". If I disagree, I would say, "I disagree, but I would support your decision and would love to help out". I'm not bootlicking or being sarcastic here. But I feel like I am walking on eggshells when talking with him.
A few months pass, and it got worse for some reason. I keep doing what is asked of me and I attend the meetings. But we got into an argument because I asked him to write clearly instead of sending me a wall of text. As he understands it, I always fail to do as he says, and he is frustrated that I don't get it even if he sends a wall of text.
Also, in the beginning I told him that I like challenges and would love to help out with hard tasks, but he always put the harder tasks at the bottom priority I cannot finish them because there's another higher priority task I should do every few days. He sees this as me trying to avoid harder tasks, but he also thinks that I am constantly making easier tasks harder because I'm "bored".
He began accusing me of purposefully sabotaging my tasks, just to annoy him. Because I always "twist what he says". Finally, he asked for my employment details assuming he's going to fire me.
I don't know what to do anymore, I've tried my best to play game and I am accepting my fate.
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A few weeks go by and the new manager started changing a few things at work. I had a previous verbal agreement with the senior manager to have one meeting a week, now there's four (I disagreed, but the new manager wants us to "try it"). I also could work anytime I want, now I can't. He also reversed some of my work and modified it, which I didn't like. He came with a decision in mind and never consulted me to try and fix it myself.
He asked for my input on things, and I am honest when I say that I disagree, and I give him reasons why I didn't (some changes are only preferential in my opinion, it didn't convince me enough), but I would "not stop him from changing it if he wishes". After a couple of back and forth like this, he felt that, I don't support anything he comes up with and that I should refrain from working with him until further notice.
Also during the meetings I prefer not to talk too much and prefer chat since it's supposed to be 15 minutes that often lingers on to 30-40 minutes. But one of my colleagues says this shows I have a bad attitude, so I tried to change that.
The situation was not good, so I messaged him and said that I appreciate having him around (I really did!) and I am open to work with him more. I also tried using the word "support". If I disagree, I would say, "I disagree, but I would support your decision and would love to help out". I'm not bootlicking or being sarcastic here. But I feel like I am walking on eggshells when talking with him.
A few months pass, and it got worse for some reason. I keep doing what is asked of me and I attend the meetings. But we got into an argument because I asked him to write clearly instead of sending me a wall of text. As he understands it, I always fail to do as he says, and he is frustrated that I don't get it even if he sends a wall of text.
Also, in the beginning I told him that I like challenges and would love to help out with hard tasks, but he always put the harder tasks at the bottom priority I cannot finish them because there's another higher priority task I should do every few days. He sees this as me trying to avoid harder tasks, but he also thinks that I am constantly making easier tasks harder because I'm "bored".
He began accusing me of purposefully sabotaging my tasks, just to annoy him. Because I always "twist what he says". Finally, he asked for my employment details assuming he's going to fire me.
I don't know what to do anymore, I've tried my best to play game and I am accepting my fate.
2023.05.30 22:47 Mother-Coconut-5271 AITA for kicking out my best friend?
So I 33F met one of my best friends 37F at my baby shower of all places. A friend I went to high school with was pregnant at the same time as me so she came to my shower and brought her sister. Well her sister and I hit it off and we instantly became best friends. She had literally became my ride or die. We always were having girls night at my house or just going places and doing things together. She always included my daughter which made me love her even more. Well as the years went on she came to me when he and her other half separated needing somewhere to live. At this time I had moved in with my grandparents after my split. I was helping take care of them and they put a roof over mine and my daughters heads. Well when this friend called me she was bawling and I felt so bad for her cause she quiet literally had no where to go. I stuck my neck out for her and went to my nanna asking if my friend could move in. There was rules and what not that my friend agreed to so that very week she moved in. Keep in mind it was only a three bedroom house and my grandparents were downstairs and myself and daughter were upstairs in the other two rooms. I aloud my friend to move into my room with me where she also shared my bed. We had sleepovers before so it didn't bother me one bit cause she was my friend. Well as the months went on I was having to put extra food into the house which was not in the rules my nanna gave her. She was suppose to be paying rent, supplying her own food and necessities. I couldn't afford to pay her way. I tried to help her but finally enough was enough when she went to the bathroom and left the bathroom door open and then proceeded to yell and cuss at my 7 yr old daughter for standing in front of the bathroom door while speaking to me. (bathroom was right as you walked into my bedroom) I sent my daughter downstairs with her nanna and proceeded to yell at my friend. One thing she wasn't going to do was cuss or raise her voice to my child. It wasn't her fault that my friend didn't close the bathroom door which she should have done. Well a few weeks go by after the incident and I was hanging out with her other two sisters at my moms. And she started acting weird. Every time I left the house she tried to go with me. She even tried to go with me on my date with my fiance at the time. I quickly shut it down. Well a week later I was having a girls night at my moms with her other two sisters and this is when all hell breaks loose. I told her younger sister some stuff my friend had been saying about her cause it didn't make since to me. Well it caused them to fight. I wasn't trying to start anything but what I what I told the younger sister had me worried which is the only reason I brought it up. They fought and I fell asleep that night to wake up the next morning to my friend texting my MOM of all people. She was saying some stuff about me using her vehicle. I used it twice when mine was in the shop which she told me I could use. I offered her gas money and she told me not to worry about it cause she knew I was struggling with money myself being a single mom. So I got extremely pissed cause she was bringing it up after she told me not to worry about it. I texted her and went off. It was then brought to my knowledge that she was telling her WHOLE family I was pregnant. I was in shock. I had confided in her that I could be but asked her not to say anything til I knew for sure so I could tell my fiance. Well I found out I wasn't. She was with me when I took the test. So I had to clean up her mess again. I cussed her out over text and told her that if she wanted to be petty I could be petty. I told her I didn't have to stick my neck out for her or let her use my room. So from then on out that she could start sleeping on the couch. Well I finally make it home and come in to her on the couch and she moved all her stuff out of my room. I went straight to my room and did a movie day with my daughter. Now I'm a firm believer in not arguing in front of children so being a adult I texted her and told her I thought it was best for her to find a new place to live. She said she was working on it. I left it alone. Well then she wanted to argue with me cuss at me. She hadn't worked but three weeks the five months she lived with me so I got ugly. I told her she needed to be out by monday so that gave her two days to find somewhere to go. Keep in mind her mom lives on the same block i do, only a few houses up from me. She started packing her stuff and tried taking some things of mine. I called her out and took my things back and went back to my room. I sent my daughter downstairs with her grandparents just encase things got ugly. She proceeded to start throwing my things at me. I come around the corner yelling at her and she went to throw glass plates and bowls at me. I slapped them down to the floor and went at her. My grandfafther come up behind me telling her she needed to leave immediately. So then she proceeds to cuss at my 75 yr old poppy. It set me on fire again so I went at her again. I was pulled back and my nanna got in it. By this point im raging. My nanna tells her to leave and she can come get the rest of her things tomorrow. I turn and walk away and that when I'm told i'm bleeding. Her throwing those dishes at me and me reacting caused me to have to get stitches in both hands and arms and I broke my thumb shielding myself. Her sister came over and took me to the doctor. Thankfully when I got back she was gone. After she was finally out I realized she stole my daughters piggy bank that had over $400 in it and her whole Disney DVD movie collection that I had been buying since my daughter had come home from the hospital. anyways I hadn't spoken to her in months after this and her sisters kept trying to wedge me back with her. Well my friend apologized but I refuse to have her in my life anymore. She hurt me and stole from the one person I love most in this world. Am I the asshole for telling her to fuck off?
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2023.05.30 22:46 forfuxzake How Many Years Total?
I've tried to search online as best I could and can't find a solid answer. Do any of you know how many years pass in the walking dead timeline on screen from pilot to finale?
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2023.05.30 22:45 throwRADazer My bf (M 21) is talking to his ‘girl best friend’ (F 21) a lot more and it is worrying me.
A bit of back story. Me (f 22) and my bf (m 21) have been together for over ten months and have had only little arguments along the way. He always had a girl best friend, let’s call her taylor (f 21) who has been there the whole time and has always been there for him, they had a bit of a falling out and the girl best friends bf made her cut contact with my boyfriend. Skip maybe 2 weeks and suddenly this new girl bestfriend (f 21) has shown up, she’s never been mentioned before but when originally mentioned he said he had met her online (a dating app) and they had never met in person.
Around 2 weeks later he mentioned might meet up with her to go on a walk like they used to, this flagged up to me as originally he said they had never met but apparently they had a few times before and nothing ever happened. Of course this turned into a conversation onto where I stated my perspective, I understand having best friends and meeting with people but I felt that this relationship formed more on a attraction basis, I was saying I trust him but feel if it was me in the situation and it was flipped I would never do that. Since then it was never mentioned and of my knowledge never happened, this was around 2 months ago and I noticed their convocation fizzled out.
Fast forward to a couple days ago on his phone popped up a message and as we have access to each other’s phones I never thought that anything would have come up to it, to my surprise they have been talking non stop for the past few weeks with a few messages being highlighted as ‘do you want to have some fun’ and a lot of compliments on her snap stories. I broke down immediately and spoke to him about this, apparently this was him flirting as a joke to her boyfriend, but obviously with those being the only messaged saved I immediately jumped to a conclusion. What do I do now? I’m trying to trust but I have this gut feeling that I’m going to get hurt as I’ve had this happen to me in the past with the ‘girl best friend’. I’m not sure how to set my boundaries anymore as I feel like if it was to her it’s emotionally cheating. HELP
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Around 2 weeks later he mentioned might meet up with her to go on a walk like they used to, this flagged up to me as originally he said they had never met but apparently they had a few times before and nothing ever happened. Of course this turned into a conversation onto where I stated my perspective, I understand having best friends and meeting with people but I felt that this relationship formed more on a attraction basis, I was saying I trust him but feel if it was me in the situation and it was flipped I would never do that. Since then it was never mentioned and of my knowledge never happened, this was around 2 months ago and I noticed their convocation fizzled out.
Fast forward to a couple days ago on his phone popped up a message and as we have access to each other’s phones I never thought that anything would have come up to it, to my surprise they have been talking non stop for the past few weeks with a few messages being highlighted as ‘do you want to have some fun’ and a lot of compliments on her snap stories. I broke down immediately and spoke to him about this, apparently this was him flirting as a joke to her boyfriend, but obviously with those being the only messaged saved I immediately jumped to a conclusion. What do I do now? I’m trying to trust but I have this gut feeling that I’m going to get hurt as I’ve had this happen to me in the past with the ‘girl best friend’. I’m not sure how to set my boundaries anymore as I feel like if it was to her it’s emotionally cheating. HELP
2023.05.30 22:44 RFC2001 Rebooking Every WWE PPV from WrestleMania 1 - WrestleMania 40 - Part 42 (Long)
Judgment Day 2006 (SmackDown)
Date: 21/5/06
Location: US Airways, Phoenix, Arizona
WWE Tag Team Championship:
MNM (c) w/Melina vs Paul London & Brian Kendrick
Cruiserweight Championship:
Gregory Helms (c) vs Super Crazy
United States Championship:
Chris Benoit (c) vs Finlay
The Undertaker vs Mark Henry w/Daivari
(After WrestleMania, Mark Henry and Daivari form an alliance which the World’s Strongest Man wants to make a further statement after taking Batista out of action. Henry targets The Undertaker, brutally attacks him on SmackDown and claims he’s the most dominant individual in the company. Henry challenges Taker to a match at Judgement Day which The Deadman accepts, saying it will be Judgment Day for Mark Henry for the sin he’s committed by attacking him. Mark Henry shockingly wins clean and The Great Khali is nowhere to be seen.)
Bobby Lashley vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T wins thanks to a distraction from Sharmell.)
Title vs Career Match for the World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs JBL
(Rey won’t be a jobber bitch to anyone in the build up to this match. Instead, JBL wins a #1 Contender’s Match against Chris Benoit to earn this opportunity for the World Heavyweight Championship. Bradshaw says Rey Mysterio’s win at No Way Out over him was a fluke and he’s that confident of beating Rey Mysterio this time that he’ll even put his career on the line. Rey says that not only will he beat Bradshaw again to keep his title but he’ll finally free the WWE and the fans from the poisonous bully that is JBL. Rey Mysterio retains the championship and beats JBL again to end his career… for now. The show draws to a close with the crowd taunting JBL.)
ECW One Night Stand 2006
Date: 11/6/06
Location: Hammerstein Ballroom, Manhattan, New York, New York
Kurt Angle vs Randy Orton
(Kurt Angle is drafted to ECW which pisses Vince McMahon off to the point he instructs Randy Orton who’s just been drafted to RW to take care of the traitor. Angle wins clean and this is Orton’s punishment for violating the Wellness Policy.)
Tazz vs Jerry Lawler
(Tazz squashes Lawler in 30 seconds.)
Extreme Rules Match for the World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Tommy Dreamer
(With ECW back, Paul Heyman challenges Rey Mysterio who was once part of ECW to defend his championship at One Night Stand against one of his guys. Rey accepts and welcomes the challenge from anyone Heyman chooses. Paul Heyman picks the heart and soul of ECW, Tommy Dreamer! Dreamer says while he respects Rey, beating him for the World Championship on ECW’s return is an opportunity he just can’t pass up. Rey tells Dreamer he understands his thinking but he’s not allowing his boyhood dream to end right now. In a very good and brutal encounter, Rey Mysterio wins to retain the World Heavyweight Championship. Both men shake hands after the match with Dreamer raising Rey’s arm.)
Hardcore Match:
Mick Foley vs Edge w/Lita
(The match we got in real life at WrestleMania 22 in real life happens here instead. After costing Edge the WWE Championship at Backlash, Mick Foley says that was just him getting even but he’s not done with Edge. Foley challenges the Rated R Superstar to a Hardcore match at this event which Edge accepts, promising to destroy the Hardcore Legend once and for all. We get that same flaming table spot in a brutal affair. Edge wins clean.)
Hardcore Match:
Sabu vs Terry Funk
(Just to emphasise ECW’s return further, let’s put the two craziest bastards going in a match against one another. Sabu wins in another brutal and bloody affair.)
Extreme Rules Match for the WWE Championship:
John Cena (c) vs Rob Van Dam
(Rob Van Dam tells John Cena in advance when he’s cashing in just like he did in real life. Van Dam tells Cena that he’s cashing in at ECW One Night Stand in a building that he calls home, The Hammerstein Ballroom. In a very back and forth main event with Cena being booed out of the building, Rob Van Dam beats John Cena clean to win the WWE Championship! Edge doesn’t appear in the slightest.)
Vengeance 2006 (Raw)
Date: 25/6/06
Location: Charlotte Bobcats Arena, Charlotte, North Carolina
Intercontinental Championship:
Shelton Benjamin (c) vs Val Venis
Ric Flair vs Umaga w/Armando Estrada
(Umaga wins clean to remain undefeated although Flair puts up a fight in his hometown.)
WWE World Tag Team Championship:
Carlito & Chris Masters (c) vs Sabu & The Sandman
Kane vs The Big Show
Kurt Angle vs Randy Orton
(Orton cheats to win after hitting a low blow when the referee isn’t looking. Angle leaves the company shortly after.)
D-Generation X vs The Spirit Squad
(Vince McMahon is furious that Triple H has aligned with Shawn Michaels again and says he should never have trusted him. Vince says there will be consequences and at Vengeance, DX will face off against all 5 members of The Spirit Squad. In the build up, DX rip the utter pss out the McMahons by dressing up as them, covering them and The Spirit Squad in sht, saying Vince McMahon loves c*cks etc. Despite the odds being against them, DX win this match in their first official match as a team again.)
WWE Championship:
Rob Van Dam (c) vs John Cena (No Contest)
(After ECW One Night Stand, John Cena says on the night Rob Van Dam was the better man and deserves to be the WWE Champion. Cena then tells Van Dam that he’s invoking his rematch clause at Vengeance. Mr. Monday Night welcomes the challenge, saying it’ll be another day at the office for him and he’ll prove his win at One Night Stand wasn’t a fluke. This match ends in a No Contest after a mysterious man attacks both men. The man is… Edge! Edge then Spears both Cena & Van Dam before holding up the WWE Championship as Vengeance draws to a close.)
Note:
(Mark Henry gets injured in his Judgment Day rematch against The Undertaker on SmackDown although the storyline is going to be that Batista injured Henry when attacking him upon return as part of his revenge after Henry injured him.)
The Great American Bash 2006 (SmackDown)
Date: 23/7/06
Location: Conseco Fieldhouse, Indianapolis, Indiana
WWE Tag Team Championship:
Paul London & Brian Kendrick (c) vs The Pitbulls
Cruiserweight Championship:
Gregory Helms (c) vs Chavo Guerrero
The Undertaker vs Daivari
(Teddy Long forces Daivari to compete at The Great American Bash against The Undertaker as The Phenom publicly made it known he wants to get his hands on him for being the brains behind Mark Henry going after him in the first place. The Deadman utterly destroys Daivari here.)
United States Championship:
Chris Benoit (c) vs Finlay
Matt Hardy vs William Regal
Batista vs Mr.Kennedy
World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T wins a Triple Threat Match against Bobby Lashley and Chris Benoit to earn this opportunity. Booker T says that it’s been 3 years since he was the World Heavyweight Champion and promises that the rut without the gold is coming to an end. Booker also says that someone has to end that little troll Rey Mysterio’s fairytale run and warns Rey it’s going to be him. Rey simply wants to continue his run and prove that he’s not a fluke of a champion every single time he gets the chance. Rey Mysterio retains the title via a roll up which Booker T can’t believe and shouts to Rey that he isn’t finished with him.)
SummerSlam 2006
Date: 20/8/06
Location: TD Banknorth Garden, Boston, Massachusetts
Extreme Rules Match for the Inaugural ECW Championship:
Sabu vs The Sandman vs Tommy Dreamer
(Paul Heyman announces the return of the ECW Championship and says the new ECW Champion will be crowned at SummerSlam involving 3 individuals who are the heart and soul of the brand. Sandman wins the championship in a crazy, bloody and fun opener.)
Women’s Championship:
Mickie James (c) vs Lita
United States Championship:
Finlay (c) vs Chris Benoit
Ric Flair vs Randy Orton
(Randy Orton targets his former Evolution teammate as his next Legend to decimate. Orton says that Ric Flair is nowadays nothing but a dumb, deluded old man with his best days behind him and he’s willing to put him down for good. Flair says Orton just like in Evolution is still a cocky, arrogant little brat who needs to be taught a lesson. Randy Orton wins clean with an RKO.)
Intercontinental Championship:
Shelton Benjamin (c) vs Kane
D-Generation X vs Vince McMahon, Shane McMahon & The Big Show
(Vince McMahon recruits The Big Show to help him take down DX. Vince says that DX is a disease to him and his company and that Big Show is the key to helping him destroy them. Big Show says that DX can try and make jokes all they want but he, Vince and Shane will be the last ones laughing. DX tell Vince he can hide behind that 500 knucklehead Big Show all they want, when the jokes are put to the side they’ll be kicking their ass and ending this at SummerSlam. DX win after Triple H pins Vince to end the feud between DX & The McMahons.)
Batista vs Bobby Lashley
(Bobby Lashley challenges Batista in order to prove he deserves to be here. Bobby feels challenging the best SmackDown has to offer is his best way to get noticed. Batista accepts Bobby’s challenge but tells him he’ll be introduced to the big leagues the hard way. Batista wins clean although Lashley takes him to the limit which Batista respects to the point he shakes Bobby Lashley’s hand after the match.)
World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T challenges Rey Mysterio to face him again at the biggest party of the summer. Rey accepts and claims just like he did to JBL, he’ll beat Booker T again to prove that his win at The Great American Bash wasn’t a fluke. During the match, the referee is unconscious and Chavo Guerrero comes down to the ring in aid of his friend Mysterio. Chavo gets a steel chair and hits… Rey! With one of the hardest chair shots you’ll see and Booker T is utterly stunned. The referee regains consciousness and Booker T covers Rey Mysterio to win the World Heavyweight Championship!)
WWE Championship:
Rob Van Dam (c) vs Edge w/Lita vs John Cena
(Edge says he did what he did at Vengeance because not only does he hate John Cena and doesn’t want him touching the WWE Championship in the slightest but Rob Van Dam also holds the damn thing he wants. Cena says Edge has only delayed the inevitable which is him regaining his spot as the man and he now wants the chance to do it in his hometown meanwhile RVD tells them both that if they want his title, he welcomes the challenge. As a result, a Triple Threat Match is booked. Edge wins the championship by pinning Rob Van Dam after Lita hands him a pair of brass knuckles.)
Notes:
(Jeff Hardy returns to the WWE the night after SummerSlam although he doesn’t confront Edge.)
(Rob Van Dam and Sabu are suspended for violating the Wellness Policy.)
(Chavo Guerrero costs Rey Mysterio his rematch for the World Heavyweight Championship on the SmackDown after SummerSlam.)
And that’s part 42 over and done with guys! I hope you enjoyed what I brought to the table and of course love the fact I kept The Great Khali so far away from The Undertaker 😂 anyways, I’ll be back on Thursday to cover part 43 where we’ll see Trish Stratus retire, John Cena and Edge take their rival to a new level and at Survivor Series we’ll have Brand Warfare which ends up getting Extreme 👀 stay tuned!
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Date: 21/5/06
Location: US Airways, Phoenix, Arizona
WWE Tag Team Championship:
MNM (c) w/Melina vs Paul London & Brian Kendrick
Cruiserweight Championship:
Gregory Helms (c) vs Super Crazy
United States Championship:
Chris Benoit (c) vs Finlay
The Undertaker vs Mark Henry w/Daivari
(After WrestleMania, Mark Henry and Daivari form an alliance which the World’s Strongest Man wants to make a further statement after taking Batista out of action. Henry targets The Undertaker, brutally attacks him on SmackDown and claims he’s the most dominant individual in the company. Henry challenges Taker to a match at Judgement Day which The Deadman accepts, saying it will be Judgment Day for Mark Henry for the sin he’s committed by attacking him. Mark Henry shockingly wins clean and The Great Khali is nowhere to be seen.)
Bobby Lashley vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T wins thanks to a distraction from Sharmell.)
Title vs Career Match for the World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs JBL
(Rey won’t be a jobber bitch to anyone in the build up to this match. Instead, JBL wins a #1 Contender’s Match against Chris Benoit to earn this opportunity for the World Heavyweight Championship. Bradshaw says Rey Mysterio’s win at No Way Out over him was a fluke and he’s that confident of beating Rey Mysterio this time that he’ll even put his career on the line. Rey says that not only will he beat Bradshaw again to keep his title but he’ll finally free the WWE and the fans from the poisonous bully that is JBL. Rey Mysterio retains the championship and beats JBL again to end his career… for now. The show draws to a close with the crowd taunting JBL.)
Date: 11/6/06
Location: Hammerstein Ballroom, Manhattan, New York, New York
Kurt Angle vs Randy Orton
(Kurt Angle is drafted to ECW which pisses Vince McMahon off to the point he instructs Randy Orton who’s just been drafted to RW to take care of the traitor. Angle wins clean and this is Orton’s punishment for violating the Wellness Policy.)
Tazz vs Jerry Lawler
(Tazz squashes Lawler in 30 seconds.)
Extreme Rules Match for the World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Tommy Dreamer
(With ECW back, Paul Heyman challenges Rey Mysterio who was once part of ECW to defend his championship at One Night Stand against one of his guys. Rey accepts and welcomes the challenge from anyone Heyman chooses. Paul Heyman picks the heart and soul of ECW, Tommy Dreamer! Dreamer says while he respects Rey, beating him for the World Championship on ECW’s return is an opportunity he just can’t pass up. Rey tells Dreamer he understands his thinking but he’s not allowing his boyhood dream to end right now. In a very good and brutal encounter, Rey Mysterio wins to retain the World Heavyweight Championship. Both men shake hands after the match with Dreamer raising Rey’s arm.)
Hardcore Match:
Mick Foley vs Edge w/Lita
(The match we got in real life at WrestleMania 22 in real life happens here instead. After costing Edge the WWE Championship at Backlash, Mick Foley says that was just him getting even but he’s not done with Edge. Foley challenges the Rated R Superstar to a Hardcore match at this event which Edge accepts, promising to destroy the Hardcore Legend once and for all. We get that same flaming table spot in a brutal affair. Edge wins clean.)
Hardcore Match:
Sabu vs Terry Funk
(Just to emphasise ECW’s return further, let’s put the two craziest bastards going in a match against one another. Sabu wins in another brutal and bloody affair.)
Extreme Rules Match for the WWE Championship:
John Cena (c) vs Rob Van Dam
(Rob Van Dam tells John Cena in advance when he’s cashing in just like he did in real life. Van Dam tells Cena that he’s cashing in at ECW One Night Stand in a building that he calls home, The Hammerstein Ballroom. In a very back and forth main event with Cena being booed out of the building, Rob Van Dam beats John Cena clean to win the WWE Championship! Edge doesn’t appear in the slightest.)
Date: 25/6/06
Location: Charlotte Bobcats Arena, Charlotte, North Carolina
Intercontinental Championship:
Shelton Benjamin (c) vs Val Venis
Ric Flair vs Umaga w/Armando Estrada
(Umaga wins clean to remain undefeated although Flair puts up a fight in his hometown.)
WWE World Tag Team Championship:
Carlito & Chris Masters (c) vs Sabu & The Sandman
Kane vs The Big Show
Kurt Angle vs Randy Orton
(Orton cheats to win after hitting a low blow when the referee isn’t looking. Angle leaves the company shortly after.)
D-Generation X vs The Spirit Squad
(Vince McMahon is furious that Triple H has aligned with Shawn Michaels again and says he should never have trusted him. Vince says there will be consequences and at Vengeance, DX will face off against all 5 members of The Spirit Squad. In the build up, DX rip the utter pss out the McMahons by dressing up as them, covering them and The Spirit Squad in sht, saying Vince McMahon loves c*cks etc. Despite the odds being against them, DX win this match in their first official match as a team again.)
WWE Championship:
Rob Van Dam (c) vs John Cena (No Contest)
(After ECW One Night Stand, John Cena says on the night Rob Van Dam was the better man and deserves to be the WWE Champion. Cena then tells Van Dam that he’s invoking his rematch clause at Vengeance. Mr. Monday Night welcomes the challenge, saying it’ll be another day at the office for him and he’ll prove his win at One Night Stand wasn’t a fluke. This match ends in a No Contest after a mysterious man attacks both men. The man is… Edge! Edge then Spears both Cena & Van Dam before holding up the WWE Championship as Vengeance draws to a close.)
Note:
(Mark Henry gets injured in his Judgment Day rematch against The Undertaker on SmackDown although the storyline is going to be that Batista injured Henry when attacking him upon return as part of his revenge after Henry injured him.)
Date: 23/7/06
Location: Conseco Fieldhouse, Indianapolis, Indiana
WWE Tag Team Championship:
Paul London & Brian Kendrick (c) vs The Pitbulls
Cruiserweight Championship:
Gregory Helms (c) vs Chavo Guerrero
The Undertaker vs Daivari
(Teddy Long forces Daivari to compete at The Great American Bash against The Undertaker as The Phenom publicly made it known he wants to get his hands on him for being the brains behind Mark Henry going after him in the first place. The Deadman utterly destroys Daivari here.)
United States Championship:
Chris Benoit (c) vs Finlay
Matt Hardy vs William Regal
Batista vs Mr.Kennedy
World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T wins a Triple Threat Match against Bobby Lashley and Chris Benoit to earn this opportunity. Booker T says that it’s been 3 years since he was the World Heavyweight Champion and promises that the rut without the gold is coming to an end. Booker also says that someone has to end that little troll Rey Mysterio’s fairytale run and warns Rey it’s going to be him. Rey simply wants to continue his run and prove that he’s not a fluke of a champion every single time he gets the chance. Rey Mysterio retains the title via a roll up which Booker T can’t believe and shouts to Rey that he isn’t finished with him.)
Date: 20/8/06
Location: TD Banknorth Garden, Boston, Massachusetts
Extreme Rules Match for the Inaugural ECW Championship:
Sabu vs The Sandman vs Tommy Dreamer
(Paul Heyman announces the return of the ECW Championship and says the new ECW Champion will be crowned at SummerSlam involving 3 individuals who are the heart and soul of the brand. Sandman wins the championship in a crazy, bloody and fun opener.)
Women’s Championship:
Mickie James (c) vs Lita
United States Championship:
Finlay (c) vs Chris Benoit
Ric Flair vs Randy Orton
(Randy Orton targets his former Evolution teammate as his next Legend to decimate. Orton says that Ric Flair is nowadays nothing but a dumb, deluded old man with his best days behind him and he’s willing to put him down for good. Flair says Orton just like in Evolution is still a cocky, arrogant little brat who needs to be taught a lesson. Randy Orton wins clean with an RKO.)
Intercontinental Championship:
Shelton Benjamin (c) vs Kane
D-Generation X vs Vince McMahon, Shane McMahon & The Big Show
(Vince McMahon recruits The Big Show to help him take down DX. Vince says that DX is a disease to him and his company and that Big Show is the key to helping him destroy them. Big Show says that DX can try and make jokes all they want but he, Vince and Shane will be the last ones laughing. DX tell Vince he can hide behind that 500 knucklehead Big Show all they want, when the jokes are put to the side they’ll be kicking their ass and ending this at SummerSlam. DX win after Triple H pins Vince to end the feud between DX & The McMahons.)
Batista vs Bobby Lashley
(Bobby Lashley challenges Batista in order to prove he deserves to be here. Bobby feels challenging the best SmackDown has to offer is his best way to get noticed. Batista accepts Bobby’s challenge but tells him he’ll be introduced to the big leagues the hard way. Batista wins clean although Lashley takes him to the limit which Batista respects to the point he shakes Bobby Lashley’s hand after the match.)
World Heavyweight Championship:
Rey Mysterio (c) vs Booker T w/Sharmell
(Booker T challenges Rey Mysterio to face him again at the biggest party of the summer. Rey accepts and claims just like he did to JBL, he’ll beat Booker T again to prove that his win at The Great American Bash wasn’t a fluke. During the match, the referee is unconscious and Chavo Guerrero comes down to the ring in aid of his friend Mysterio. Chavo gets a steel chair and hits… Rey! With one of the hardest chair shots you’ll see and Booker T is utterly stunned. The referee regains consciousness and Booker T covers Rey Mysterio to win the World Heavyweight Championship!)
WWE Championship:
Rob Van Dam (c) vs Edge w/Lita vs John Cena
(Edge says he did what he did at Vengeance because not only does he hate John Cena and doesn’t want him touching the WWE Championship in the slightest but Rob Van Dam also holds the damn thing he wants. Cena says Edge has only delayed the inevitable which is him regaining his spot as the man and he now wants the chance to do it in his hometown meanwhile RVD tells them both that if they want his title, he welcomes the challenge. As a result, a Triple Threat Match is booked. Edge wins the championship by pinning Rob Van Dam after Lita hands him a pair of brass knuckles.)
Notes:
(Jeff Hardy returns to the WWE the night after SummerSlam although he doesn’t confront Edge.)
(Rob Van Dam and Sabu are suspended for violating the Wellness Policy.)
(Chavo Guerrero costs Rey Mysterio his rematch for the World Heavyweight Championship on the SmackDown after SummerSlam.)
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Wish list armour
OEAPCav Raider PA Torso
VanAPCav Heavy Metal Right leg
VanAPCav Heavy Metal Left arm
Uny1strJWR FSA Right Leg
Tradelist
~Commando/Rifleman~
A2525 Fixer x2
A50c25 Handmade
AE25 Lever action
AssE25 Radium
Ass2525 Radium
AA50c20 Lever action
AA50c25 Tommy gun
AA50c50b Railway x2
AA50c50dr Handmade
AA25ffr15c Gauss Rifle
AA25ffr15r Tesla
AA25ffr25 Lever action x2
AA25ffr90 Fixer
AAAP25 Fixer
AAFFR90 Handmade
AA50c15c Railway
AA50c15r Fixer x2
AA50c25 10mm SMG
AA50vhc15r Fixer
AA50vhc25 Fixer x2
AAE50b Fixer x2
AAE15c Fixer
AAE15c 10mm SMG
AAE15r Fixer x2
AAE25 Tommy gun
AAE50b Fixer
Ari25ffr15c Fixer
Ari25ffr15r Fixer
Ari25ffr25 Fixer
Ari25ffr25 Handmade x2
Ari25ffr90 Fixer
Ari50c15c Fixer
Ari50c25 Fixer x2
Ari50c1p Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Ari50c25 Lever action
AriE15r Railway
B50c15c 10mm SMG
B50vhc15c Handmade
B50vhc15c Railway
B50vhc25 Fixer
B50c15c Railway
B50c25 Railway
B50c50b Fixer x2
B50L15r Tesla
B25dwa15r Handmade
B25ffr15c Handmade
B25ffr15r Fixer
B25ffr15r Tesla
B25ffr15r Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
B25ffr50b Handmade
B25ffr90 Fixer
B50c1p Fixer
B50vhc15r Fixer
BE25 Hunting rifle
Ber50c25 Hunting rifle
Exe50vhc25 Tommy gun
Exe50c15c Gauss rifle
Exe50c15r Fixer x3
Exe50vhc25 Fixer
Ext25ffr15r Handmade
F25ffr15r Tesla
F50c15c Assault rifle
F50vhc15c Fixer
F50vhc25 Lever action
GS50c25 Fixer
Gour2525 Aligned flamer enclave w/ reflex & stock
Gour50c25 Railway
GourE15r Fixer
GSE25 10mm SMG
GSE25 Fixer x2
GSE25 Railway
H25ffr15r Hunting rifle
H25ffr15r Tesla
H25ffr15r Fixer
H25ffr25 Handmade
H50c25 Fixer
HE15r Hunting rifle
HE25 Railway
I25ffr15r Assault rifle
I25ffr15r Railway
I25ffr90 Tesla
I50c25 Fixer x2
I50L15r Tesla
IE15r Tommy gun
IE25 10mm SMG
IE25 Railway
Jug25ffr15c Fixer
Jug25ffr15r Tesla
Jug2525 Tesla
Jug50c15r Handmade
Jug50c25 Black powder rifle
Jug50c25 Fixer
JugE25 Tommy gun
J25ffr15c Railway
J25ffr15r Black powder rifle (legacy)
J50c25 Fixer
J50c25 Handmade
J50c25 Railway
J50vhc25 Fixer
JE15r Fixer
JE25 Combat rifle
JE25 Fixer
J25ffr15r Assault rifle
J2525 Handmade
Med25ffr15r Railway
Med25ffr15r Tesla
Med50vhc25 Fixer
MU25ffr15c Fixer
MU25ffr15r Fixer
MU25ffr15r Handmade
MU25ffr15r Railway
MU25ffr15r Tesla
MU50c90 Handmade
MUE15c Tommy gun
MS25ffr15r Tesla
MS50c25 Railway
MSE15r Fixer
MSE15r Railway
MSE25 Railway
N25ffr15r Fixer
Q25ffr90 Fixer
Q50c 2* Railway
Q50c25 Combat Rifle
Q50c25 Hunting rifle
Q50c15c Assault Rifle
Q50c15c Railway
Q50c15r Handmade x2
Q50c1p Handmade
Q50c50b Railway x2
Q50c50b Handmade
QE90 Handmade
Q50L25 Fixer
Q50L25 Radium rifle
QE15c Assault rifle
QE15c Fixer
QE15r Assault rifle
QE15r Assault rifle
QE 2* Radium
QE250 Fixer
QE50b Fixer
QFFRGhost Fixer
Q50c15r Fixer
Q50c15r Gauss rifle
Q50c15r Railway
Q25ffr15r Handmade
Q25ffr25 Stabilized auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Q25ffr50b Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Stalk25ffr15r Fixer x2
Sup50c15r Fixer
Sup50c15c Railway
Tro25ffr15r Handmade
Tro25ffr25 SMG
Tro50c15r Fixer
Tro50c25 Railway
TroE25 Fixer
TS50vhc25 Railway
TSE15r Fixer
TSE15c Fixer
TSE15c Handmade
TSE15c Railway
TSE15r black powder rifle
TSE25 Lever action
TS25ffr15r Tesla x2
TS25ffr90 Fixer
TS2525 Fixer
TS50c25 Black powder rifle
TS50c25 Handmade x2
V50c15r Fixer
VE1p Fixer
VE15r Fixer
VE15r Lever action
VE90 Railway
V25ffr15c Assault rifle
V25ffr15r Assault rifle
V25ffr15r Fixer
V25ffr90 Gauss Rifle
V25ffr90 Lever action
V50vhc25 Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
V50vhc15r Handmade
V50c25 Gauss rifle
V50c25 Handmande
V50c25 Railway
V50c15r Assault rifle
VE15r Handmade
VEGhost Handmade
Z25ffr15c Fixer
Z25ffr15r Tesla
~Heavy/Launchers~
A25ffr90 LMG
AA50c15r Harpoon
AA50c25 Pepper shaker
AA50L15r Pepper shaker
AAbashFMS Minigun
AAE250 Gatling gun
AAE90 Gatling gun
AAE15r Minigun
AA25ffr15r LMG
AA25ffr90 50. Cal x2
AA25ffr90 AGL
Ari25d15r Ultracite gatling laser
Ari25d90 Mingun
Ari25ffr90 Minigun
Ari25ffr90 Pepper shaker
Ari25ffr15r 50. Cal
Ari25ffr15r Cryolator
Ari25ffr15r LMG
Ari25ffr15r Minigun
Ari25ffr15r Ultracite gatling laser
AriE15r Gatling gun
AriE15r LMG
AriE15r Minigun x2
AssE90 Minigun
B25ffr15r Cryolator
B25ffr90 Gatling laser
B25dwa15r 50. Cal
B25dwa15r Pepper shaker
B50L15r Pepper shaker
B50vhc25 Broadsider
BE 50. Cal 2*
BE Minigun 2*
BE15r Minigun
Ber25ffr90 Gatling plasma
Ber25ffr90 Pepper shaker
BerE15r 50cal
ExeE15r Minigun
ExeFfr90 Gatling plasma
Exe25ffr90 Minigun
Exe50c25 Pepper shaker
Ext25ffr15r 50. Cal
F25d90 Minigun
F25ffr15r Cryolator
FFfr50b Gatling plasma
Fffr250 LMG
FFfr90 Gatling plasma
Gour50L15r M79
GourE15r LMG
GourE90 Minigun
IE15r 50. Cal
I25ffr15r Gatling laser
I25ffr15r Gatling plasma
I25ffr15r Pepper shaker
I25ffr90 Gating laser
J25d15r Gatling plasma
Jug25ffr15r Gatling Laser
JugE15r Gatling gun
Med25ffr15r Gatling plasma
MS25ffr15r Cryolator
MS25ffr15r Pepper shaker
MU25ffr15r Gatling plasma
Mu25ffr90 Flamer
MU25ffr15r LMG
MUE25 LMG
NE90 LMG
Noc25ffr15r Cryolator
Q25ffr90 Minigun
Q Minigun 1*
Q25ffr25 Cryolator x2
Q25ffr90 50. Cal
St25ffr15r 50. Cal
Sup25ffr90 Minigun
Sup25ffr90 Pepper shaker
SupE15r Minigun
Tro25ffr15r 50. Cal
Tro50vhc25 M79
TS50vhc1p Fat man
TS50vhc1a M79
TS50vhc15r Missile launcher
TS50vhc25 M79
TS25dwa Fatman 2*
TS25ffr15r Flamer x2
TS25ffr15r Gatling laser
TS25ffr15r Minigun
TS50L25 M79
TS25ffr90 M79 (Legacy)
TS25d90 Pepper shaker
TSE15r Minigun
TSE90 Gatling gun
TSE90 Minigun
Vbash 2* Minigun
VE250 Gatling gun
VE90 LMG
V25ffr15r Cryolator
V50L15r Pepper shaker
Vffr 2* Gatling laser
Z25ffr15r Gatling gun
~Shotguns~
B50c25 Pump action
Gour25ffr15r Combat shotgun x2
IE25 Double Barrel
Q25ffr15r Double Barrel
Q50c15c Double Barrel
QE25 Double Barrel
QE250 Combat shotgun
TSE25 Pump action
V50c15r Combat shotgun
VE25 Combat shotgun
~Pistols/Revolvers~
A25ffr15r Pipe pistol
AA2525 Assaultron Head
AA25ffr15c 10mm pistol
AA25ffr15c Plasma pistol
AA25ffr15r Laser pistol
AA50c25 44. Revolver
AA50c25 Pipe pistol
AAE15c Western revolver
AriE15r Pipe pistol
AriE25 Western revolver
Ari25ffr15r Pipe pistol
Ari25ffr25 Pipe pistol
Ari25ffr15r Single action revolver
Ari50c25 Western revolver
Ari50c250 Single action revolver
B25dwa90 Thirst zapper
B25ffr15c .44 revolver
B25ffr15r Alien Blaster
B50c25 .44 revolver
B50c25 Thirst zapper
B50vhc25 Plasma pistol
B50vhc25 Ultracite laser pistol
BAP25 10mm
Ber25ffr25r Laser pistol
Exe25ffr15c Laser pistol
Exe25ffr15r Western revolver
Exe50c25r 10mm pistol
Ext50c25 Plasma pistol
ExtE25 Pipe revolver
F25ffr15r Plasma pistol
FE15r .44 revolver
GS25ffr15r Pipe revolver
GS25ffr25 Pipe revolver
GSE25 10mm Pistol
Gour25ffr15r Laser pistol
Gour25ffr15r Single action Revolver
Gour25ffr90 10mm pistol
GS25ffr15r 10mm pistol
H25d15r Laser pistol
I25ffr15c 10mm pistol
IE25 10mm pistol
J25ffr15c .44 revolver
J25ffr15c Pipe pistol
J2525 Pipe revolver
J50c25 Western revolver
J50vhc15r Plasma pistol
Jug50c25 10mm pistol
Med50c25 10mm pistol
Med50c25 Plasma pistol
MS25ffr15r Plasma pistol
MU25ffr15r Laser pistol
MU50c25 Pipe pistol
MU50c25 Plasma pistol
MU50vhc25 Pipe revolver
N50c15r Ultracite laser pistol
Noc50c25 Alien blaster
Noc50c25 Ultracite laser pistol
Q25ffr25 Alien Blaster
Q25ffr25 Western revolver
Q50c25 Alien Blaster
Q50c25 Pipe pistol
Q50c25 pipe revolver
QE15r Pipe bolt action pistol
QE90 Pipe pistol
St25ffr15r 10mm pistol
StE15c 10mm pistol
SupE15r Pipe pistol
SupE25 Bolt Action Pipe
Tro25ffr15r Pipe Revolver
Tro25ffr25 Alien Blaster
TS25ffr15r Alien Blaster
TS25ffr15r Aligned auto enclave pistol w/ reflex
TS50vhc15r Pipe pistol
TSE15r 10mm pistol
V25dwa50b Thirst zapper
V50vhc25 Alien Blaster
VE15r 10mm pistol
VE15r Pipe pistol
VE1a Western revolver
VE25 Single action revolver
Z50c15r Laser pistol
~Bows/Crossbows/Compound Bows~
AA50c15c Crossbow
AA50c25 Compound bow
AA50c25 Crossbow
AA50c90 Crossbow
AA50vhcFMS Compound Bow
Ari50c25 Crossbow
F50c25 Compound bow
GS50c25 Compound Bow
MS50c25 Bow
V50c25 Bow
~Melee~
AA40PA25 Chainsaw
AA40PA50b Chainsaw
AASS90 MMG
AASSS Pool Cue
Ari40PA1s Chainsaw
Ari40PA40PA Ripper
AriSS25 Baseball bat
AriSS25 Drill
Ass40PA1s Chainsaw
Ber40PA1s Chainsaw
BerSS25 Drill
BerSS90 Tenderiser
B2525 DCG
B25dws1s Chainsaw
B40PA25 DCG
B40PA40PA Buzz blade
B40PA40PA Chainsaw
B40PA50b Chainsaw x2
B40PA90 Chainsaw
BSS25 Power fist
BSSS Guitar sword
BSS 2* DCG
BSS90 War Drum
ExeSSS Knuckles
Ext40PA1s Chainsaw
FSS25 Ripper
GourSSS Grognak’s axe
GS40PA1s Chainsaw
GSSS90 Chainsaw
GSSSS Assaultron blade
GSSSS Combat knife
H40PA1s Chainsaw
I40PA1s Buzz blade
I40PA1s Chainsaw
I40PA50b Chainsaw
JSSS Assaultron blade
JSSS Super sledge
Jug40PA1S Chainsaw
MSSSS Multi purpose axe
MU40PA1S Chainsaw
MU40PA1s Drill
MUSS90 Chainsaw
MUSSS Baseball bat
Noc40PA1s Chainsaw
SupSSS Revolutionary sword
TroSSS Walking cane
V40PA1s Buzz blade
V40PA1s Ripper
V50L1s Chainsaw
VSSS Fire axe
VSS50b Chainsaw
~Power Armour~
Ari7%Sent Ultracite Left arm
Ari7%FDC T-45 Left leg
Ari7%FDC X-01 Torso
Ari7%WWR T-45 Right leg
AriAPCav T-45 Right leg
AriAPCav T-45 Torso
AriAPFDC T-45 Torso
Ass7%Cav X-01 Right leg
Ass7%Sent Raider PA Right leg
AssAPFDC Excavator Torso
Autostim7%AWR Ultracite Left arm
AutoStim7%WWR Excavator Left arm
AutoStim7%FDC T-45 Left leg
AutostimAPJWR T-45 Torso
AutostimAPSent Raider PA Left arm
BolAPCav T-45 Left leg
BolAPSent Ultracite Right leg
BolAPAWR Raider PA Torso
BolAPFDC Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%AWR Ultracite Torso
Bol7%Cav Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%FDC Raider PA Right arm
Bol7%Sent Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%Sent T-45 Left leg
BolAPFDC T-45 Right arm
BolAPSent T-60 Right arm
BolAPWWR T-45 Left leg
ChamAPSent T-45 Right leg
ChamAPWWR T-51b Left leg
ChamAPWWR Ultracite Left leg
Cham7%Sent Excavator Left leg
Cham7%Sent Raider PA Left arm
Cham7%Sent Ultracite left leg
Cham7%Cav T-45 Right arm
Cloak7%Cav Raider PA Right leg
CloakAPFDC Ultracite Left arm
CloakAPSent Raider PA Left leg
CloakAPSent X-01 Right leg
ExtAPWWR X-01 Torso
HAPCav T-45 Left arm
HAPSent Raider PA Right leg
GS7%WWR Raider PA Right leg
MS7%FDC T-45 Right arm
MS7%WWR Ultracite Right leg
MU7%WWR Raider PA Left arm
MUAPFDC Raider PA Right leg
MUAPSent T-45 Right arm
MUAPWWR Ultracite Left leg
Noc7%Cav Ultracite Right leg
Noc7%Sent T-45 Left leg
NocAPAWR Raider PA Left arm
NocAPAWR Raider PA Left leg
NocAPFDC T-45 Left leg
NocAPFDC T-51b Right arm
NocAPFDC T-60 Torso
NocAPWWR Raider PA Right arm
OEAPCav Raider PA Right arm
OEAPCav Raider PA Left leg
OEAPFDC T-45 Left leg
OEAPSent T-45 Torso
OEAPSent T-51b Right leg
OEAPWWR Raider PA Right leg
OE1strFDC Raider PA Right arm
OE1strSent T-45 Left arm
OE1strWWR Excavator Right arm
OE1strWWR T-45 Left arm
OE7%FDC Raider PA Right leg
OE7%WWR T-60 Left arm
TroAPWWR Raider PA Left leg
TroAPWWR Raider PA Right arm
Van1strSent X-01 Right arm
Van7%FDC Ultracite Right leg
Van7%WWR Raider PA Torso
VanAPCav Raider PA Torso
VanAPFDC T-51b Right arm
VanAPJWR T-51b Left arm
VanAPSent T-45 Right arm
VanAPWWR T-45 Right leg
Z7%Sent T-45 Left arm
ZAPFDC T-45 Right arm
~Armour~
Ari1strCav FSA Left arm
Ari7%Cav Marine Right arm
Ari7%Cav Wood Left arm
Ari1strWWR USA Right leg
AriAPCav USA Right arm
AriAPFDC Trapper Chest piece
AriAPSent Wood Left arm
AriAPSneak Heavy combat chest
AriAPWWR Heavy metal Chest piece
Ass7%FDC Marine Right leg
Ass7%WWR Robot Right arm
Ass7%Sneak Sturdy robot Right arm
Autostim1intSent USA Right leg
Autostim7%FDC USA Right leg
AutostimAPWWR Heavy raider Left leg
BolAPAWR USA Right arm
BolAPCav FSA Left leg
BolAPCav Trapper Left leg
BolAPFDC FSA Right leg
BolAPFDC Heavy Raider Left leg
BolAPJWR Marine Right leg
BolAPSneak FSA Right arm
BolAPSneak USA Right arm
BolAPSneak USA Right leg
BolAPWWR Marine Right arm
Bol1strFDC USA Right arm
Bol1strSneak Wood Right arm
Bol7%Cav FSA Right leg
Bol7%FDC FSA Chest piece
Bol7%FDC FSA Left arm
Bol7%FDC Trapper Left leg
Bol7%WWR FSA Chest piece
Bol7%WWR Raider Right arm
Bol7%Sneak USA Chest piece
Cham7%Cav Sturdy combat chest
Cloak7%FDC FSA Right leg
Cham7%JWR USA Right leg
Cloak7%WWR Marine Right leg
ChamAPCav Combat Chest piece
ChamAPCav Heavy combat Chest piece
ChamAPFDC FSA Right leg
CloakAPCav Sturdy robot Right arm
ChamAPSent Trapper chest
ChamAPSneak Trapper Left leg
CloakAPFDC Marine Left leg
CloakAPSent Marine chest
Ext1intFDC USA Left arm
Ext1strFDC USA Right leg
ExtAPJWR USA Left arm
Ext7%AWR FSA Chest piece
ExtAPCav Sturdy Raider Right leg
ExtAPWWR FSA Chest piece
GSAPFDC Marine Right arm
GS1strFDC Marine Left arm
GS7%Sneak Leather left leg
GS7%WWR Heavy robot Right arm
GSAPCav Wood Right arm
GSAPSent Combat Left leg
H1strCav Wood Chest piece
H7%Cav Metal Right arm
H7%Sneak Wood Right arm
HAPSent Leather Right arm
H7%Sneak FSA Right arm
LS1intSent Heavy Raider Left arm
LS1strSent Heavy Combat Left arm
LS1strAWR Trapper Right arm
LS7%Cav Metal Chest piece
LS7%Sneak Heavy Raider Right leg
LS7%Sneak Marine Right arm
LSAPSneak Trapper Right leg
LSAPWWR USA Right arm
OE1intCav FSA Right arm
OE1intFDC Heavy metal Right arm
OE1intSneak Marine Right arm
OE1strAWR USA Left leg
OE1strSent Trapper Left leg
OE1strWWR Sturdy robot Right leg
OE25PSneak FSA Right arm
OE7%AWR Wood Right arm
OE7%FDC FSA Right arm
OE7%FDC Marine Right leg
OE7%Sent Metal Left arm
OE7%Sent Trapper Right leg
OE7%Sneak Heavy metal left arm
OE7%Sneak Heavy robot Chest piece
OE7%Sneak Trapper Right arm
OE7%WWR Marine Left arm
OEAPAWR Marine Right arm
OEAPAWR USA Left arm
OEAPCav Sturdy Raider Right arm
OEAPCav Trapper chest piece
OEAPFDC Sturdy leather Right leg
OEAPFDC Trapper RA
OEAPJunk Metal Left leg
OEAPJunk Raider left leg
OEAPSent Metal Left arm
OEAPWWR Sturdy raider Right leg
OEGLUTWWR FSA Right arm
MU7%AWR Trapper Right leg
MU7%Sneak USA Right leg
MUAPSent USA Left leg
MS1strSent FSA Chest piece
MU1strSent Wood Left arm
MS7%WWR Wood Right arm
MSAPSneak FSA RA
MSAPSent Wood Right arm
Noc7%Cav Heavy leather Right arm
Noc7%FDC Heavy metal left leg
NocAPSent Wood Left leg
Reg7%Sent Heavy Robot Right leg
Reg7%WWR Combat right leg
Reg7%WWR Wood Left arm
RegAPCav Trapper Chest piece
RegAPSent FSA Left leg
RegAPWWR Marine Right leg
RegAPWWR Trapper Right arm
Tro1strFDC FSA Left arm
Tro7%Sent Heavy metal Left arm
TroAPFDC Heavy leather Chest piece
TroAPFDC Marine Left arm
TroAPJWR Trapper Left arm
TroAPSneak Wood Left arm
Uny1int 2* Heavy Leather Right leg
Uny1intBlock Left leg
Uny1intFall Trapper Left arm
Uny1intSneak Heavy Raider Left arm
Uny1luckSneak Marine Right leg
Uny1strFDC Marine Chest piece
Uny1strSneak FSA Chest piece
Uny1strSneak Marine Right leg
Uny1strSneak Wood Right leg Level 25
Uny1strWWR Marine Right leg
Uny25radSneak Heavy Combat Right leg
Uny25radSneak Trapper Chest piece
Uny7%Cav Leather chest piece LEVEL 1
Uny7%Cav Robot Left leg
Uny7%FDC FSA Left arm
Uny7%JWR FSA Chest piece
Uny7%Sent Trapper Right arm
UnyAPFDC Heavy leather Right arm
UnyAPFDC Trapper Left arm
UnyAPJWR Wood Right arm
UnyAPSneak FSA Chest piece
UnyAPSneak USA Right leg
Van1strSent USA Chest piece
Van7%FDC FSA Chest
Van7%FDC FSA Right arm
Van7%FDC Wood left leg
Van7%JWR FSA Chest piece
Van7%WWR USA Right arm
Van1lckWWR USA Left arm
VanAPFDC Heavy robot Chest piece
VanAPSneak FSA Right arm
VANAPWWR Leather right arm
VanAPWWR Sturdy Robot Right leg
W1strSent Marine Left arm
W7%Sent Heavy metal Right leg
W7%Sneak Trapper Right arm
WAPSent Sturdy metal chest piece
WAPSent Leather right leg
WAPSneak Heavy Robot left leg
WAPSneak Marine chest piece
WAPSneak USA Left arm
WAPSneak Wood right arm
Z1strCav Heavy metal left arm
Z7%AWR FSA Left arm
Z7%Cav Heavy combat Left arm
Z7%FDC Marine Right arm
Z7%HTD Marine Left arm
Z7%HTD USA Left arm
ZAPAWR Sturdy Metal left leg
ZAPCav Wood Left leg
ZAPFDC wood left arm
ZAPSent Heavy combat chest piece
ZAPSneak Sturdy robot Right leg
ZAPWWR Marine left leg
ZAPWWR wood left leg
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OEAPCav Raider PA Torso
VanAPCav Heavy Metal Right leg
VanAPCav Heavy Metal Left arm
Uny1strJWR FSA Right Leg
Tradelist
~
A2525 Fixer x2
A50c25 Handmade
AE25 Lever action
AssE25 Radium
Ass2525 Radium
AA50c20 Lever action
AA50c25 Tommy gun
AA50c50b Railway x2
AA50c50dr Handmade
AA25ffr15c Gauss Rifle
AA25ffr15r Tesla
AA25ffr25 Lever action x2
AA25ffr90 Fixer
AAAP25 Fixer
AAFFR90 Handmade
AA50c15c Railway
AA50c15r Fixer x2
AA50c25 10mm SMG
AA50vhc15r Fixer
AA50vhc25 Fixer x2
AAE50b Fixer x2
AAE15c Fixer
AAE15c 10mm SMG
AAE15r Fixer x2
AAE25 Tommy gun
AAE50b Fixer
Ari25ffr15c Fixer
Ari25ffr15r Fixer
Ari25ffr25 Fixer
Ari25ffr25 Handmade x2
Ari25ffr90 Fixer
Ari50c15c Fixer
Ari50c25 Fixer x2
Ari50c1p Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Ari50c25 Lever action
AriE15r Railway
B50c15c 10mm SMG
B50vhc15c Handmade
B50vhc15c Railway
B50vhc25 Fixer
B50c15c Railway
B50c25 Railway
B50c50b Fixer x2
B50L15r Tesla
B25dwa15r Handmade
B25ffr15c Handmade
B25ffr15r Fixer
B25ffr15r Tesla
B25ffr15r Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
B25ffr50b Handmade
B25ffr90 Fixer
B50c1p Fixer
B50vhc15r Fixer
BE25 Hunting rifle
Ber50c25 Hunting rifle
Exe50vhc25 Tommy gun
Exe50c15c Gauss rifle
Exe50c15r Fixer x3
Exe50vhc25 Fixer
Ext25ffr15r Handmade
F25ffr15r Tesla
F50c15c Assault rifle
F50vhc15c Fixer
F50vhc25 Lever action
GS50c25 Fixer
Gour2525 Aligned flamer enclave w/ reflex & stock
Gour50c25 Railway
GourE15r Fixer
GSE25 10mm SMG
GSE25 Fixer x2
GSE25 Railway
H25ffr15r Hunting rifle
H25ffr15r Tesla
H25ffr15r Fixer
H25ffr25 Handmade
H50c25 Fixer
HE15r Hunting rifle
HE25 Railway
I25ffr15r Assault rifle
I25ffr15r Railway
I25ffr90 Tesla
I50c25 Fixer x2
I50L15r Tesla
IE15r Tommy gun
IE25 10mm SMG
IE25 Railway
Jug25ffr15c Fixer
Jug25ffr15r Tesla
Jug2525 Tesla
Jug50c15r Handmade
Jug50c25 Black powder rifle
Jug50c25 Fixer
JugE25 Tommy gun
J25ffr15c Railway
J25ffr15r Black powder rifle (legacy)
J50c25 Fixer
J50c25 Handmade
J50c25 Railway
J50vhc25 Fixer
JE15r Fixer
JE25 Combat rifle
JE25 Fixer
J25ffr15r Assault rifle
J2525 Handmade
Med25ffr15r Railway
Med25ffr15r Tesla
Med50vhc25 Fixer
MU25ffr15c Fixer
MU25ffr15r Fixer
MU25ffr15r Handmade
MU25ffr15r Railway
MU25ffr15r Tesla
MU50c90 Handmade
MUE15c Tommy gun
MS25ffr15r Tesla
MS50c25 Railway
MSE15r Fixer
MSE15r Railway
MSE25 Railway
N25ffr15r Fixer
Q25ffr90 Fixer
Q50c 2* Railway
Q50c25 Combat Rifle
Q50c25 Hunting rifle
Q50c15c Assault Rifle
Q50c15c Railway
Q50c15r Handmade x2
Q50c1p Handmade
Q50c50b Railway x2
Q50c50b Handmade
QE90 Handmade
Q50L25 Fixer
Q50L25 Radium rifle
QE15c Assault rifle
QE15c Fixer
QE15r Assault rifle
QE15r Assault rifle
QE 2* Radium
QE250 Fixer
QE50b Fixer
QFFRGhost Fixer
Q50c15r Fixer
Q50c15r Gauss rifle
Q50c15r Railway
Q25ffr15r Handmade
Q25ffr25 Stabilized auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Q25ffr50b Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
Stalk25ffr15r Fixer x2
Sup50c15r Fixer
Sup50c15c Railway
Tro25ffr15r Handmade
Tro25ffr25 SMG
Tro50c15r Fixer
Tro50c25 Railway
TroE25 Fixer
TS50vhc25 Railway
TSE15r Fixer
TSE15c Fixer
TSE15c Handmade
TSE15c Railway
TSE15r black powder rifle
TSE25 Lever action
TS25ffr15r Tesla x2
TS25ffr90 Fixer
TS2525 Fixer
TS50c25 Black powder rifle
TS50c25 Handmade x2
V50c15r Fixer
VE1p Fixer
VE15r Fixer
VE15r Lever action
VE90 Railway
V25ffr15c Assault rifle
V25ffr15r Assault rifle
V25ffr15r Fixer
V25ffr90 Gauss Rifle
V25ffr90 Lever action
V50vhc25 Aligned auto enclave w/ reflex & stock
V50vhc15r Handmade
V50c25 Gauss rifle
V50c25 Handmande
V50c25 Railway
V50c15r Assault rifle
VE15r Handmade
VEGhost Handmade
Z25ffr15c Fixer
Z25ffr15r Tesla
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A25ffr90 LMG
AA50c15r Harpoon
AA50c25 Pepper shaker
AA50L15r Pepper shaker
AAbashFMS Minigun
AAE250 Gatling gun
AAE90 Gatling gun
AAE15r Minigun
AA25ffr15r LMG
AA25ffr90 50. Cal x2
AA25ffr90 AGL
Ari25d15r Ultracite gatling laser
Ari25d90 Mingun
Ari25ffr90 Minigun
Ari25ffr90 Pepper shaker
Ari25ffr15r 50. Cal
Ari25ffr15r Cryolator
Ari25ffr15r LMG
Ari25ffr15r Minigun
Ari25ffr15r Ultracite gatling laser
AriE15r Gatling gun
AriE15r LMG
AriE15r Minigun x2
AssE90 Minigun
B25ffr15r Cryolator
B25ffr90 Gatling laser
B25dwa15r 50. Cal
B25dwa15r Pepper shaker
B50L15r Pepper shaker
B50vhc25 Broadsider
BE 50. Cal 2*
BE Minigun 2*
BE15r Minigun
Ber25ffr90 Gatling plasma
Ber25ffr90 Pepper shaker
BerE15r 50cal
ExeE15r Minigun
ExeFfr90 Gatling plasma
Exe25ffr90 Minigun
Exe50c25 Pepper shaker
Ext25ffr15r 50. Cal
F25d90 Minigun
F25ffr15r Cryolator
FFfr50b Gatling plasma
Fffr250 LMG
FFfr90 Gatling plasma
Gour50L15r M79
GourE15r LMG
GourE90 Minigun
IE15r 50. Cal
I25ffr15r Gatling laser
I25ffr15r Gatling plasma
I25ffr15r Pepper shaker
I25ffr90 Gating laser
J25d15r Gatling plasma
Jug25ffr15r Gatling Laser
JugE15r Gatling gun
Med25ffr15r Gatling plasma
MS25ffr15r Cryolator
MS25ffr15r Pepper shaker
MU25ffr15r Gatling plasma
Mu25ffr90 Flamer
MU25ffr15r LMG
MUE25 LMG
NE90 LMG
Noc25ffr15r Cryolator
Q25ffr90 Minigun
Q Minigun 1*
Q25ffr25 Cryolator x2
Q25ffr90 50. Cal
St25ffr15r 50. Cal
Sup25ffr90 Minigun
Sup25ffr90 Pepper shaker
SupE15r Minigun
Tro25ffr15r 50. Cal
Tro50vhc25 M79
TS50vhc1p Fat man
TS50vhc1a M79
TS50vhc15r Missile launcher
TS50vhc25 M79
TS25dwa Fatman 2*
TS25ffr15r Flamer x2
TS25ffr15r Gatling laser
TS25ffr15r Minigun
TS50L25 M79
TS25ffr90 M79 (Legacy)
TS25d90 Pepper shaker
TSE15r Minigun
TSE90 Gatling gun
TSE90 Minigun
Vbash 2* Minigun
VE250 Gatling gun
VE90 LMG
V25ffr15r Cryolator
V50L15r Pepper shaker
Vffr 2* Gatling laser
Z25ffr15r Gatling gun
~
B50c25 Pump action
Gour25ffr15r Combat shotgun x2
IE25 Double Barrel
Q25ffr15r Double Barrel
Q50c15c Double Barrel
QE25 Double Barrel
QE250 Combat shotgun
TSE25 Pump action
V50c15r Combat shotgun
VE25 Combat shotgun
~
A25ffr15r Pipe pistol
AA2525 Assaultron Head
AA25ffr15c 10mm pistol
AA25ffr15c Plasma pistol
AA25ffr15r Laser pistol
AA50c25 44. Revolver
AA50c25 Pipe pistol
AAE15c Western revolver
AriE15r Pipe pistol
AriE25 Western revolver
Ari25ffr15r Pipe pistol
Ari25ffr25 Pipe pistol
Ari25ffr15r Single action revolver
Ari50c25 Western revolver
Ari50c250 Single action revolver
B25dwa90 Thirst zapper
B25ffr15c .44 revolver
B25ffr15r Alien Blaster
B50c25 .44 revolver
B50c25 Thirst zapper
B50vhc25 Plasma pistol
B50vhc25 Ultracite laser pistol
BAP25 10mm
Ber25ffr25r Laser pistol
Exe25ffr15c Laser pistol
Exe25ffr15r Western revolver
Exe50c25r 10mm pistol
Ext50c25 Plasma pistol
ExtE25 Pipe revolver
F25ffr15r Plasma pistol
FE15r .44 revolver
GS25ffr15r Pipe revolver
GS25ffr25 Pipe revolver
GSE25 10mm Pistol
Gour25ffr15r Laser pistol
Gour25ffr15r Single action Revolver
Gour25ffr90 10mm pistol
GS25ffr15r 10mm pistol
H25d15r Laser pistol
I25ffr15c 10mm pistol
IE25 10mm pistol
J25ffr15c .44 revolver
J25ffr15c Pipe pistol
J2525 Pipe revolver
J50c25 Western revolver
J50vhc15r Plasma pistol
Jug50c25 10mm pistol
Med50c25 10mm pistol
Med50c25 Plasma pistol
MS25ffr15r Plasma pistol
MU25ffr15r Laser pistol
MU50c25 Pipe pistol
MU50c25 Plasma pistol
MU50vhc25 Pipe revolver
N50c15r Ultracite laser pistol
Noc50c25 Alien blaster
Noc50c25 Ultracite laser pistol
Q25ffr25 Alien Blaster
Q25ffr25 Western revolver
Q50c25 Alien Blaster
Q50c25 Pipe pistol
Q50c25 pipe revolver
QE15r Pipe bolt action pistol
QE90 Pipe pistol
St25ffr15r 10mm pistol
StE15c 10mm pistol
SupE15r Pipe pistol
SupE25 Bolt Action Pipe
Tro25ffr15r Pipe Revolver
Tro25ffr25 Alien Blaster
TS25ffr15r Alien Blaster
TS25ffr15r Aligned auto enclave pistol w/ reflex
TS50vhc15r Pipe pistol
TSE15r 10mm pistol
V25dwa50b Thirst zapper
V50vhc25 Alien Blaster
VE15r 10mm pistol
VE15r Pipe pistol
VE1a Western revolver
VE25 Single action revolver
Z50c15r Laser pistol
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AA50c15c Crossbow
AA50c25 Compound bow
AA50c25 Crossbow
AA50c90 Crossbow
AA50vhcFMS Compound Bow
Ari50c25 Crossbow
F50c25 Compound bow
GS50c25 Compound Bow
MS50c25 Bow
V50c25 Bow
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AA40PA25 Chainsaw
AA40PA50b Chainsaw
AASS90 MMG
AASSS Pool Cue
Ari40PA1s Chainsaw
Ari40PA40PA Ripper
AriSS25 Baseball bat
AriSS25 Drill
Ass40PA1s Chainsaw
Ber40PA1s Chainsaw
BerSS25 Drill
BerSS90 Tenderiser
B2525 DCG
B25dws1s Chainsaw
B40PA25 DCG
B40PA40PA Buzz blade
B40PA40PA Chainsaw
B40PA50b Chainsaw x2
B40PA90 Chainsaw
BSS25 Power fist
BSSS Guitar sword
BSS 2* DCG
BSS90 War Drum
ExeSSS Knuckles
Ext40PA1s Chainsaw
FSS25 Ripper
GourSSS Grognak’s axe
GS40PA1s Chainsaw
GSSS90 Chainsaw
GSSSS Assaultron blade
GSSSS Combat knife
H40PA1s Chainsaw
I40PA1s Buzz blade
I40PA1s Chainsaw
I40PA50b Chainsaw
JSSS Assaultron blade
JSSS Super sledge
Jug40PA1S Chainsaw
MSSSS Multi purpose axe
MU40PA1S Chainsaw
MU40PA1s Drill
MUSS90 Chainsaw
MUSSS Baseball bat
Noc40PA1s Chainsaw
SupSSS Revolutionary sword
TroSSS Walking cane
V40PA1s Buzz blade
V40PA1s Ripper
V50L1s Chainsaw
VSSS Fire axe
VSS50b Chainsaw
~
Ari7%Sent Ultracite Left arm
Ari7%FDC T-45 Left leg
Ari7%FDC X-01 Torso
Ari7%WWR T-45 Right leg
AriAPCav T-45 Right leg
AriAPCav T-45 Torso
AriAPFDC T-45 Torso
Ass7%Cav X-01 Right leg
Ass7%Sent Raider PA Right leg
AssAPFDC Excavator Torso
Autostim7%AWR Ultracite Left arm
AutoStim7%WWR Excavator Left arm
AutoStim7%FDC T-45 Left leg
AutostimAPJWR T-45 Torso
AutostimAPSent Raider PA Left arm
BolAPCav T-45 Left leg
BolAPSent Ultracite Right leg
BolAPAWR Raider PA Torso
BolAPFDC Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%AWR Ultracite Torso
Bol7%Cav Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%FDC Raider PA Right arm
Bol7%Sent Raider PA Right leg
Bol7%Sent T-45 Left leg
BolAPFDC T-45 Right arm
BolAPSent T-60 Right arm
BolAPWWR T-45 Left leg
ChamAPSent T-45 Right leg
ChamAPWWR T-51b Left leg
ChamAPWWR Ultracite Left leg
Cham7%Sent Excavator Left leg
Cham7%Sent Raider PA Left arm
Cham7%Sent Ultracite left leg
Cham7%Cav T-45 Right arm
Cloak7%Cav Raider PA Right leg
CloakAPFDC Ultracite Left arm
CloakAPSent Raider PA Left leg
CloakAPSent X-01 Right leg
ExtAPWWR X-01 Torso
HAPCav T-45 Left arm
HAPSent Raider PA Right leg
GS7%WWR Raider PA Right leg
MS7%FDC T-45 Right arm
MS7%WWR Ultracite Right leg
MU7%WWR Raider PA Left arm
MUAPFDC Raider PA Right leg
MUAPSent T-45 Right arm
MUAPWWR Ultracite Left leg
Noc7%Cav Ultracite Right leg
Noc7%Sent T-45 Left leg
NocAPAWR Raider PA Left arm
NocAPAWR Raider PA Left leg
NocAPFDC T-45 Left leg
NocAPFDC T-51b Right arm
NocAPFDC T-60 Torso
NocAPWWR Raider PA Right arm
OEAPCav Raider PA Right arm
OEAPCav Raider PA Left leg
OEAPFDC T-45 Left leg
OEAPSent T-45 Torso
OEAPSent T-51b Right leg
OEAPWWR Raider PA Right leg
OE1strFDC Raider PA Right arm
OE1strSent T-45 Left arm
OE1strWWR Excavator Right arm
OE1strWWR T-45 Left arm
OE7%FDC Raider PA Right leg
OE7%WWR T-60 Left arm
TroAPWWR Raider PA Left leg
TroAPWWR Raider PA Right arm
Van1strSent X-01 Right arm
Van7%FDC Ultracite Right leg
Van7%WWR Raider PA Torso
VanAPCav Raider PA Torso
VanAPFDC T-51b Right arm
VanAPJWR T-51b Left arm
VanAPSent T-45 Right arm
VanAPWWR T-45 Right leg
Z7%Sent T-45 Left arm
ZAPFDC T-45 Right arm
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Ari1strCav FSA Left arm
Ari7%Cav Marine Right arm
Ari7%Cav Wood Left arm
Ari1strWWR USA Right leg
AriAPCav USA Right arm
AriAPFDC Trapper Chest piece
AriAPSent Wood Left arm
AriAPSneak Heavy combat chest
AriAPWWR Heavy metal Chest piece
Ass7%FDC Marine Right leg
Ass7%WWR Robot Right arm
Ass7%Sneak Sturdy robot Right arm
Autostim1intSent USA Right leg
Autostim7%FDC USA Right leg
AutostimAPWWR Heavy raider Left leg
BolAPAWR USA Right arm
BolAPCav FSA Left leg
BolAPCav Trapper Left leg
BolAPFDC FSA Right leg
BolAPFDC Heavy Raider Left leg
BolAPJWR Marine Right leg
BolAPSneak FSA Right arm
BolAPSneak USA Right arm
BolAPSneak USA Right leg
BolAPWWR Marine Right arm
Bol1strFDC USA Right arm
Bol1strSneak Wood Right arm
Bol7%Cav FSA Right leg
Bol7%FDC FSA Chest piece
Bol7%FDC FSA Left arm
Bol7%FDC Trapper Left leg
Bol7%WWR FSA Chest piece
Bol7%WWR Raider Right arm
Bol7%Sneak USA Chest piece
Cham7%Cav Sturdy combat chest
Cloak7%FDC FSA Right leg
Cham7%JWR USA Right leg
Cloak7%WWR Marine Right leg
ChamAPCav Combat Chest piece
ChamAPCav Heavy combat Chest piece
ChamAPFDC FSA Right leg
CloakAPCav Sturdy robot Right arm
ChamAPSent Trapper chest
ChamAPSneak Trapper Left leg
CloakAPFDC Marine Left leg
CloakAPSent Marine chest
Ext1intFDC USA Left arm
Ext1strFDC USA Right leg
ExtAPJWR USA Left arm
Ext7%AWR FSA Chest piece
ExtAPCav Sturdy Raider Right leg
ExtAPWWR FSA Chest piece
GSAPFDC Marine Right arm
GS1strFDC Marine Left arm
GS7%Sneak Leather left leg
GS7%WWR Heavy robot Right arm
GSAPCav Wood Right arm
GSAPSent Combat Left leg
H1strCav Wood Chest piece
H7%Cav Metal Right arm
H7%Sneak Wood Right arm
HAPSent Leather Right arm
H7%Sneak FSA Right arm
LS1intSent Heavy Raider Left arm
LS1strSent Heavy Combat Left arm
LS1strAWR Trapper Right arm
LS7%Cav Metal Chest piece
LS7%Sneak Heavy Raider Right leg
LS7%Sneak Marine Right arm
LSAPSneak Trapper Right leg
LSAPWWR USA Right arm
OE1intCav FSA Right arm
OE1intFDC Heavy metal Right arm
OE1intSneak Marine Right arm
OE1strAWR USA Left leg
OE1strSent Trapper Left leg
OE1strWWR Sturdy robot Right leg
OE25PSneak FSA Right arm
OE7%AWR Wood Right arm
OE7%FDC FSA Right arm
OE7%FDC Marine Right leg
OE7%Sent Metal Left arm
OE7%Sent Trapper Right leg
OE7%Sneak Heavy metal left arm
OE7%Sneak Heavy robot Chest piece
OE7%Sneak Trapper Right arm
OE7%WWR Marine Left arm
OEAPAWR Marine Right arm
OEAPAWR USA Left arm
OEAPCav Sturdy Raider Right arm
OEAPCav Trapper chest piece
OEAPFDC Sturdy leather Right leg
OEAPFDC Trapper RA
OEAPJunk Metal Left leg
OEAPJunk Raider left leg
OEAPSent Metal Left arm
OEAPWWR Sturdy raider Right leg
OEGLUTWWR FSA Right arm
MU7%AWR Trapper Right leg
MU7%Sneak USA Right leg
MUAPSent USA Left leg
MS1strSent FSA Chest piece
MU1strSent Wood Left arm
MS7%WWR Wood Right arm
MSAPSneak FSA RA
MSAPSent Wood Right arm
Noc7%Cav Heavy leather Right arm
Noc7%FDC Heavy metal left leg
NocAPSent Wood Left leg
Reg7%Sent Heavy Robot Right leg
Reg7%WWR Combat right leg
Reg7%WWR Wood Left arm
RegAPCav Trapper Chest piece
RegAPSent FSA Left leg
RegAPWWR Marine Right leg
RegAPWWR Trapper Right arm
Tro1strFDC FSA Left arm
Tro7%Sent Heavy metal Left arm
TroAPFDC Heavy leather Chest piece
TroAPFDC Marine Left arm
TroAPJWR Trapper Left arm
TroAPSneak Wood Left arm
Uny1int 2* Heavy Leather Right leg
Uny1intBlock Left leg
Uny1intFall Trapper Left arm
Uny1intSneak Heavy Raider Left arm
Uny1luckSneak Marine Right leg
Uny1strFDC Marine Chest piece
Uny1strSneak FSA Chest piece
Uny1strSneak Marine Right leg
Uny1strSneak Wood Right leg Level 25
Uny1strWWR Marine Right leg
Uny25radSneak Heavy Combat Right leg
Uny25radSneak Trapper Chest piece
Uny7%Cav Leather chest piece LEVEL 1
Uny7%Cav Robot Left leg
Uny7%FDC FSA Left arm
Uny7%JWR FSA Chest piece
Uny7%Sent Trapper Right arm
UnyAPFDC Heavy leather Right arm
UnyAPFDC Trapper Left arm
UnyAPJWR Wood Right arm
UnyAPSneak FSA Chest piece
UnyAPSneak USA Right leg
Van1strSent USA Chest piece
Van7%FDC FSA Chest
Van7%FDC FSA Right arm
Van7%FDC Wood left leg
Van7%JWR FSA Chest piece
Van7%WWR USA Right arm
Van1lckWWR USA Left arm
VanAPFDC Heavy robot Chest piece
VanAPSneak FSA Right arm
VANAPWWR Leather right arm
VanAPWWR Sturdy Robot Right leg
W1strSent Marine Left arm
W7%Sent Heavy metal Right leg
W7%Sneak Trapper Right arm
WAPSent Sturdy metal chest piece
WAPSent Leather right leg
WAPSneak Heavy Robot left leg
WAPSneak Marine chest piece
WAPSneak USA Left arm
WAPSneak Wood right arm
Z1strCav Heavy metal left arm
Z7%AWR FSA Left arm
Z7%Cav Heavy combat Left arm
Z7%FDC Marine Right arm
Z7%HTD Marine Left arm
Z7%HTD USA Left arm
ZAPAWR Sturdy Metal left leg
ZAPCav Wood Left leg
ZAPFDC wood left arm
ZAPSent Heavy combat chest piece
ZAPSneak Sturdy robot Right leg
ZAPWWR Marine left leg
ZAPWWR wood left leg